Xia Xin is in such a mood now.

It doesn't matter anymore.

It doesn't matter if it's yourself or someone else, it doesn't matter what.

I don't have much to care about anymore.

Since the phone call on Xia Night, Xia Xin has felt that his life has been black and white.

There's nothing to pursue, nothing to care about, and there's no future.

To put it bluntly, it's a bit self-defeating.

The memories of the past hit him too hard, and he almost didn't break his heart, and then under the care of Leng Xue Hitomi, in the words of the summer night many times in the past, Xia Xin actually felt a little hope for the future, which was the only motivation to support him to cheer up.

However, in a phone call with Summer Night, it was knocked to pieces.

Compared with the physical hunger damage, Xia Xin's more intuitive feeling at that time was a mental blow, as if his head was suddenly emptied.

Summer nights are the only meaning of his past life, and in fact, it may well be the meaning of his future.

Then, that meaning is lost on the phone as well.

Xia Xin's head went blank, and then he fainted.

The mental blow is far greater than the physical blow.

And, after waking up, he ran into Wang Yunzhong.

Xia Xin now feels that nothing matters, the past, the future, himself, or others, it doesn't matter anymore.

The only thing that weighed him down now was a deep sense of guilt, a sense of guilt for the innocent people in that village.

Xia Xin even thought about going to the police station to turn himself in.

It doesn't matter if he is simply shot, or he is in prison for the rest of his life.

Moreover, this is also what you deserve, isn't it?

"Confused! Surrender? What stupid things to say? ”

Wang Yunzhong scoffed at his thoughts.

"Come, take you somewhere."

The two ate again, and Wang Yunzhong pulled Xia Xin out.

His car was parked downstairs.

Wang Yunzhong drove an Audi A4 in a very low-key manner this time, a very unremarkable car.

"I like to drive, so I usually work as my own driver."

Wang Yunzhong sat in the driver's seat and introduced to Xia Xin.

Xia Xin replied with a blank face, "Because you can also take girls for a ride." ”

Wang Yunzhong laughed, "This is also counted, it is also counted, think about it, when you take a beautiful woman for a ride, there is a driver in front of you, followed by two bodyguards, what a bad scenery." ”

“…… Where are we going? ”

"Brother, your biggest problem now is that you can't tell the difference between people, you can't put everyone on the same plane as you, people are also divided into high and low, high and low, this has been decided since birth."

"People are divided into three, six, and nine grades, and a ninth-class person may be able to go up to the sixth class if he works hard, but can he go up to the third class? He had to beg the people in front of him to help him, that is, to be a dog's life. ”

"Don't listen to those people shouting that everyone is equal, those who can say such stupid things are either inferior people themselves, dreaming of the Spring and Autumn Festival, or they are already standing on the high point of human beings, blowing out demagoguery, anyway, just shouting a few slogans, and nothing is lost, and they can also gain the loyalty of a bunch of inferior people, why not do it."

"It's me, I'll do it, when it's time to vote for a representative, I promise to shout more diligently than anyone else."

"But what do you think in your heart, who knows, people who understand will naturally understand, for example, I was born, my father is the chairman, why should I be equal to you as a garbage picker, I was born as a second-generation official, why should I be equal to you as the son of a migrant worker, I was born with more resources than you, why should I be equal to you?"

"If you cripple someone, you have to wait to go to jail, if I cripple someone, it will be peaceful in one sentence, what do you use to be equal to me."

"If you figure out the difference between people, you will be much clearer, you can't see the people you kill as people like you, you can think of them as untouchables, bugs, waste, just animals that look like you, do you feel heartache when you step on an ant, no, if you burn 1,000 ants, will it be uncomfortable? Joke. ”

"The main thing is to distinguish that this person is not equal to a person, we have arrived."

Xia Xin saw that there was a construction site nearby, and he could see some workers in work clothes sweating profusely with cement, or carrying things, or pushing trucks, all of them were red, sweating like rain, and they looked very hard.

Moreover, the road on this ground is very difficult to walk, it is easy to fall, carry things, push things, pour things, it is easy to get injured, everyone has wounds on their bodies.

The clothes are also a little torn.

"These people are hard, hard enough, they are still working hard here on such a hot day, tsk, it's more than 30 degrees outside now, it looks hot, how can it be so comfortable as we are in the car to adjust the air conditioner."

Because Wang Yunzhong's car is not good, it is not conspicuous, so all the way over, no one has too much attention to this car, and now the foreman is a BMW Mercedes-Benz, Wang Yunzhong's level of this car is not even a foreman.

It's convenient for the two of them to drive in all the way to watch the play.

Then the two came to a built building, Wang Yunzhong took Xia Xin all the way to the office on the top floor, and the two stood in the office together, looking down at the ant-like workers below.

Wang Yunzhong stretched out his hand and pointed to the humanity below, "These people are considered hard, windy and rainy, rain or shine, but is this useful, can it change anything?" No, nothing can be changed, standing here and looking at the past, the most intuitive and obvious. ”

"It's just a group of ants, we can only watch their feet lower, trying to survive, and we don't even know what the top of our heads is, and we, now stepping on the top of their heads, this person, is never equal."

“……”

Xia Xin looked at the busy and conscientious workers below, shook his head gently, and did not speak.

Standing here, there is indeed a feeling of looking down on the mountains and looking down on the common people.

There is also a feeling of insignificance in my heart, and the people below are so small.

After a lifetime of hard work, it is estimated that it is not enough for Wang Yunzhong to have a piece of clothing worth much.

"Come, I'll show you around again."

