96. Reality
Dizzy, Liu Guang didn't know how he came back from the bar, as soon as he closed his eyes, Liu Guang could clearly remember the scene of everyone pointing at him in the bar.
Thinking of this, Liu Guang was irritable again, grabbed out some good wine usually stored in the wine cabinet, raised his head and poured it into his mouth.
However, the cold and spicy wine could not extinguish the mania and shame in Liu Guang's heart at all.
A restlessness accumulated in his chest made Liu Guang want to go crazy, the strong emotions that he wanted to vent very much but couldn't vent were about to drive Liu Guang crazy, this restlessness made Liu Guang throw out the wine bottle in his hand fiercely, but looking at the fragments mixed with the wine splashing wantonly, the depression in Liu Guang's heart was not relieved at all.
Annoyed, Liu Guang kicked towards the sofa next to him, wanting to continue to vent his anger, but suddenly a burst of alcohol surged, Liu Guang could no longer control his body, stumbled, and fell on the sofa.
Originally, getting drunk, not having to think about anything, sleeping well, and forgetting everything is what Liu Guang wants most now, but unfortunately, although Liu Guang is drunk, the scene he wants to forget the most and the scene he doesn't want to remember the most is like engraved in his mind, looping over and over again.
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Liu Guang rolled his head in pain, trying to expel those pictures from his mind, but Liu Guang was horrified to find that he actually remembered the other party's every move, and even the muscle lines hooked up at the corners of his mouth when he laughed at himself.
This made Liu Guang very angry and very manic, why did he stand there like a wooden man and stupidly accept all the humiliation of the other party?
Where is my self-esteem, my own blood?
At this moment, Liu Guang's mind was not chaotic, on the contrary, it was more calm and clear than usual, and some things that Liu Guang didn't usually notice began to emerge.
Therefore, Liu Guang clearly understood that the reason why he was like a fool at the time and completely accepted the ridicule and insult of the other party, in addition to his own gradually cooling blood, the other party's sarcasm was like a cold and ruthless bullet tearing Liu Guang's fantasy and disguise apart.
Yes, Liu Guang is still living a life of fresh clothes and angry horses, spending all day and drinking, but Liu Guang deeply understands that in fact, his economic strength is no longer enough to support his current life, but he is unwilling to face it, blindly escaping, and even worsening than before, which is not without the last crazy meaning.
When did you start to become like this? Liu Guang let go of his hands holding his head, lay on his back on the sofa, and looked at the roof with blank eyes.
Liu Guang still remembers that when he first got the money in his hand, he was ambitious, ambitious, and had the future under control, so what happened to him, and he actually became what he is today?
It is true that when I first started my business, I was not familiar with everything, took a lot of detours, and made a lot of unnecessary mistakes, but everything can be recovered, and I successfully avoided these problems in the new attempt, and then everything is in a good direction, in the direction I want, so why did I suddenly become like this?
I was carried away by the temporary success, and under the constant flattery of a group of followers who saw the wind and steered the rudder, I began to fail to recognize myself, and began to become rigid and self-serving, and could not listen to the opinions of others.
The ensuing effect was that the situation of his company took a sharp turn for the worse, and he was surpassed and defeated by some later followers.
However, I don't agree that self-failure is my own reason, it's just that group of villains follow the trend and imitate, if it weren't for their huge financial support, if they didn't have a huge user base, how could they fail so easily?
However, after changing fields, the result is still the same, even faster and worse than the previous failure.
Then I fell into the vicious circle of entrepreneurial failure and then starting a business, and in the end, I couldn't tell whether I had to continue to start a business for the sake of my ideals or for the sake of face.
In this way, his funds were wasted in endless "entrepreneurship", and in the end, he whimsically registered a leather bag company, just so that he could become the CEO of a young and promising start-up company.
In fact, in the end, I also felt bored, spending so much energy day by day, but it was all a failure, why do I continue to repeat?
Why do other rich people enjoy a rich life, while they have to do all this useless work repeatedly?
In fact, Liu Guang has begun to be corroded, lost the motivation to move forward, and indulged in the happy life of the rich.
Liu Guang began to drive luxury cars, wear famous brands, and was always surrounded by a group of women who were attracted by the CEO of his own start-up company.
Pretend to be a young and promising success, enjoy all this with peace of mind, unwilling to face his increasingly empty funds, to face the reality that he has nothing even if he has the conditions.
But now the dream that Liu Guang has been making up for himself has been shattered, and he has been slapped mercilessly by the fact that he has always been unwilling to face.
That is, even if he has the conditions in his previous delusions, he is still a loser, a dou who can't be helped.
Although I don't want to admit it, the hidden rules in society have been deeply imprinted in my heart, so that I can't give birth to the idea of resisting.
And more importantly, almost everything the other party said was right, and he was powerless to refute it, and he became the kind of person he hated the most before.
But even so, should I give up like this? Accept all insults from the other side?
Although Liu Guang understood that everything before was too much for himself and deserved, this did not mean that Liu Guang would accept all this willingly.
Liu Guang is still unwilling to face all this, he still thinks that he has a chance to make a comeback, and he has only temporarily sunk for a while, but how to get back on the field?
In terms of money and power, the other party exceeds him dozens of times, and he has little money left in his hands, but fortunately, his parents took half of his funds before he kept them.
But unfortunately, Liu Guang's parents also began to be disappointed in Liu Guang, at first they did look forward to Liu Guang, even if Liu Guang failed, they still believed in him and comforted him.
But as Liu Guang became more and more vain, every time he said one thing and did another, he squandered and wasted excessively, even Liu Guang's parents could easily see all these changes, so Liu Guang's parents had to plan for Liu Guang's future, and would not let Liu Guang squander it like this, so the funds in the hands of Liu Guang's parents, Liu Guang don't think about it, that is the last retreat left by Liu Guang's parents for Liu Guang.
So what is left of me now?
Then Liu Guang was embarrassed to find that in addition to the cognition of those high-end luxury goods, and how to soak women, he may really have nothing left.