Shiraki was hospitalized again.

Not long ago, he was just discharged from the hospital, and he was admitted to the hospital again, and this time the injury was much more serious than the last time.

In contrast, although Shiro was also in a coma at the time, it was more due to detachment, and after waking up, there was basically nothing too big, so that he could stay in Shiroki's hospital room for a long time.

The aroma of medicinal food often wafts in the ward, and it is time to make a big contribution to Shiroki's recovery.

Regarding the origin of this incident, under Bai Mu's serious questioning, Bai explained the origin of the incident in detail.

The root uses him as a bargaining chip to threaten White, and if White doesn't join the root, he will be charged with espionage, and White has to choose to join the root in order to protect him from being affected.

In fact, it's really a bit incredible to think about it, in such a bright village, he is a law-abiding villager, and he has no handle to grasp, why should the roots be messed around with him? Be all abroad! Moreover, Bai even believed it, so much so that it was unimaginable that such a thing happened.

"I'm sorry, Shiraki, it's all because of me that you became like this......"

Before experiencing this incident, Bai Mu would definitely think so, and even have some resentment towards Bai Mu, which is also a matter of course.

But now, having personally experienced this incident, the facts are more convincing than any fantasy, and he understands how Bai was feeling at that time.

Bai is very kind, but his kindness is not the flawless kindness that naturally forms in the midst of light, his kindness is actually the kindness of sticking to his pure white heart in the dark.

White than white wood, experience... And understand that the darkness is much more, so as soon as he entered the roots, he saw that group of people, and felt the breath around him, maybe Bai Mu couldn't imagine it, but he immediately understood, and at the same time he also knew what he had to do, and he had to do it!

"yes, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be like this, because ......"

Bai's face became whiter in an instant, and Bai Mu said seriously to himself.

"If it wasn't for you who used the ice escape to let me go beyond the limit at that time, we joined forces to fight desperately, in such a terrible place, we would never have survived the arrival of Hokage-sama, then I would have really died, in the end, you saved me, the first time we joined forces to fight, there would be such a good result, speaking of which we are really compatible, hahahahaha~"

A hearty laugh sounded, and Bai's smiling face was reflected in Bai's eyes.

"However, you are so badly injured, it is my ......"

"Yes, yes, it's really a serious injury, it's painful for me, I can't get out of bed until now, and even the doctor said that there will be sequelae, and it is difficult to fully recover......"

This is not alarmist. The so-called serious illness will cost you ten years. Bai Mu's major injury is not much lighter than a major illness, this kind of internal injury in the body, it is very difficult to completely heal, plus the frequency of his injuries is too high, like this time, he has just been discharged from the hospital, the old injury is not healed, and the new injury is coming again, it is not too miserable.

If this continues, no one can say how long Shiraki's body will last, but it is certain that it will be much earlier than a healthy person!

"So, you can't disappear without permission. I know how great your medical skills are, and when you join the medical department, you can also learn Konoha's medical skills, and become the most powerful doctor, then I can be cheeky and ask you all the time, you must know that I go to the hospital too often, and the doctors 'hate' me, begging me not to come again.

Therefore, my future can only be entrusted to you, and I am not allowed to refuse.

I believe that as long as you are here, even if I am seriously injured, don't worry about anything, hehe~"

"Well, I will, I will become the best doctor, and I will never refuse you Shiraki."

"Haha, in the future, I will rely on you, Bai ......"

Click~ Bai Mu felt a drop of something fall on his palm that was flat on the side of the bed, cool and wet.

This is......

"That's... Of course, this is just my idea, if you have something you want to do, you don't have to be pressured, and you don't have to reluctantly agree with me, just say it. I will definitely support it 100%, because you can live your previous life and live a free life, which is what I want. ”

"Stepping through the ...... of the previous life"

Shiro's murmur received a strong response from Shiroki.

"That's right, you don't need to think about things according to the thinking of tools all the time, you only belong to yourself, you should have some selfishness, selfishness to pursue freedom, and then don't kill this guy to make you a tool, but I... Well, I don't want to slander your mind about Mr. Zai.

But, I must say, this time things are too bad, you choose to protect me silently, and you don't let me know, so what do you think of yourself, a tool that can be discarded at will as long as you want to protect me?

I don't want you to think that way, it's a really bad feeling......"

Pap, pa~ There are more water droplets, as if there is a light rain in the ward.

"Ahh Well, I'm sorry, but I decided that for you. I want you to become a doctor or something, but I think you are so kind, and it is most suitable to be a doctor who specializes in treating diseases and saving people. Of course, I shouldn't decide for you, no matter what, as long as you want to do it, I will support it. But let's say it first, like the kind of unauthorized action after being forced before, I will desperately stop you. ”

"Why ......"

"Go and ask your own heart, Shiro!"

Bai held his heart, the heart that had been immersed in the calm and dark river, as if it was illuminated by the sun, and suddenly even the 'pores' were opened, breathing in the sunshine that had never been seen before.