Wang Yunzhong said and pulled Xia Xin downstairs again, went to visit the factory next door, and worked by the stove one by one.

Xia Xin just walked into the factory, he began to sweat all over, he didn't understand how those workers worked, this place is for people?

Then, Wang Yunzhong drove him all the way to a nearby garbage dump, and watched those people pick up garbage one by one, weighing garbage, making them dirty, and when they opened the car window, there was a pungent smell.

Wang Yunzhong couldn't stand it after saying a few words, so he hurriedly rolled up the window again, poured himself a glass of wine to ease up, and said, "I won't go down, you can go down and feel it." ”

Xia Xin went down for less than three minutes, and he couldn't stand the smell of this garbage dump and got back into the car.

"Just looking at it like this, it doesn't feel obvious, come, let's go somewhere and compare."

"Where next?"

"I'll show you the pastime of some other people, I'm your personal driver today, the seat belt is fastened, I'm going to accelerate."

“……”

Xia Xindu has not yet come to pass the seat belt, Wang Yunzhong has already stepped on the accelerator and increased the speed to more than 100.

Drag all the way into the city.

Behind is also followed by a large number of traffic police with police lights blaring.

Xia Xinguang looked at the car next to him, and felt terrified, feeling that the two of them would have a car accident at any time.

Miraculously, however, it arrived safely.

The traffic police behind him were also stopped, Wang Yunzhong didn't even take a look, he took Xia Xin into the villa, changed into a blue Porsche, and then drove out with Xia Xin again, all the way into a club.

introduced, "This is the Porsche Car Club, and now most of the people who like to drive Porsche are CEOs, some successful people in society, and a few rich second generations." ”

The inside of the club is resplendent and similar to the palace, very Western-style architectural style, golden lights, Western-style calligraphy and painting, spiral corridors, crystal chandeliers on both sides, and a glamorous and charming, sexy-dressed waitress, all of them are wearing makeup, which is very seductive.

Along the way, the most are some successful people in their 40s, many people know Wang Yunzhong, and they will greet him with a smile, "Isn't this Mr. Wang, long time no see, I miss you, this is ...... next to me"

"My friend, today I mainly brought him to familiarize himself with the familiar environment."

Wang Yunzhong usually said hello to the other party, and then smiled perfunctorily.

Here, it is very different from the construction site that Xia Xin just went.

There are leisurely and comfortable people, some are playing golf, some are playing tennis, some are racing in the car park, and there are various Porsche car exhibitions, and the younger ones are usually accompanied by the beautiful women here, playing together, drinking, flirting, and playing a variety of entertainment.

Wang Yunzhong also asked Xia Xin if he wanted to go in and have fun, but Xia Xin shook his head and refused, so he was naturally not in the mood.

Xia Xin's most intuitive feeling is that here, with the factory, there are two extremes, where it is comfortable to enjoy, incense cars depend on each other, beauties accompany each other, taste fine wine, and play various games.

Whatever you want, you have everything.

On the other side, under the sun, by the fire, it looks like two worlds.

Moreover, the people over there are working hard, the people here are playing, and even Wang Yunzhong specially introduced a few people, who hung up a title, didn't work, and played around all day long.

There's absolutely no way you can wait for the people on this side and the people on the other side of the construction site and the garbage dump.

It's a paradise and a hell.

Wang Yunzhong smiled and asked, "Can you tell the difference between people, and now you can still equate everyone?" Everyone in this club is estimated to be in charge of the lives of hundreds of thousands, or even tens of thousands of people, even life and death, as long as they say a word, they can decide the work of the workers on the construction site just now, the happiness of the whole family, do you think this is reasonable, is there equality between people? ”

"So don't think of everyone else as equal as you are, if you have to say what those people are......"

Wang Yunzhong finally took Xia Xin to a place that surprised Xia Xin very much - an Internet café.

I made two cards with Xia Xin, and then randomly picked a middle seat and sat down.

Very skillfully booted, and then opened League of Legends.

"You should be most familiar with this, right? I've played it before, and it's pretty fun. ”

Wang Yunzhong also logged in to his account, "Have you played, you like a hero, you want to make him great, what do you need?" Experience points and equipment are right, but experience points and equipment are not generated in a vacuum, every bit of progress you make is exchanged for other people's sacrifices. ”

"I'll do the math casually, a hero, from level 1 to level 18, needs 20,985 points of experience, which requires the death of more than 470 soldiers, your progress is exchanged for other people's sacrifices, and other people's sacrifices in exchange for your progress, isn't this contradictory, isn't this the truth of the world?"

"Again, don't think of others as equal people as you, if you have to say those people or something, you are a hero, just like in the game, you are a hero, and they, as soon as they are born, they are destined to be similar to the minions in this game, the artillery carriage, they did not die in vain, their sacrifices were not in vain, this does not make your experience points, and equipment."

Wang Yunzhong said, showing a somewhat evil smile, "They have turned into your life experience points and equipment, this is already the greatest contribution they can make, and you can't let the sacrifice of the family be in vain." ”

“……”

"That's actually the whole point of their survival, because of your needs, so they contribute, just like the creeps in this game."

Wang Yunzhong pointed to the computer in front of Xia Xin and said, "Don't be stunned, let's do two too, I found this game is good, but the people in it are a bit cheap, they always like to scold people, what's going on, scolding people is very ugly, I have to scold me and say that there is a kind of cutting him along the network cable, don't you say, I am separated by three provinces, no wonder I am so confident, in the end I still let a few people take a helicopter in the middle of the night." ”

“……”

"Come on, play two and you'll understand."

“……”