Chapter 1138: Youth!
Xia Xin stopped, gasping for breath, trying to adjust, and his breathing was messy because of the rapid running.
Then he remembered Zeng Jun and his party in the outer hall.
He was stopped at the security checkpoint and couldn't get in.
Then, Zeng Jun and the others glanced at each other and understood.
Zhang Feng suddenly had a "sheep epilepsy" attack, shook his hands and went over to hug the security check, trembling with his whole body, and yelling......
Then Zeng Jun accidentally knocked over everything next to him and fell on the body of the security check......
While several people were surrounded by security checks, Xia Xin took the opportunity to run in.
I don't know how a few people are doing now, so they won't be notified to the school.
Xia Xin was a little worried.
But now isn't the time to think about that......
Shu Yuewu just stood like this, neither left nor looked back, just clenched her little fists, clenched her teeth, and turned her back to Xia Xin, as if waiting for something.
And Xia Xin just stood 1 meter behind Shu Yuewu, looking at Shu Yuewu's graceful back, and opened his mouth, wanting to say something.
I obviously had a lot to say before I came, but after seeing this familiar back, I didn't know what to say.
Zhao Qing was not in a hurry to pull Shu Yuewu, even if the radio had announced her and Shu Yuewu's names several times, she turned a deaf ear.
Because, she has never seen her daughter, who has always been rude and willful, show such a distressing expression and reveal such complicated eyes.
She felt that this was not just a parting, it was related to the growth of her daughter's life.
Therefore, she didn't move, neither urged nor said anything, just stood beside her, her eyes kept sweeping over the faces of Xia Xin and Shu Yuewu, and waited quietly.
After a long while, Xia Xin slowly spoke, "Moon Dance." ”
This familiar voice also made Shu Yuewu sure again, her eyes trembled, her body moved slightly, and she had an urge to turn around, but she immediately held back again, bit her lip and said, "Well, what are you still doing?" At this time, shouldn't you hide at home and play games? ”
“……”
Xia Xin was so embarrassed, he was really hiding at home to play games.
Then, he shook his head, took a deep breath and said, "Yes, there's something I want to tell you. ”
"Have a nice trip to me? Thank you so much, you can go now. ”
The cold and merciless words naturally ran out of the mouth.
Not even thinking through the brain.
Shu Yuewu bit her lip tightly, she knew very well in her heart that what she wanted to say was obviously not this, and what she wanted to do was not this, but why, why was it only at this time that what she said and did was different from what she thought in her heart.
It shouldn't be like this.
It shouldn't be like this.
She vaguely felt that what she really wanted, and she gradually saw clearly what she was looking forward to, but only at this time, she couldn't do it, she couldn't say it, she couldn't do anything.
The closer you get, the more scared you get!
She had never been so scared as she was now.
Never!
I was so scared that I didn't even dare to turn around, and I didn't even have the courage to look at Xia Xin again.
She is a proud swan, a willful little princess, and she can't give in at such an important moment.
Absolutely not!
Only this time, absolutely not!
Because, at this moment, she finally understood what the "future" in Xia Xin's mouth was.
She can't give in, she can't show her weakness, she can't embarrass herself.
Because this is a very important time, whether to move into the future, or to stay in the same place is a crucial time, and the one who can step out must be a proud and noble self, not a cowardly and weak self.
However, she is also lonely, weak, cowardly, and never dares to face herself.
So, only, this time.
She needs Xia Xin, and she needs Xia Xin to take the initiative to do something, to shorten the distance between the two, to bring her courage, to give her confidence, and to give her a firm reason.
Then, make your choice!
Shu Yuewu clenched her little fists, tried hard to support her body, and used strong, ruthless words to hide the weakness in her heart at the moment.
She's waiting......
In fact, whoever came to see me off was said, "I wish me a smooth journey?" Thank you so much, then now you can go", this kind of ruthless words, are a little embarrassing.
The same goes for Xia Xin.
He scratched his cheeks a little embarrassed, but he knew Shu Yuewu's consistent personality, and he knew that this was the last moment, so he didn't care too much.
Xia Xin took a deep breath and said, "I, I don't like parting, and I hate parting too, because it's a very sad thing, but I also know that if I don't see each other today, I may never see each other again." ”
“……”
Shu Yuewu clenched her little fists all of a sudden, but did not speak, let alone turn her head.
And Xia Xin just stood in place, keeping a distance of 1 meter from Shu Yuewu, and continued, "Actually, with our ...... now, I don't know if I should come, and I am still thinking on the way here, if I don't come, will it be better." ”
Because it doesn't always say on TV that after breaking up, it's best not to see each other again, that's good for both parties.
Shu Yuewu asked quickly, "So, what are you doing here?" ”
"Last time, when I was in the hotel, I saw that you were very unhappy, even if you smiled, I felt very unenergetic, which made people a little worried, so I wanted to come over and see you."
"......" Shu Yuewu didn't speak.
Zhao Qing's eyes wandered over the two of them, and his heart said, it was almost there.
