The sky that had been gloomy for a few days finally couldn't stand it anymore, and it rained again, as if it had accumulated for too long, and the heavy rain was wanton and cathartic.

Yuba waited until the Konoha corpse disposal team arrived, and was questioned by the upper shinobi before being released.

By this time, the sky had darkened, his chakra was almost exhausted, covered in scars, and most importantly, the already broken state of mind, tired and confused from the inside out.

The rain kept beating his face, and his hair was wet and drooping, and Yuba finally walked home, remembering that when he left at the beginning, it was also raining that day, and Yuba had to smile bitterly when he looked at the state when he came back now, which was really a bit self-inflicted.

The raindrops hit the sycamore in front of the courtyard, constantly swaying with the wind, the wind chimes at the corner of the eaves have been blown sideways, and the sound of the bells is scattered and upset.

As soon as Yuba entered the house, he saw Miwako sitting in the room.

He lowered his head and didn't know what to say, and the anger in Miwako's eyes made Yuha's heart tremble as soon as she looked up.

"You're back?"

"I'm back..."

Miwako's tone was low, as if she was suppressing something, but the clenched fists showed that her heart was not as calm as her expression suggested.

"Did you go to today's graduation exam?"

Yuba froze, and to be honest, he almost forgot that there was such a thing.

Since last night, he has been almost struggling for his own life, and he has no extra mind to think about such superfluous things.

Yuba had no choice but to shake his head, he opened his mouth to explain something, but hesitated, this kind of thing is telling Miwako, is there any point, the matter is completely over, it just makes her worry in vain.

"What are you going to do?"

"I..." Yuha didn't know where to start.

"I don't care what you do anymore, tell me why you didn't take the graduation exam, give me a reason... Do you just want to be a medical ninja, tell me why! Miwako's emotions suddenly exploded, and she scolded her head and face loudly.

Yuba only felt a sense of grievance, and his already exhausted body and mind were hit with a hammer again, and the whole person was shaky and low.

"Now I don't even want to be a medical ninja..."

"What did you say?"

"I mean, I've had enough, what a ninja is messing up, what does it have to do with me, it's really be..."

He sometimes feels that he is ridiculous, according to common sense, he should live more self-consciously, and the people he knows in this world are all regarded as NPCs, as long as he focuses on improving his strength, and then fights and kills, pretending to be forced to the finale.

But Yuba cares about a lot of people, and he wants to hold every bond firmly in his hands, and he doesn't want to lose any of them.

If you have feelings, you will care about the feelings of others, you will be bound by these emotions, you can't let your own temperament go, you have to respond to everyone's expectations, and then go to the path that everyone expects.

This is contrary to the original desire to pursue freedom as a traverser.,This is the most fundamental contradiction.,That's why Yuba has always been distressed.。

But Keiko's incident, in the end, made him deeply realize that what freedom and what pursuit is nothing more than empty talk in the air, those words that do not belong to the weak from the beginning at all, and they can only be left to others without strength.

He is a little disgusted with this world, the strong can do whatever they want, they want to change the world, change the world, they want to destroy the world, they want to destroy the world.

Who gave them the right exactly?

Do the weak really not deserve to live in such a world?

Why?

Everyone is hard to live in the world, and no one becomes great because of the humility of others.

"That's why you didn't take the test?" Miwako asked, her voice like a volcano that would light up at any moment.

Of course not, but Yuha, whose thoughts were already in a mess, didn't bother to argue anymore, and just said dejectedly to himself: "Yes, so what..."

"Smack!"

A slap slapped directly on half of Yuha's face.

Miwako showed no mercy, and used a lot of force, and within a moment, a red palm print appeared on Yuha's face.

Yuba already looked at Miwako as if she was stupid, what kind of expression did she have?

Miwako stared at herself with red eyes, and there was anger, incomprehension, pain, and her own figure in those eyes.

Yuba took a long time to react realistically, feeling the hot pain on his face, he lowered his head and didn't want to make eye contact with Miwako.

He wanted to say something, he wanted to burst out like a yell, he wanted to vent all his recent negative emotions in one breath, but he stopped again, stopped by Miwako's sobbing eyes, probably she was in pain as much as he was at this moment, no, or even worse.

But Yuba doesn't know what to say or do anymore...

The only thing he wants to do now is to find a place where there is no one and silently lick the wounds in his heart.

"I... I'm out..."

Yuba lowered his head and muttered softly, he didn't know that Miwako couldn't hear clearly, and he didn't want to know that he wanted to escape from this oppressive and breathless home.

I don't know why Miwako didn't speak, she just lightly held the palm that hit Yuba just now, and looked at the figure of her child walking through the rain dejectedly, just watching so quietly, I don't know what she was thinking at this moment.

It was already completely dark, but the rain did not stop at all, but became more and more rampant, and the streets of Konoha became deserted, and the shops along the road had long since turned off their lights and closed.

The front of the doors is deserted, as if to tell you that this is not the place where you should be.

Yuba didn't know where he was going, but kept running as if he wanted to avoid the impenetrable rain.

He used to love rainy days, but now he can only curse the damn rainy season in his heart.

The rain had soaked him through, but his heart was still confused...

Home, Konoha Hospital, these two places, now I don't want to go at all, I don't want to go to all the places where there are people, Yuba doesn't want to see anyone now, in addition, Yuba found that this big Konoha Village really has no place for himself.

Yes, because he didn't belong here, and this is not his place...

It's just that I've always mistaken the way I came from for the way home...

Well, he, Yuha of Phoenix Temple...

Where do we go from here?