Chapter 12: Growth (5)
Unable to get close to Yu Meng, he could only watch silently from afar.
Love came suddenly and without warning, and it was more difficult to solve the root cause of why it happened than the most difficult problem in the college course, which was the most incomprehensible sweet poison that Liu Lu had encountered in the past eighteen years.
Liu Lu comforted himself stupidly at first, such a state was just the restlessness of adolescence, and it would soon fade as he grew older. As long as you go with the flow and let it flow, love can slowly fade and even dissipate.
But this is far from the case. Love comes inadvertently, but there is no sign of fading. With the gradual growth of age, its mellow is increasing day by day, so that Liu Lu can't extricate himself at all.
Liu Lu began to be uncontrollable in the game of fate, focusing on the Yu family's Red Maple Leaf Empire, which is a behemoth founded by Yu Jiang, and has absolute control over it, compared to the other ten guilds composed of many collaborators, there is a very significant difference.
In the past two years of eighteen and nineteenth, Liu Lu has been wandering around the Red Maple Leaf Empire in the game of fate.
In reality, he could only watch Yu Meng silently, witnessing her grow from an innocent girl in the flower season to a real sexy goddess with intellectual and gentle nature.
After nearly two years of brewing and fermentation, Liu Lu became more and more unable to restrain himself, and he began to be jealous of all the male creatures around Yu Meng who had a good relationship with him. It will even burst out from time to time, and the strong desire for possessiveness and destruction that cannot be restrained can be suppressed.
All this made Liu Lu almost unable to restrain himself, almost crazy!
No matter what happened to the girl, he was very concerned about it, very eager to know everything about Yu Meng, and silently watched the girl's every move all the time.
When she is happy, his mood is happy and happy; When she was sorrowful, he became even more depressed; When she was sick, he felt the same and even more than that......
Liu Lu understood that he could only silently look at her from a distance in the end, until she gradually disappeared from his sight. And in the end, he was not qualified to give the blessing that she and his beloved man entered the palace of marriage.
And because the more he understands, the more he can't restrain his emotions when he thinks of this, and even when it's serious, he will tremble all over his body and his thoughts will be crazy, and he can't stop it at all.
Yu Meng, Yu Meng, seems to have been destined to be his willow killing, longing for a distant dream that cannot last long.
He began to suffer from insomnia all night long, confused by the irrational love, alone and sad about his powerlessness. began to lament fate, lamented the injustice of fate. longs for family power, and even once gave birth to a strong resentment towards his parents who love him in every way.
Why didn't they bring themselves unparalleled illustrious births, so that they could only watch the people they admired in their dreams, pass by them, but they couldn't do anything about it!
After two years of silent love, all I got was bruises all over my body inside and outside.
Approaching the year of graduation from his senior year, Liu Lu finally recognized the reality. In the future, it will be difficult for him to look at this girl he admires, to hear her crisp and pleasant laughter, and to see her increasingly beautiful face and graceful figure......
The university will officially end in less than a year, and Liu Lu will find it more and more difficult to sleep, he can't let it go, and he doesn't want to let it go!
In the following half a year or so, the cheerful and easy-going Liu Lu almost completely changed into a person, becoming silent, withdrawn, irritable, depressed, and withered.
For this reason, Song Yiyi enlightened and persuaded him countless times, almost breaking his heart, so that he himself couldn't sleep all night long, and his state was haggard. His father, Liu Qingyun, also became irritable because he didn't know how to comfort his son, and even began to drink heavily.
Sister Liu Fu also cared too much about her younger brother and was anxious, which led to the crucial fourth-order legendary-level advanced mission, which failed three times in a row.
For the catkins from ordinary backgrounds, this means that they have completely lost the opportunity to try again. I had no choice but to carry out the elite-level advanced task, and the strength of the increase was greatly reduced, and I was slowly excluded from the team by the powerful team where I was located, and basically lost the opportunity to change my fate in this fate game.
The original harmony and happiness of the family gradually faded away, and all the relatives who cared about Liu Lu were dragged into the abyss by his self-exile.
Liu Lu also felt very guilty about this, and often blamed himself, but he couldn't convince himself to end it.
His love for Yu Meng will eventually end in nothing, and the harm he has brought to his family is also not what he wants to bear. This made Liu Lu even more reticent, as well as further weakened and emaciated in his body.
Meng Zhiyun loves her little grandson the most, and she has never left her sight since she was a child. Sun Tzu's performance has always been very good, mature and steady, sunny and cheerful, and he is also sleek, peaceful and upright.
And it is such a little grandson who is usually very relieved, and in just half a year, such a huge change has occurred.
