Chapter 54: Make-up Examination
"You think you can really save everyone? Stop dreaming..."
"I never wanted to save everyone, I just wanted to protect the people I care about, but it's too hard, too hard."
Teacher Xiaoye softened his expression: "Your future life will not only be this thing, but you will also encounter more and more things beyond your reach, the world is always full of helplessness, there is no way to avoid this kind of thing, if you want everything to go your way, then it will definitely not go well." ”
"So, what you have to do is not to feel sorry for yourself here, but to bury these kinds of events in your heart as a provision for your own growth..."
"Yuha, do you know that you have one of the biggest shortcomings..."
"Downside?" Yuba looked at Mr. Sayo's serious appearance in confusion, and didn't understand why he shifted the topic to this aspect.
"You don't have dreams, you don't have a way of forbearance, you just improve your strength for an ethereal goal to protect your life, these are just superficial phenomena.
The real internal cause is because you don't have the kind of thing that is buried deep in your heart and can carry it for a lifetime..."
"Whether it's a promise, a long-cherished wish, or an obsession... You don't have it all, you just walk like this, and you can't go far..."
"Everyone lives in the world, they have to carry something, how can there be any quiet years, but there are people who carry heavy burdens..."
Yuba felt that what Saya-sensei said was not wrong, he used to feel that his life and even his previous life were too frivolous, so he could only say that he lived like this.
He understood what the teacher meant, and Keiko's affairs ended here, whether it was nostalgia, guilt, or hesitation, and stored them all in his heart.
Now that the matter is over, then there is no need to dwell on it again, if the strength is not enough, try to improve the strength, the mistakes you make must not be made again next time, and if you don't do it, you must warn yourself about your shortcomings.
And then tell yourself, don't let this kind of incident happen again, you must...
"Thank you." Yuye sincerely thanked Mr. Xiaoye.,At this time, he really needs such a person to comfort and guide.,Many times the truth is simple.,But you can't see it alone.,What you need may not be the words of others.,Just be by your side.。
Teacher Xiaoye touched Yuha's hair with a relieved smile: "After talking about it for a long time, isn't it time to get down to business." ”
"Uh, isn't that the right thing?"
Teacher Xiaoye rolled her eyes angrily: "I actually wanted to ask you why you didn't go to the graduation exam of the ninja school..."
Yuye froze for a moment, and his spirit, which had been slightly perked up, was lowered again: "I said it, I was delayed by the previous incident, and I didn't mean to..."
"What's the matter, looking at you like this, you won't have a conflict with your mother because you didn't go to the exam, right?"
Mr. Sayo still knows a lot about his situation. The guess was really accurate, Yuba pursed his lips and didn't say anything, he didn't want to talk.
"I said you're here..."Sensei nodded Yuha's cheek, although his body's recovery ability was relatively strong, there were still faintly visible red marks on it.
I didn't think there was anything before, but now that my mentality is adjusted, Yuba feels a little embarrassed, after all, it's not a glorious thing.
"I don't quite understand, Miwako's thoughts, I don't think it's actually an inconsequential thing to become a ninja or not. I don't understand why she wants me to be a ninja. Yuba pulled the focus back, and by the way, he really doubted.
"I don't know your mother very well, I've only had a few faces, but I don't think she's the kind of person who is dictatorial, her obsession, you should know what it is..."
Miwako's obsession?
Yuba has really never seriously thought about this problem, she must have an obsession, since the death of her cheap father, the reason that supports this woman's strength must be never compromised, never back down.
Yuba understands the answer and knows it in his heart, Miwako's obsession is nothing more than the family, the Hokage and herself.
Revitalizing the declining family, fulfilling his long-cherished wish to become a Hokage, and looking forward to his own bright future, the foundation of these three points, and the common points that intersect with them, it is not difficult to find that they all started by becoming an official Konoha ninja.
That's why she had to make herself a ninja, which is why she reacted so much to not taking the graduation exam.
Yuba smiled bitterly: "Can't I have my own thoughts?" ”
Xiaoye-sensei shook his head: "Everyone can't live only for themselves, to be honest, whether it's from a realistic perspective or from the future, being a ninja is the best choice, I don't know what you're hesitating about, even if you want to be a medical ninja in the future, you can choose again later." ”
Of course, he was afraid of the future, the world war was over, and he had already walked through the ghost gate before he left the village, which made Yuba even less optimistic about the future battlefield situation, and it would definitely be even more sinister.
It's just that he can't say this, so he can only helplessly say: "It's too late to say anything now." ”
Teacher Saya smiled: "Then I will promise to take the graduation exam again." ”
"What if you say yes?"
"Don't worry, it's on me, teacher, I'll help you apply for a separate graduation exam, how about it?"
"Huh?" Yuba looked at Mr. Xiaoye with a smile in his eyes in surprise, his feelings were waiting for him here, but if he refused, he would be too ignorant, he understood that the teacher was doing this for his own good.
"That's really troublesome, thank you."
Teacher Xiaoye nodded with satisfaction, a little relieved: "Okay, there should be a few more days to apply for an individual exam, how about you live with the teacher these days?" ”
"I..."
Yuba was a little hesitant, he actually wanted to go back and talk to Miwako, he didn't want the two of them to continue like this.
Saya-sensei patted him on the shoulder and comforted, "I'll tell your mother that you're here with me, instead of going back like this, it's better to wait for you to finish the exam and become an official ninja, which can be regarded as a big surprise." ”
Yuba thought about it and felt that it made sense, and he was really not ready to face Miwako now, so he agreed.
"By the way, teacher, what is the content of this exam?"
It's not curious at all.,That's impossible.,Konoha also attaches great importance to this exam.,This is the first time Konoha has held a large-scale event like this.,I heard that even the final exam content is determined by three generations.,It's a bit of a prototype of the future middle ninja exam.。
In fact, he couldn't catch up with this exam this time, and Yuba still felt a little regretful in his heart, after all, maybe it was also a special experience for him.
It's just that it's a little late to talk about these things now, so let's pay attention to your own special make-up exam...
Hearing Yuha's question, Saya-sensei smiled mysteriously: "You'll know then, it's kind of interesting..."