"Only by doing what you approve of in your heart can you be happy! Bai, from the very beginning when I met you, I felt a sadness, maybe you have a lot of respect for Mr. Zai Bu, but that sadness will not deceive.

At least here, from this moment on, I want the sadness that has been haunting you to dissipate, and you can smile, we are friends, I want my friends to ......"

Tears fell like broken pearls, and Shiraki finally reacted.

"That's... White, you're crying... You're really crying, aren't you? Well, if there's any problem, that's just my opinion, and you can just pretend not to hear it. ”

Bai shook his head, grabbed Bai Mu's palm with one hand, and gently held it, he also bent down and pressed his face to the palm.

"Thank you, Shiraki."

The room became extremely quiet, and tears were still flowing, gradually moistening the bandages and soaking into Shiroki's body, bringing an astringent stinging sensation.

Bai Mu's cheeks were cold, so that Bai Mu's breathing couldn't help but slow down, and the sound of his heart beating suddenly became louder.

"Na... I asked my heart, and she just wanted me to ask you a question - Shiraki, can I be you needed? ”

Is there any other answer to this question? The refreshing medicinal food, the coldness that can neutralize the heat, the kindness that even he, the opponent, is willing to pull back from the line of death... Blah blah blah, there are 10,000 reasons why Shiraki needs white!

Although the needs in his heart are a little different from what Bai thinks, so be it for now.

After all, Bai has just experienced a change, and the thinking pattern he has developed in Zai Bu is not something that can be changed for a while, he wants Bai to get a new life, although it is a good heart, but for Bai, the change may come too suddenly, not only will he not be happy, but he will be very uncomfortable, and even almost let Tuan Zang take advantage of it, if Bai Mu didn't say that that night, or if he felt Bai's mood better, instead of talking to himself, maybe this incident would also ......

Ah~ In short, the matter has passed, no matter how much you think about it, it is useless, in short, he can't just push it away in vain with wishful thinking, just take it slowly.

Thinking of this, Shiraki looked certain and smiled sincerely.

"Shiro, I need you!"

In those crystal clear pupils, Bai Mu's smiling face was reflected, as if before, it was only reflected and never cut.

It seems that something is different.

No matter how he cuts the mask, the face under the mask is always tense, and it is a ghost who appears with cold snow, but Shiraki's smiling face shines brightly, like the sun, sprinkled on the white snow.

He's needed again... In the world, there is someone who needs him again... That's great... It's wonderful......

Plop plop plop ~ The heart beats more than ever, beyond the usual calm, this feeling is irresistible.

Boom~ Tears flowed more happily.

Before this, Shiro never seemed to have shed tears, at least Shiraki had never seen it, although Shiro had always felt sad, but never like now, tears.

Bai Mu was a little flustered: "That... You're really crying, crying even harder, if you have any grievances......"

"No, I'm happy... Really happy ......"

"If you are happy, don't express it with tears! So, really... Don't cry ......"

Bai knew, but he just couldn't stop it, this feeling, even the snowy night when he met Mr. Zaibu, was not so strong... Unstoppable.

With his face against Shiroki's hand, he felt the question that came, and the cold snow melted into wet tears, which continued to flow, and Shiro closed his eyes, indulging in the strong feeling of this moment, surpassing the calm sadness of the snow before.

The pink flush rose slightly, becoming more and more intense, and gradually turned into two inseparable blushes, which looked so moving on the white cheeks.

The room was very quiet, and it was quiet for a long time, when suddenly the door opened.

The doctor walked in: "Routine check-up... Ah, that... Go on, I'll come back later, I can't help myself, boys and girls... Youth is really beautiful and infinite, oh hehehehehe~"

Sigh, cover your mouth and smile, close the door!

"Misunderstanding, doctor, you misunderstood...... Bai Mu woke up and shouted with a red face, "We're just discussing a very serious issue, don't give me a misunderstanding, I can't help myself or something... In a word... Ah, Shiro, what can you tell me too......"

Ah, it's embarrassing.

It was a strange throbbing, like an electric shock, but it shouldn't have meant that.

Shiro just longs to be needed, just wants the gap in his heart to be filled, and doesn't mean anything else, it should be.

However, he is not exactly like he said, at such a time, it is too cunning to think about such things while Bai is so weak.

However, this feeling is really strange to say.

Uh-huh!!

It all came to an abrupt end.

I saw that the young man's shame was too strong, dancing and arguing, and thinking too much to ignore himself, and as a result, he accidentally fell off the hospital bed and was 'handsome' on all fours.

Puff~

Bai smiled, laughed from the bottom of his heart.

The water freezes, tears turn into snow, and flakes dance and sparkle in the sunlight.

It is said that the sun and the snow cannot coexist, and when the sun shines, the snow will disappear.

However, even if it does not melt for 10,000 years, will the fate of the snow become ice? On the cold and lonely ice field, there is only a dark shadow of a ghost man stepping on, is this too lonely?

Can't the snow have another home?

You don't see, when the sun shows a smiling face from among the clouds, the sun shines on the snow, and the snow reflects the colorful colors, how beautiful it is.

……