The bright eyes have lost their luster, and the positive and optimistic attitude towards life has become pessimistic and negative. The young and healthy body is constantly suffering from the pain of being weakened in a short period of time......
Meng Zhiyun was very worried about her grandson's collapse, and had tried to communicate or persuade Liu Lu many times, but as she had expected before, the more calm and calm Liu Lu's character was, the more paranoid he was, the more he couldn't let go.
Meng Zhiyun was eager to understand everything that happened to his grandson, but Liu Lu was introverted by nature, and he was never willing to tell others about his own thoughts, which also made Meng Zhiyun's own anxiety worse.
The old man is nearly ninety years old, and his body was originally quite strong, but after months of troubles and worries, his physical condition deteriorated, and a few months later he had a serious illness.
"Look at it, look at your grandmother, look at her! Do you know? This is all caused by you, this home is about to be destroyed by you, do you understand? You say, what do you really want? Yes? …… Syllable! For this reason, Song Yiyi pointed to the mother-in-law who had just been rescued in the special care ward, and scolded her son Liu Lu once before, and when she was excited, she even changed her image of a gentle and loving mother in the past, raised her slender right hand, and slapped Liu Lu on the left side of his face, making the corners of his mouth bloody.
At this time, Liu Lu just looked at the grandmother in the ward blankly, and did not say a word from beginning to end.
It wasn't until Song Yiyi couldn't stand it anymore and her son, who had been sleepless all night, that Liu Lu returned home at the strong request of his mother.
And Liu Qingyun, who happened to be on a business trip at the time, was not notified until Meng Zhiyun was rescued, and then hurried back anxiously.
When he arrived at the hospital, he saw that his mother had been pushed into the intensive care unit, so Liu Qingyun directly confirmed to his wife who was guarding the outside: "Yiyi, how is my mother doing now?" What do doctors say? Will there be sequelae in the future? Is there still a danger to my life? ”
"Fortunately, Xiao Lu found it early, and my mother was rescued in time, so there was no big problem. The doctor said that there will be no sequelae, don't worry too much, don't worry. Song Yiyi saw that her husband was very emotional, and while hurriedly appeasing, she did not forget to excuse her son Liu Lu.
"This rebel! It's all a good thing he did, and this family is about to be ruined by him. Liu Qingyun roared angrily, and then turned around and walked out directly.
"What are you doing here? Mom may wake up at any time, you are not waiting here obediently, where do you want to go? Seeing this, Song Yiyi was in a hurry, afraid that her husband would go back and anger her son, so she hurriedly grabbed her and persuaded her.
"It's okay, I'll go home. I was in such a hurry that I didn't have time to change my clothes or anything, so I went home and got some spare ones so that I could keep vigil here tonight. Liu Qingyun explained in a deep voice.
Song Yiyi was still very uneasy, so she confirmed again: "Really? You're just going to go home and get a change of clothes? Don't have any other ideas? ”
"Yes! Don't worry about it, you take care of our mother here, I'll be back in a while. Liu Qingyun looked impatient, replied coldly, and then quickly strode away.
"Alas! Let's hope he doesn't do anything too drastic. After Song Yiyi watched her husband stride away, she was still very worried and muttered to herself.
Liu Qingyun's anger towards his son Liu Lu is incomprehensible. After arriving at the hospital and making sure that his mother was fine, he went straight back to his home.
As soon as he entered the house, he happened to see his son Liu Lu, who had just returned home, standing in front of the sofa in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, Liu Qingyun's anger rushed to the peak in an instant, completely ignoring the still bright red and very eye-catching slap handprint on his son's face, as well as the ruptured wound at the corner of his mouth. Pulling out the belt on his body, he rushed to it without saying a word, and directly began to beat it hard.
"Smack!"
"Smack!"
"Smack!"
……
Liu Qingyun didn't say a word during the whole process, but the blood-red eyes, the dark circles under the eyes, the trembling corners of the mouth and the face that were almost twitching, and the intense breathing that was so violent that the bellows agitated all fully showed the excitement and anger in his heart at this time.
And Liu Lu, who was whipped, just lowered his head in a daze, and didn't say a word. Ignore your body that has stayed awake all night and is also suffering and sad inside.
The severe pain made him feel a faint sense of relief, producing a kind of atonement-like perverted satisfaction.
In addition to the constant sound of "pop!" in the house, there is a constant sound of "pop! "Smack!" Except for the sound of the belt slamming, there was no sound.
The whole beating process lasted for nearly five minutes, and there were no less than 100 shots. Liu Lu's thin summer clothes and home clothes were already covered with blood marks oozing from the inside out.
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