Chapter 143: I Can't Fool My Heart
Listening to Hetai's words, Xiang Skirt had mixed feelings in her heart, she wanted to refute, she wanted to accuse, she wanted to pour out her unwillingness, but she pursed her lips but didn't say anything after all, turned around and ran out.
When she passed by the door, she found Cui Li standing on the side of the door, she paused to look at him, and then ran towards the end of the corridor.
There was a great grievance in his eyes, and Cui Li felt a pain in his heart, so he called her name and chased after her.
After she came to Cui Li to ask for a portrait, Cui Li was a little relieved, so he didn't sleep, and then he vaguely heard the sound of talking on the porch outside the door, and opened the door to see Hetai's personal eunuch and Xiang skirt talking while walking. Since she is Hetai's eunuch, it should be passed on by Hetai, but what is she doing so late?
So Cui Li followed behind to take a look. only to find out that Xiang Skirt didn't listen to herself, and didn't return the portrait in time.
But Hetai shouldn't have spoken so heavily, after all, he was a woman, and he was still a woman who had affection for him. He couldn't help but be angry with Hetai. Although he didn't know where this anger came from.
Xiang skirt ran all the way back to her room, lying on the table and crying bitterly.
"Hunan skirt. Cui Li then followed up and called her, wanting to comfort but not knowing how to say.
Let her cry for a while before she spoke, "Don't be sad, Brother He is such a temperament, he will never pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, the words are serious, but I don't really want to drive you away." ”
Cui Li finished persuading, but he couldn't wait to slap himself twice.
Hetai is such a temper? Won't he pity the fragrance and cherish the jade? Isn't he deceiving himself by saying this?
I did think so before, and I felt that Hetai had always been so cold to women, but since I saw him and his attitude towards Yu Die, I can't think so anymore.
He found that Hetai was not indifferent to everyone, he was just indifferent to women he didn't like, and if he was to what he liked, he would change.
It turns out that no matter how indifferent a man is, he also has a fiery side, but it depends on whether the woman can ignite the fire in his heart or extinguish the fire in his heart. He felt that Hetai would automatically extinguish the heat in his heart in the face of all women, and only Yu Die'er was the woman who could ignite him.
Xiang's skirt sobbed for a while, raised her head and responded, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry." Then he wiped his tears and smiled at Cui Li reluctantly, "You're right, I also know that the prince is such a temperament, I shouldn't be sad, I shouldn't take it seriously, I'm too fragile." ”
Her pretense of being relaxed and understanding Hetai made Cui Li a little angry in his heart, angry at her, why did she feel like this? But she couldn't say anything, after all, she persuaded her like this first, and she couldn't just say that she was about to overturn herself.
He suddenly felt that he had not persuaded her wrongly, and that giving her non-existent hope would delay her, but if he did not persuade her, would he have to show her a more profound analysis of the facts? Then she would be even more sad.
It's really a dilemma, persuasion is wrong, and it is wrong to lay out the facts, and now, he doesn't know how to say it, it's right. Is it to comfort her or to make her see the facts?
Cui Li turned away and sighed.
I just don't want to see her sad, but I also don't want to see her ignored and scolded, and she will face the facts in the future, and she can't hide from sadness at that time.
"Brother Cui, what are you sighing for?" Xiang Skirt noticed his awkward face and couldn't help asking.
Cui Li gritted his teeth, "Xiang skirt, I don't know whether to say something or not, I can see your thoughts about the prince, but his heart is not on you at all, can't you see it? Maybe he doesn't really want you to leave this time, but a person whose mind is completely beautiful in you, if you choose to stay, you can only put away your emotions." Otherwise, it will be sad in the future. ”
Xiang Skirt looked at Cui Li with big eyes, a little dazed, as if she didn't know what Cui Li meant by these words for a while.
Cui Li was open-minded, "Don't you understand, then I'll make it clearer, Brother He has a woman he likes, and he is so gentle with her, it's not at all what we see him on weekdays, it's like a different person, and he even rushed to ask that woman to be the princess of Jinyang." ”
"Impossible, you want me to be desperate for the prince, so you make up words to lie to me, don't you?" Xiang Skirt's beautiful eyes stared at him tightly, waiting for his answer.
At this time, Cui Li was undecided, feeling that he was too cruel and ruthless. But long pain is better than short pain. Now wielding a knife to cut off the love thread may be better for everyone.
"Is it a lie to you, you should understand, isn't Fang Cai's matter a good proof?" Cui Li decided to be ruthless to the end.
Xiang Skirt took two steps back, and the expression on her face slowly cooled, "Is it the woman on the portrait?"
Cui Li was noncommittal.
These words seemed to hit Xiang's skirt, she sat still, and said for a long time, "I want to be alone and quiet." ”
This is an eviction order.
"Xiang skirt, I'm all for your good, I don't want you to waste all your good years on unworthy people. Cui Li said softly.
