It had been about two years, and since that day I was diagnosed with acquired toxoplasmosillitis, my frightened sister never caught a small animal and came back to eat it. In fact, I know that the tyrannical factor in her heart has not been reduced because of this, she is just worried that I will suddenly die of some unknown AOE of some disease one day, who has been weak and sick since I was a child.

At this time, I don't know where my sister grabbed a cat, pressed it on the cutting board, and held a kitchen knife with a cold light and was about to cut it down on its neck.

It was a big white cat, with beautiful amber vertical pupils and soft thick hair, but the fat was a little exaggerated, four small short legs kicked wildly, and the blood-stained mouth made a creepy "whine" sound like a baby crying.

"You're back." My sister turned her head and squinted at me, the kitchen knife in her hand floating in the air. It seemed that it was a step too late, and when I pushed open the door, I saw a scene of blood splattered five steps.

The white cat struggled in vain under my sister's hand, tilting its little head to look at me, and there was a glimmer of hope in those jewel-like eyes that were originally full of horror.

I nodded at my sister, "Well, sister, why do you want to kill a cat?" Do you want to eat cat meat? ”

Like most ordinary Han people, my sister and I don't have any special beliefs, whether it's dogs or cats, or even hedgehogs, snakes, geckos or dragonflies, we have all eaten them. I never felt anything wrong with it before, maybe until now, but today I can't bear it. The eyes of this fat cat made me think of Kiki tonight inexplicably, and I felt a pain in my heart for no reason.

"I'm sleeping soundly, this thing is like a spring, like a child crying, and the noise makes my scalp tingle."

The reality of poverty and hardship made my sister's heart as hard as iron, and unlike me, her thoughts were rarely influenced by external factors.

I crouched down, ** the fat cat's long, smooth and soft hair, its hind legs kicked abruptly, cutting two deep wounds on the edge of my palm. Blood gushed out in an instant with pain.

"Meow!"

The shrill screams startled me, and I almost sat on my back.

My sister rolled her eyes, "You deserve it, who let you touch it!" ”

I squeezed the wound on my palm, and I grinned in pain, "Sister, let it go." The meat is not tasty, and besides, I don't know if it has any messy parasites on it. I don't want my dear, dependent sister to fall ill inexplicably. ”

My sister snorted twice, pinched the fat cat's neck and stood up, opened the door, and threw it out with a flick of her hand, "Are you overflowing with love?" I've never seen you eat less than a piece before! ”

I grinned and hugged my sister's arm, "Then we didn't have anything to eat, and if we didn't eat, we would starve to death, but now we don't lack this stuttering, and if we kill these little animals, I feel uncomfortable." ”

My sister was very tender to me, and although she sometimes beat me, she rarely took my feelings into account.

My sister flattened her mouth, pulled me to her room, and began to think again, "Now we are also short of money, you have to go to college, and you have to buy a house and marry a daughter-in-law... Maybe one day you'll have to go hungry and full again. ”

I patted my chest and said, "I'll raise you in the future!" I made more than four hundred tonight, and I can earn four or five hundred a day. ”

My sister giggled and poked her finger at the door of my head, "That's what you said!" From then on, I'll have to rely on you, and I'll have to make a lot of money! ”

I nodded busily and took out the bank card from my wallet in an excited way. My sister was wearing only short hot pants and a small yellow shirt with Pikachu's image on it, and her bulging breasts propped up the blouse, and Pikachu's cataract-like eyes were stacked on her two round grapes. There were no pockets for the top and bottom, and as soon as my head was hot, I shoved the bank card into her bra...

My sister's face darkened, she took out the bank card in her bra with two fingers, and said in a deep voice, "Who did you learn this from, and they also stuffed your bra with tips in Jinyan?" ”

I flatly deny it, didn't I learn it from Lao Wang's bastard, I'm cheap! I know that this action has a certain insulting nature, and it is said that Italian prostitutes stuff money into prostitutes/bras when they pay for prostitutes, and this tradition has since become popular all over the world.

I actually shoved my bank card into my sister's bra by myself, how perverted I am to do such a thing.

My sister sighed, pulled out two Band-Aids from the drawer of the TV cabinet, tore them open and put them on my palm, frowned and said, "Does it hurt?" Go for the shot tomorrow. You just say it, why do you have to touch that dead cat! Gotcha, you've earned all your money for nothing, look at your waste! ”

I smiled without skin and face, and if she didn't pursue it, I wouldn't be worried. Looking at my sister's appearance, she was angry because she was afraid that I had been insulted like this by others in Jinyan, not because of my frivolity to make her angry.

My sister lifted the mattress and pressed the bank card against the bed, "I'll put it for you, and save the whole ticket every day." We can't just look at the present, we need to think about what to do in the future, and we can't spend it indiscriminately. ”

I nodded.

My sister glared at me, "Go back to bed, it's so late." What is the pestle doing here! ”

I was so frightened that I ran away like a thief, and I forgot to tell my sister that my daughter was my aunt.

After I became sensible, I had intermittent fantasies about what would happen if she wasn't my own sister. Will she marry me, take care of me, and then we will have a bunch of babies together and live a life without shame?

