Chapter 429: The Sin of Pride and the Light of Salvation
"People always like to call the world as far as they can see, but in reality, the real world is much bigger than they can see."
In the black world, he said this-
"You've always been measured by your own values, and that's why you've walked into the absolute misconception of 'I'm right.'"
Little by little, the calm voice colored everything in front of him, and he subconsciously told himself that he couldn't listen or think, but now he couldn't help himself.
"No one, no one can tell what the so-called truth is, so you live in your own obsession all the time, you judge right and wrong with your own eyes, you judge good and evil, but in fact it is the work of the gods."
There is no sorrow, no joy, no ups and downs, the owner of the voice is telling without a trace of emotion, he is more like a narrator than a narrator.
"Just like now, you think of yourself as an outsider, a passerby from another world, and you add such a setting to yourself, but in reality, these are your fantasies, aren't they?"
I can't speak, I can't answer, I can clearly detect that something is wrong, but why? I couldn't say anything.
"Let's go back to the original question, what is your name as a resident of another world before you come to this world and travel through? Do you think about it? Do you remember? Or did you have a name before that? ”
The smile was blurry, but the eyes were clear, and Luo Jinyan's terrifying gaze fell on Luo Tianshu's body like this
"Nope."
He affirmed:
"You don't remember, you can't remember, because you don't have that kind of thing at all."
Luo Jinyan, who denied everything, seemed to have the same smile on the corner of his mouth.
"You have been you from the beginning, you are Luo Tianshu, you are the young master of the Luo family, you are my child, this has never changed, and it will not change, the memory of twenty years is just a dream, a fantasy, yes, if you want to explain its existence in general, it should be——"
With a slight lag in his tone, Luo Jinyan stood up gently, looked down at Luo Tianshu, and said declaratively:
"It's just a possibility."
“...... Possibly, sex? ”
"Yes, it's like a dream, experiencing someone else's life in a dream, as if you have another memory, but, in the end, it's all a fantasy, after waking up from a dream, everything will become an empty fantasy, your so-called 'crossing', the so-called 'original self', that's just a dispensable, made up by others, humble possibility."
“...... Yes. ”
His parched lips were full of wrinkles, as if he had spat out the bitterness of his throat, and he spoke softly, not understanding his father's words, but shocked by the sudden truth.
No, it's not shock, it's fear.
His biggest secret was thus unabashedly exposed to others, and it seemed to have been known to others from the beginning.
He couldn't guess how much of this was implied, and he didn't dare to guess.
The flame of truth was so hot that he feared he would be burned to ashes.
"Hehe, don't worry so much, it's not a big deal."
After sitting down, Luo Jinyan poured himself another cup of tea lightly, compared to Luo Tianshu, who was stiff and straight, he was much more relaxed now.
"Ah, I know, you must be feeling very bad now, after all, you have always been a, well, very good person, even if you think it, others can't easily deny it."
Now that Luo Tianshu has completely lost the ability to speak and can only be a listener in silence, Luo Jinyan is playing the role of a judge unscrupulously, and he begins to judge everything about Luo Tianshu by himself.
Although now it seems that he does have this qualification.
"You always think that you are superior, but not because of your identity, but because of your own heart, you have never put yourself on the same level as others, and you have never tried to do so? Isn't it? ”
“......”
"Of course, it's all because you're thinking of yourself as a traverser, eh, a traverser? There are some reasons why you think you are fundamentally different from the rest of the world, but that's not the point, right? ”
I don't know if it's an illusion, Luo Tianshu always felt that although Luo Jinyan's voice was getting lighter and lighter in his ears, it was like thunder in his heart.
"You deny from the bottom of your heart that others can be in the same column as you, even if you are integrated into a group, you never really identify with them, you think this is the inevitable psychological effect of 'outsiders', but is this really the case?"
Blurred, the smile on the corner of Luo Jinyan's mouth gradually expanded.
"Seven years ago, when you didn't think of yourself as a 'time-traveler', what did you do? Will you be an equal to others at that time? Would you identify with others at that time? At that time, would you think that you were a being like them? ”
"I ......"
"No, it won't."
Luo Tianshu seemed to want to say something, but was ruthlessly interrupted by Luo Jinyan.
"You won't, you can't do anything like that, why? Where does your superiority come from? Cognitive differences? The identity gap? No, it's neither, it's sin, conceived from your own evil, a manifestation of sin. ”
Here's what he said:
"That's the sin of arrogance."
"Sin ......"
"Yes, it was since you were born, since you stripped yourself of that possibility, the sin of arrogance, the little book, the sin of this kind of thing, that must be repaid."
Changing from the previous softness, Luo Jin's tone suddenly became a little stiff and serious.
"Even if you connect the severed rope again, there will definitely be a knot that will not disappear, even if you once got the help of others, got the forgiveness you thought you had, and walked into the world of recognition and recognition, the people you hurt will always exist, and the wounds you cut will not disappear!"
It was a voice that resounded in the heart, a voice full of depravity and obsolescence, a voice that I could never escape.
"Sin must be repaid, it will not disappear because you change or forget, and those who are sacrificed by your arrogance will always be proof of your sin."
Luo Jinyan's words were like an endless dark whirlpool, beginning to continue to devour the light in front of Luo Tianshu's eyes, he hoped for salvation, but he couldn't escape from this black sea, the only thing he could hope for was that vague smile.
"Those who bear the sin must pay for their sins, but, little book, you can't do it, because your sin is too heavy, and the price of paying for it is to lose everything you have now, you can't do it, so you can't pay for your sins, but it's like your nightmare, and you can't avoid it, but I have a way."
As he spoke, Luo Jinyan gently stretched out his hand and put it on Luo Tianshu's shoulder, meeting his gradually softening gaze, as if a light of redemption fell on that cruel world.
"Abandon it, little book, since you can no longer pay for your sins, then give it up, and together with the memory of that sin, you and your sin will split into two completely different beings, and in this way, you will be redeemed."
"Abandon ......"
"That's right, give it up, don't be ashamed, don't feel ashamed, you've never been a hero, you've never been a hero, you've never been a hero, and it's not impossible to run away from the cruel reality in embarrassment, haven't you always done that? Avoid trouble, hate responsibility, you just have to do what you used to do. ”
A faint blue flame ignited in the pupils of his eyes, and Luo Jinyan's voice was like a lullaby, making Luo Tianshu's gaze gradually lose focus.
"Come, give it up, that sin, along with that memory, rest assured, I will gently forgive you for all your sins, it is meaningless to lose the present future, you just need to guard the happiness of the past, as for that sin, I will inherit it."
That's the shape of a mirror.
Even in the light, a mirror that does not show a shadow.
The phantom of the three mirrors floated behind Luo Tianshu so strangely, and Luo Jinyan, who witnessed all this, slowly let go of the hand holding Luo Tianshu.
"Yes, that's it, you who give up everything will be blessed with eternal happiness, now, sleep, little book, and forget everything, as for this instrument of great sin nourished by arrogance, let me take it!"