"How can it be called a waste? When I followed the prince, I had no extravagant hopes, nor did I ask for anything, I was an orphan girl whose family was ruined, and the prince was the proud son of heaven. I can't afford to climb high, as long as I can stay by his side, it doesn't matter if I can be a subordinate or a slave, as long as I can see him often, I am very happy. ”
It would be a lie to say that there is no extravagant hope, she imagined more than once that Hetai was devoted to herself, and she could spend the rest of her life hand in hand with him, knowing that it was an extravagant hope, she naturally couldn't say it openly, and she didn't want to be called immeasurable, without self-knowledge Those ugly words.
Although Hetai didn't say anything, she always felt that after such a long time, how could she have a little place in his heart, even if it didn't matter to men and women. But this time, in his opinion, he is simply dispensable.
So she also thought, is it going to go on like this, why be so humble? The answer is yes. Because even those hurtful words couldn't change her mind, at this moment, her heart was still clearly expressing her willingness to stay.
The heart cannot deceive people, and love cannot be avoided by oneself, nor can it be avoided. It's not that you can let go if you want to, you can put it aside if you want to. I can't control it, love is love, even if it's a moth to a fire, I die without regrets.
"You've got a good idea. After Cui Li finished speaking, he went out and gently closed the door.
The Hunan skirt is extremely lost and extremely sad. Although the prince was not enthusiastic about himself before, he was cold and indifferent. However, since he can be an important entourage around him, at least he still values himself.
Cui Li didn't go back to the room, but went to Hetai, Hetai was actually pouring himself a drink, is this addicted to drinking or what? Last night's wine didn't wake up at all, and he drank it again. He walked over and sat down across from him, and saw clearly that the wine on the table was fruit wine, and it was very small.
Seeing that he was a little depressed, his eyebrows seemed to be sad, Hetai put down the cup, ordered the slave to add a pair of cups and chopsticks, Hetai poured a glass of wine for Cui Li, and he also served a cup, and drank it all with his head up.
Then he asked, "What do you have to do with me?"
Cui Li's face was a little weird, as if he was difficult to speak, and as if he had a lot of helplessness, he looked at Hetai, "It's nothing, I just want to talk to Brother He." ”
"Then what do you want to say?" said Hetai lightly, although he had a premonition in his heart, he did not break it.
"The Hunan skirt is just a painting, and it is not damaged, why did Brother He get angry and say the words of driving people away, the girls always have to be pity. Cui Li hesitated and said.
"You know how much I hold this painting. Hetai didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, "I think it's what her future husband will do, just like in the palace, there are a bunch of palace maids, and there are a few ladies in the backyard, how can you pity them? So except for what I like, other women can't arouse my compassion." That's what I am, don't do things around me if you can't accept it. ”
"Xiang Skirt's thoughts on you, you must be able to feel it, you tell me a word of heart-wrenching, you may not have anything with her. Cui Li sought his mantra.
"What do you say?" asked Hetai lightly. "If so, wait until today?"
"I see. Cui Li smiled bitterly. But it was as if relieved.
"If you have time, you can dismiss her, if you can have a heart, it is also a good thing. Hetai said a word, leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes and recuperated.
Cui Li instantly understood what he meant, but he could only pretend not to understand.
The two of them talked without a match, and the sky was bright.
Because he drank fruit wine, it was okay, Hetai took some people to ride horses first, and Master Su and Cui Li and others followed in a carriage. All the kings of the capital rushed to the capital.
All the way non-stop, four days later Hetai arrived at the Evergreen Palace, outside the Hongde Gate, he immediately took out a thing from his arms, is a silk cloth inlaid with millet beads and broken gems beads, not precious but delicate, playful. He thinks that Fluttershy must like it, and that it must look good on it.
He had noticed that Yu Butterfly rarely wore elaborate jewelry headdresses, and seemed to dislike jewelry, but preferred beads and hairpins with unique styles and exquisite workmanship. So when I was in Pingzhou, I went to the market and picked up this object for her.
He has never given a woman a gift, and the first time he chose something, he was a little apprehensive, because he didn't know if it was in line with her heart, the gift was light and affectionate, and he hoped that she could accept it, and it would be better if she liked it.
He looked at what he was holding, carefully put it back in his arms, and then dismounted.
The retinue led the horses and sent them to the Imperial Horse Warden, the place where the horses were kept in the palace.
Hetai walked back to Haoyuezhai, bathed and changed clothes, and went to face the saint first. Then I went to visit the Queen Mother, and decided to go to Ximian Palace to find Yu Die'er in the end.
In fact, he would like to go to Fluttersey first, but if so, he is nothing, but he is afraid that some people will point the finger at Fluttershy, after all, he should return to the palace first. Therefore, for the sake of the overall situation, we still have to take into account the rules.
And he doesn't know if the person he thinks about in his heart will still remember the grudge and still ignore him, or will he scold himself again and get angry?
So he's ready, and he's going to spend it there, and he'll see who consumes whom. So this is also one of the reasons why I decided to go to her place in the end, not to make peace with myself, and to put down roots there. Anyway, everything else is done. Don't worry about the emperor's call.
Anyway, this time the poignant is done to the end, and I don't want to lose face or anything. As long as Fluttershy's attitude towards herself is restored.