Xia Xin continued, "I, I don't know what it's like to go abroad, and I haven't been abroad, so I may not be able to understand your worries, but I thought about it for a long time after that time, and I also understood your dream a little, I think that if it's Moon Dance you, there will be no problem." ”
"You are so smart, so powerful, you will definitely be able to find a broader and more suitable stage for you, and show yourself on the world stage, as long as you are as confident as before and don't pay attention to anything, then it is the most suitable for you, and one day, everyone will remember you."
Xia Xin is so convinced that Shu Yuewu is the most powerful.
Shu Yuewu sneered, "So, you're just here to tell me that I don't have to worry and move forward towards my dream with confidence?" ”
“……”
Because, she once told Xia Xin that her dream is to stand on the most dazzling stage, bloom herself, shine like fireworks, shine in the night sky like a meteor, even if it is just for a moment, she is satisfied.
She doesn't want to spend the best years in obscurity like this, and then grow old slowly, she wants to show herself, she wants to bloom herself, even if it is a flash in the pan, she hopes that in an instant, everyone will focus on herself, let herself become the focus of the audience, and let everyone remember the name Shu Yuewu.
Xia Xin has always kept Shu Yuewu's dream in his heart.
He felt that Shu Yuewu went to the best art academy to pursue her dream.
Shu Yuewu clenched her little fists tightly, her hands were trembling, and she said in a cold voice, "You said, you don't know if you want to come, whether it's better not to come, so why do you want to come?" ”
"You said, you don't know how it feels to go abroad, you don't know my worries, so why do you speculate on my thoughts and speak for me without authorization." Shu Yuewu's voice was trembling.
"I ......" Xia Xin didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Heh" Shu Yuewu sneered, "It's really like your style, do you still come to comfort me at such a time?" I should have thought that this was the case, I should have understood, why should I be lucky......"
“……”
"You say, you know my dream, so do you know why I have this dream?"
“…… I don't know. ”
"Do you know what school I went to when I went abroad, do you know who decided where to go and why?"
"......" Xia Xin didn't know either.
"You know I'm worried, you can see I'm unhappy, so you know, what I'm thinking?"
Shu Yuewu said this, her voice suddenly became much louder, as if she wanted to shout out the words in her heart, and shouted loudly, "Yes, you don't know, you don't know anything, why don't you know?" Because you've never cared. ”
"You know my dreams, but you never ask me why I think so, you know that I go abroad, but you never ask me whose decision it is, why, where I am going, what I am going to do, you have never asked me a word, even if you sit next to me, even if you see my worries, my unhappiness, you have never asked me a word?"
"You've never asked me, you've never tried to know more about me, right, why, because you don't care, you don't even want to get to know me, you care about me."
"So far, what kind of fake good person are you running over and pretending to care about me?"
When Shu Yuewu said this, she used all her strength and shouted hoarsely, "You don't deceive people!! You only have one sentence that is very right, you shouldn't have come, you have never cared about my business anyway, what are you doing here, don't pretend to be here. ”
"I ......"
Xia Xin was speechless for a while, unable to speak, he didn't know how to explain.
He wanted to say that this was not the case, and it was not what Shu Yuewu said, but at this time, he couldn't say anything.
He didn't want to keep talking about it and make Shu Yuewu even angrier.
Shu Yuewu raised her little face slightly, raised her swan-like snow-white proud neck, and said coldly, "Okay, you've been here, now, you can get out." ”
“……”
"!!"
“……”
Xia Xin looked at Shu Yuewu again, the snow-white long skirt, the delicate body wrapped in it, trembling slightly, he didn't know Shu Yuewu's expression at this time, he could only see the back of Shu Yuewu's head, and saw the beautiful hair like a waterfall, and the other party didn't even look at him from beginning to end.
Xia Xin could only lower his gaze with a little guilt and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Then, he turned around and walked quickly towards the outer hall.
Shu Yuewu paused, heard the footsteps behind her, and slowly lifted her steps, step by step, as if every step was extremely difficult, but also extremely firm, slowly walked out of the hall and came to the tarmac outside.
The distance between the two has also increased from 1 meter to tens of meters, hundreds of meters, and then after a few hours, it will extend infinitely......
No one saw Shu Yuewu's expression at this time.
Zhao Qing, who was also standing in front, saw it clearly, she clearly saw the hope that was slightly ignited in her daughter's beautiful eyes, gradually disillusioned, and then finally desperate tears rained down, crying silently.
She had never seen her daughter cry like this, crying so sadly and hesitantly, that pitiful little appearance, which made her heart melt.
At the same time, she also clearly saw that her daughter walked out proudly with her head held high, still the appearance of the proud little princess, but the expression looked so lonely and helpless.
"Alas!"
Zhao Qing couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
This is youth!
Between the two, there is obviously a difference of 1 meter, just a distance between reaching out and hugging.
It's a pity that one is a stupid boy and the other is a stupid girl, but ...... I can't let go of my pride!
Why bother!
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