When he got home, Pan An took a shower first.

The summer in Rongcheng is a bit muggy, and the recent weather is unbearable because of the humidity, so you must take a shower once a day, otherwise you will feel very uncomfortable.

Pan An didn't have this habit before, he didn't feel uncomfortable before, and he had long been used to taking a bath once a month.

Now Pan An has forgotten those memories, and because of the loss of memories, some bad habits are easily replaced by new habits and cognitions.

At present, most of the remaining habits are caused by some physical aspects, such as food with chili peppers.

I wanted to eat it, but I was afraid of spicy food, so I still developed the habit of not eating spicy food.

No one persuaded him, no one fought with him to drink, and he didn't develop the habit of drinking, and he felt too spicy and unpalatable when he took a sip, and then gave up and refused.

Pan An has developed a lot of habits in the past six months, and the trajectory of his life has become a trajectory-like running life day after day, whether it is the food route or the rest time, it has always remained the same.

Starting today, Pan An has another change: watch two episodes of Korean dramas before going to bed.

There is no computer at home, Pan An has no extra place to spend money except for eating, paying water and electricity bills, and daily toiletries, and the Internet bill is waived by the proprietress of the Internet café after paying the Internet bill for a while, and there are few places to spend money.

I didn't buy a computer because I didn't think it was necessary, and Pan An didn't play games at home, which was too tiring.

The only real relaxing pastime is sleep, and Pan An is very tired and tired when he plays games.

The Korean drama broadcast on TV is called "Miss Mermaid", but it is not a fairy tale, it is a romance film...... Possibly.

When Pan An opened it, it was playing 171 episodes, and Pan An watched two episodes, and felt a little incomprehensible, telling the story of the heroine.

Although the female character is very good-looking, there are quarrels in two consecutive episodes, and Pan An is thinking after watching two episodes: What did I watch?

"Looking at it halfway, I don't understand the development of the plot, and I feel that the characters in the play seem to be arguing with each other that they don't understand themselves. ”

Pan An tried his best to find out the central idea that the author wanted to express from memory, and wanted to try to understand the expression of these two episodes in the way of central reading.

After thinking about it for ten minutes, Pan An gave up.

"What the author may want to convey is that women will be noisy......"

Pan An still decided to buy a computer tomorrow, otherwise it would be inconvenient to watch Korean dramas.

At eleven o'clock in the morning, Pan An finished most of the day's routine and walked to the desk next to the bedroom and sat down.

Taking out a thick notebook from the drawer, Pan An began to record all the events of the day.

The fear and anxiety of losing his memory made Pan An learn to record his day from that day on, using his own hand and pen to record his day.

From what I ate in the morning, to what I learned in the bookstore today, to who I asked and what questions I didn't understand.

At noon, I had the usual rice with braised pork, and in the afternoon I went to the bookstore to read some books and saw the first pages.

I went to the Internet café to play a few games at night, what opponents I encountered, where there were mistakes and improvements, the performance and evaluation of the opponents, and what songs I listened to when I played the game, and I would memorize them after listening to them a few times.

Unlike those who can't remember what they played after playing an all-night game, Pan An doesn't play a game, it is to improve his knowledge, and he grows every day, rather than standing still.

I also recorded my thoughts on singing at night, including my thoughts on the girls and boys.

A dense page of records, many repetitive things are summarized in one sentence, such as KTV things are detailed records.

By the time I put down the pen, it was already eleven forty-five.

The night is already deep.

Pan An did not feel sleepy, opened the first few pages of the diary and browsed, these are his own experiences, and when he sees the handwriting on it, he will quickly remember the scene of that day.

After thinking about it, Pan An devoted a page to recording his status bar attributes today, which means that there have been big changes today.

The improvement of charm is a good thing, and Pan An is now thinking about how he can improve to the level of a normal person faster.

For a long time, raising the comprehensive value to 1 of ordinary individuals has always been Pan An's expectation and goal.

Pan An clasped his hands in front of him, pondering how he could rise to 1 faster.

"I can't wait, it's just 0.1......" Pan An sighed, I really hope that this 0.1 can be rubbed and it will be enough.

Half a year ago, the comprehensive value was 0.23, and it took Pan An half a year to increase the comprehensive value to 0.6.

The hard work and dedication during this period can be seen from the thick diary on the table in front of him.

Pan An is proud of his comprehensive value of 0.6, because the comprehensive value before he sold his memories was only 0.51!

It only took half a year for me to surpass my original self and reach a new height!

Because of this, when Pan An sang with the young men and women of Rongcheng University, he seemed to have a kind of confidence and indifference.

Pan An doesn't think he's worse than anyone else!

I don't think of myself as a hillbilly with only a junior high school level, and those first-class university stars are not big birds, they will do some meaningless stupid things, and they will play some ridiculous tricks for women.

Pan An's self-confidence is based on his own achievements, but now when Pan An calms down and looks at his comprehensive value rising from 0.6 to 0.9, he no longer has the excitement he felt when he was in a taxi.

In the dead of night, it's always easy for a person to think too much.

"What is my worth? Is it wealth?"

Pan An pondered where his comprehensive value of 0.9 was reflected.

There is no doubt that the value of between 0.6 and 0.9 is entirely reflected in the fact that I live in the Coastal Garden.

Because Gu Xue knew that she had a house in the coastal community, she appreciated her value.

"That's how my thing should be, that is, the attribute of comprehensive value is not reflected in my knowledge, or not only in this aspect, but also in the influence of others. ”

"Is a person's value reflected in the recognition of others?"

Pan An was a little incomprehensible and a little puzzled.

Vaguely, Pan An felt that there was nothing wrong.

I went to the bookstore to study and play games in the Internet café, which won the recognition of the bookstore staff and customers, as well as the Internet café Internet users and teammates in the virtual network.