No, no, no! First of all, if we weren't my brother and sister, she would have told me to get out of here, and maybe she wouldn't even ignore me.

My sister is not a person with a flood of virgin hearts, she doesn't even believe in socialism, and you expect her to believe the theory of cause and effect of the bald cultists?

Secondly, we are real brothers and sisters. Although she would often be accompanied by unscrupulous abuse when she hurt me, such as "little brute" and "rabbit cub", etc., which made me wonder if I was the illegitimate son of the old king next door. When I was a child, I was ugly, dark and thin, like a hungry monkey, but my sister was cute and beautiful, but when my secondary sex characteristics began to develop, my sister and I looked more and more alike. The similarity is comparable to the black-and-white photographs taken from five years ago.

Maybe every boy has a bit of a mother-love complex, I don't have a mother, so I transferred this strong attachment to my sister, who has taken good care of me since I was a child, I don't know much about others, anyway. My first fantasy of the opposite sex was my sister, so I was really perverted and beastly, so that I have always had low self-esteem to the point of autism, and I dare not communicate too much with outsiders, and carefully avoid them touching the evil and shame of my small and restless heart.

If it weren't for my sister, I don't know how I would describe the loneliness I would have.

That night, I had a long, long dream, and countless images flowed slowly like the classic panoramic long shots from old movies, but when I woke up, I only vaguely remembered one image.

I think I cried in my dreams, and I felt myself grinning and crying while I was half asleep.

In a drowsy state, a rough and warm palm covered my forehead, and I opened my eyes and looked at my sister who was sitting at the head of my bed, wearing a short skirt and a short shirt, frowning.

I forgot to lock the door again.

"You have a fever." She said, "How does it feel?" ”

I opened my mouth, my throat was a little sore, my brain was not very good, and there was a hint of hoarseness and trembling in my voice, "Dizzy, a little confused, and my stomach is uncomfortable." ”

My sister rolled her eyes, her fingers poked at my head lightly, and I could still hear the distress in her tone, "You, didn't you just sleep without a blanket and let the fan blow a cold all night." The body is so bad, and it is so unproductive! It's seventeen, crying like a little girl. ”

I grinned, not knowing what to say. My sister said, "Can you still move?" Put on your clothes and I'll take you to the clinic. Maybe it's a hot cold, just hang the bottle. ”

I moved my hands and feet, and it was okay, although it was a little uncomfortable, but I was not incapacitated, but I was dizzy and seemed to have ghosted things. Putting on shorts and a T-shirt, slippers on, my sister grabbed my arm and helped me out, "I just cooked mung bean soup and eggs, do you want to eat some?" ”

I shook my head, "No appetite, I don't want to eat anything." ”

My sister sighed and didn't say anything more.

There is a Western medicine clinic at the entrance of the community, and the doctor who sits at the clinic is a man under 30 years old, wearing glasses and being polite. I have a weak constitution, and I often get some minor illnesses such as fever and stomach pain, because I just buy medicine, I don't have much impression of him, but I feel that he is very kind, his smile is kind and infectious, and his attitude towards seeing a doctor is also very rigorous.

"Doctor Xu, my brother may have a cold."

In the clinic, I was the only patient, Dr. Xu and my sister helped me to sit on the chair, he began to ask me about some feelings, and after some tests that I didn't know how I felt, he gave a result that made me both stunned: I didn't have a cold, but pyelonephritis caused by urinary tract stones.

I don't know anything about medicine, I don't know what TC and OTC mean, I only heard Lin Miaowu say that one of her cousins studied nursing in nursing school, and often took breakfast to the dissection room, sucking soy milk while pointing to the dead body lying on the dissecting table and suddenly moving his fingers and saying, "Mentor, you cut your tendons." ”

But this kidney disease, it sounds very Diao, no, it's very scary, and what other stones are there, I don't know if it will develop into uremia? If I die, will I be surrounded by a group of little nurses and point to some parts of me and say, "Look, this is the legendary big Diao cute girl, a brand new species!" ”

Probably not, my sister loves me so much, how could she be willing to donate my body!

I suddenly wondered if I was a little paranoid, and for a moment I thought about what was behind me. After thinking about it, my sister had already picked me up and said to Dr. Xu, "Thank you, I'll take my brother to the central hospital for a check-up." ”

I didn't want to go up and down the stairs anymore, there was always a feeling of nausea and vomiting that I was probably pregnant, so my sister asked me to sit on the steps of the staircase, and she ran up to get her purse and handbag by herself. My spirit is very sluggish, I can't support my infinite YY, and it feels like a long, long time has passed before my sister runs down again.

My sister picked me up, took my arm, and gently supported my body, "What do you think, fool! Nephritis is not an incurable disease, it will be cured in two or three days. Look at your kidneys like this! ...... in the future"

Ha? I didn't understand too much, I wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit in a daze, and the discomfort in my stomach was the same as a monkey calling me inside, "Sister-in-law, I won't come out if you don't give me a fan". As I got into the taxi and leaned on my sister's shoulder, my rusty head was sluggish enough to figure out what my sister meant.

Did she and that Dr. Xu think of me as an airplane maniac?