The book was finally on the shelves, and when I picked up my pen and wrote my testimonial, I never thought it would be so late. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I remember when I first started writing this novel when I was about to graduate from my senior year and was about to have my last summer vacation in my life.

At that time, I was very confused about the future, although I found a job with good pay through school recruitment, but I didn't particularly like it, but isn't life like this? Studied a subject you may not like, enrolled in a major you may not like, or found a job you may not like...... Spend your life in an ordinary way. At the time, it was a life that most people in the world, including me, had to face.

At that time, I was simply too boring to be a person, participating in various kinds of casual dinners like a walking corpse in the graduation season, watching the classmates around me often cry without any image in the end, watching some of them have firm eyes, full of longing and expectations for the future; Some people, like me, are completely undisguised for their fear and confusion about the future, and for professional reasons, we can't even think of whether there is another relatively reliable path besides our professional industry......

We go to the feast, get drunk, cry, go home, go to the feast again, get drunk again, cry again, go home again...... Cycle.

I can even imagine how boring the last summer vacation would be.

It was in this situation that I typed the first word of the novel in the dormitory where I was leaving.

Then things started to look a little different.

I began to immerse myself in the world of fiction that I had conceived, and this conception was going on all the time...... Even when listening to songs, there will be large fragments of broken plot flashbacks in my head, hoping to piece together a complete story.

It's a wonderful feeling, it's like I'm mentally "alive" again.

In the novel, each character is my mouthpiece, sometimes they may have opposing views, and sometimes they share the same hatred, and in the endless exchange of ideas, I feel that the world I have constructed has become more and more real, and the characters depicted have become more and more vivid.

It feels good.

It can be said that when I first started creating, I was at its purest, when I was about to have a stable job, my material life would be guaranteed, and it would be summer vacation......

Plus I'm a fan of Thrillerland......

The first chapter was born.

I don't suspect that too many non-thriller fans abandon the book after an inexplicable homage to the first chapter; There is no doubt about it either...... Some die-hard thriller fans will also abandon the book due to some discomfort......

But I have never been shy about saying that my original intention in writing this novel was to imitate a "thrillerland-style novel" with a strong style. Including the character setting of the protagonist at the beginning, it is Wang Sizhi; The second male lead is a high-IQ antisocial personality like Feng Bujue (in fact, Feng Bujue is the protagonist of the thriller, but out of some bad taste and curiosity, I decided to write a story from the subjective perspective of a player like Wang Sizhi).

But it didn't take long for me to realize that it wasn't reliable.

You know, imitating a thriller park is not a particularly pleasant thing to do...... It is really ...... to avoid drawing a tiger and not becoming an anti-dog It's too hard.

So I gave up on that idea before I had even finished my first short story...... And deliberately avoid parts that might overlap with Thriller Paradise (do you know how much time I spend trying to restrain myself from writing "squinting" as "empty-eyed"?). ）。

Now it seems that the effect is not bad, after sacrificing a certain amount of brain-burning plot, I can use more space to explore some very interesting ideas and ideas nowadays, such as in the original "One Day", whether the development of science and technology can abandon social ethics and move forward lightly; In "The Shinjuku 3-chome Juvenile Homicide Incident", I shared some of my personal views on judicial justice and moral justice; In "A Letter", the discussion is a little bigger (the advantages and disadvantages of dictatorship, direct democracy, indirect democracy, and even anarchism); "Internet Addiction" is an obvious tribute to the previous very popular "Look at Your Sister's Internet Addiction War" (this video is very good); The recent "The Most Perfect Marriage", on the one hand, pays tribute to the classic Japanese drama "The Most Perfect Divorce" in its name, and on the other hand, it also focuses on some of the views of young people on the wedding itself (thanks to Zhihu); And in "Zisha Pot", which is still being serialized, my ambition has obviously become a little bigger, so stay tuned......

Having said all this, I don't want you to think how lofty my novel is, but I want you to see that I'm really taking this debut novel, which is so important to me, seriously. I was also looking for the perfect balance between business and ideals, and to make the novel both engaging and thought-provoking.

Of course, many of the above topics have not been presented clearly and completely to the reader due to the limitations of my pen at present, and this is what I am looking for - perhaps through the writing of one story after another, I can make an epic breakthrough in my pen power (of course, this may be a long, long time later).

In my daily life, I have never been shy about complimenting myself, even saying that I am not ashamed to say that in the near future, my novels will definitely be popular (although this does not seem to be the case at the moment).

Of course, this novel is currently half dead in the collection, and this is also for my own reasons (it was very dead before and it was interrupted for a while).

At the beginning, he was ambitious, and threatened to ensure two shifts a day even after work, and it would be no problem to change one shift a day if it was not good...... It's me who overestimates my codeword speed.

I've never thought of myself as a speed player, and I don't seem to have the ability to keep up with six or seven thousand words a day without sacrificing the quality of my novels, which is too difficult for me.

So on vacation a year ago, I decided to quit my current job and try to write a novel for a while.

The reason why I mentioned the resignation is not to deliberately sell miserably, so as to win the majority of readers to subscribe or reward with pity or encouragement, I just want to tell you that I finally have more time to create my favorite stories without interruption.

I don't know how long I'll be able to hold out, I'm already a little overwhelmed by the resistance from my family, and maybe in a few days I'll be "working" again...... But I will still cherish this period of time to concentrate on writing, I have confidence in myself, and I have confidence in the readers - in the future, the readers' requirements for the quality of the work will definitely be greater than the requirements for the number of updates; Writers who can express their ideas and are truly sincere in their work can also have a place in today's impetuous environment.

No matter what my future plans are, I will continue to write the novel, and finally thank everyone who can still read it and follow my novel.

Be able to confront and collide with a group of like-minded friends in terms of ideas......

It's just wonderful.

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