Thinking like this, Pan An quickly thought of something, quickly opened the diary, and looked through the records of the last three months.

The records are very detailed, which also makes Pan An more and more uncomfortable.

His studious performance was recognized by the bookstore staff and store manager, and that day, Pan An's value increased slightly.

Playing games in Internet cafes by themselves, because they have obtained the achievement of five kills in the game, after being broadcast by the Internet café system many times, more and more people know themselves and will gather behind them to watch when they are online.

When your ranking in the game rises to a high level, your value rises by 0.1 that day!

Pan An looked at his comprehensive value uncomfortably, maybe his value was also affected by the intellectual power attribute and other attributes, but more than that, I am afraid ...... Or is it because of the approval of others!

Uncomfortable, want to cry.

Pan An's tears have dried up on that day half a year ago, and now there are no tears, no crying, but my heart is really very uncomfortable.

"If my value can only be quickly improved by being recognized by others, then there is no need to go to a bookstore to study, there is no need to eat meat and maintain a routine, and there is no need to watch any bullshit Korean dramas, I just need to find a way to make money!

Pan An clenched his fists, he knew very well that he could do everything he said!!

With this system, as long as you keep selling and experiencing various things, you can get enough money.

From one mansion to two mansions, your net worth can skyrocket quickly, and when you have money, you can get more wonderful and unimaginable experiences!

A more advanced experience will definitely be able to sell more, and when the time comes, you will be able to sell more than three digits of your own hair!

Even if you don't have the talent for business, you can become a game streamer, as long as you rely on technology to maintain your rank, and then try to broadcast some popular episodes, then you can make a lot of money every month.

It's not difficult to make money, and if you don't want to work hard, you just need to keep selling yourself.

But......

Pan An gritted his teeth and clenched his fists.

"People like me who are worth less than 1 are not worth anything, and the things they sell are not worth much, but if they are those top female stars in China, a hair can be sold for hundreds of yuan, right? The genes of male stars can be sold for tens of thousands of yuan, unlike me, just a piece of garbage. ”

Pan An laughed at himself and said some angry words.

Knowing that as long as he finds a way to gain the recognition of others, his comprehensive value can be improved quickly, but Pan An just doesn't want to do that.

If you don't do it, you're not convinced.

Become an anchor, become a star, become a local tyrant, such a life will win the envy and recognition of countless people, although there are many sour people like Pan An, but do people care about your opinion?

Pan An was unconvinced, reluctant, and unwilling!

It took me half a year to improve, and now as long as I take that step, I can become a real person!

Are people with a comprehensive value of less than 1 still a human being? Do others treat you as a human being?!

I maintain an ascetic life every day, and I abide by a strict schedule every day, even if I vomit the rice and meat sold in the fast food restaurant, I am still forced to swallow it again, and I work hard to gain weight and exercise every day.

I used to think that I could get rewards from my efforts, and in fact, this is also the case, and what supports me is the report card that can clearly see my changes.

Now Pan An just saw another report card, and the bloody reality told Pan An that he was on the wrong path.

If you continue to walk, you are living a life of eating steamed buns every day and practicing penance, and on the other road you should have embarked on, the fat and greasy middle-aged can hold the young girl for travel and vacation, go in and out of various high-end occasions, and there will never be a shortage of applause and women around you.

Why do you study hard, strive to improve your knowledge, be strict with yourself, and constantly acquire the knowledge that human beings should know, but you fall to the point where you need to look up to those people?

Pan An knows very well what all kinds of rich second generations usually do, and he also knows very well that he can also experience that kind of life, so he feels even more sad.

Knowledge can't be transformed into other people's recognition of themselves, even if they are domestic front-line scientists, in terms of identity and comprehensive value, is it really better than a game anchor and a star who eats with his face?

Pan An doesn't know this, he has never been in contact with such first-class scientists, but presumably the other party's salary is definitely not as much as that of first-class game streamers and stars.

The facts are in front of him, Pan An is still 108,000 miles away from a first-class scientist, just a waste person who has just begun to Chinese.

However, Pan An has the confidence to endure hardships and become a first-class game streamer.

Others are famous for money, but Pan An can use his life to fight!

Pan An didn't know what he should do, he didn't want to please others.

Lowering his head, Pan An looked at his diary for today.

Pan An, who is in KTV, observes the performance of the people around him alone, and looks at those girls who are jealous and intrigued with the mentality of a wise man and an outsider.

Because of his efforts in the past six months, Pan An has self-esteem, confidence, pride and self-identity, and he has been the so-called "wise man" from a lofty perspective.

Now it seems that he is a fool!

Which of those people is not more nourishing than you? Which one is not more valuable than you?!

If you can't do it, forget it, you have more than enough heart but not enough power.

Pan An knows very well that he can do it, as long as he smiles to please others and the audience, he can do it.

Pan An closed his eyes, he remembered the contents of the diary very clearly, it was just something that happened not long ago, but now his mentality completely jumped......

Are my efforts in vain?

I insisted for half a year, was it wrong?

Pan An thinks back to the time of half a year, and he will kneel on the floor, lying on the bookcase of the bookstore, excited to solve a junior high school math problem.

I greet people in bookstores in broken and laughable English because of English problems, and I don't care when I am ridiculed, and I constantly adjust my grammatical mistakes under the guidance of others.

will use the political content of junior high school to analyze news cases, and then be slapped in the face by reality.

In order to memorize a Longzhong pair, it will reach the level of using chopsticks to write silently on the table during meals.

......

In half a year, it is clear that I have put in so much effort and am about to graduate from middle school, but now the reality tells me: What you do is useless! Go play games honestly, become an Internet celebrity, and be a big star!

"I, I'm not convinced!!"