Chapter Eighty-Six: I'm Chixia
Qianxia got up early today to rinse her mouth, wash her face and change her clothes, her movements were not fast, but everything was in order, this was a habit she had formed over the years.
When everything was done, she remembered to turn on her phone. At a glance, I saw how lively the LINE group was, and I had a bad premonition after flipping it over, and when I quit the group, I saw that Jun knocked her alone.
"I'm sorry, I was impulsive today."
With a hovering premonition that she couldn't call it good, she clicked on the little Twitter icon on her phone.
Flipping down one by one, she found the pure tweets, and after reading them, she didn't know how to respond.
Jun says that she is her best friend and she wants to protect her.
Pure as if I grew up.
By the time this consciousness had taken shape in her mind, she had already packed herself up and walked out of the room. The foot injury is really almost better, but you still need to be a little careful when walking, and in a few days, this attention should not be needed.
Look, her resilience is so amazing, it's not an exaggeration.
She even felt that she didn't have any sister elements except for her appearance. The cuteness that is always praised is only because of the appearance and voice, and the over-reliance that is attacked by others, is actually to satisfy pure needs.
Yes, demand. She can feel it, and she simply hopes that there will be such a person around her, relying on her, and she can be spotted from the crowd at a glance no matter where she is, so that she will never be alone.
She knows that although Chun is usually outgoing and naughty, she is a child who is afraid of loneliness in her bones.
How scared is it?
From a distance, she saw Chun sitting in the staff cafeteria eating breakfast.
She knew that Jun was waiting for her, wanted to give her an explanation, and cared about her reaction, afraid that she would run away.
Walked over, ordered breakfast, and sat down across from Pure.
The two were speechless for a while, and seeing that Chun didn't intend to speak, she said hello and began to chew and eat breakfast slowly.
This meal will be eaten for a long time, she has a hunch.
Sure enough, after finishing eating, she didn't stand up, just looked at her from the other side, and didn't make any sound, as if she was in a daze. And when she eats, she blocks all external interference, not because she likes to eat, but because she has developed a habit for many years.
Knowing this habit of hers, she probably felt that talking more was useless than not bothering.
It is useless to say more, and there is no need to say more.
But she still sped up her eating, and finally settled the old breakfast, and after wiping the corners of her mouth, she looked up at the person who had been waiting for her for a long time.
After a while, a gentle smile is revealed, which helps to soften the atmosphere of the conversation.
"I see it, thank you, Jun."
It was as if he was finally relieved, and the whole person fell down. She thought it was cute and a little emotional.
The bystander has been doing it for too long, and suddenly such a person appears, cares about her, cares about her, and even wants to hold her, she still can't adapt to it, but it's not a bad feeling.
There is also Yoko, who is as observant as she is, and seems to like her too, and really wants to help her and solve her problems.
She was grateful for it, double.
So now, she has enough power to resist the filth.
She wanted to say this, but as the time approached, she still needed to take deep breaths to stabilize her emotions.
It is a letter for today.
From the worried gaze of the staff, she took the letter with a smile on her face. It happens every day, and it will continue to happen for a long time to come. It's not something she can resist, she understands, and so does Yoko.
For the sake of the fans who truly love her, he can't refuse the rotten factor mixed in.
She carefully put away the letters, and in order not to affect the mood of the day, she waited until the rehearsal was over and returned to the dormitory before starting to open the letters.
Now she has developed a habit of not having anyone around when she reads letters.
There must be no one, because this person will definitely see her opposite side to the sun.
Although it can't be said that the stain is shameful, she can't be too worried, and that worry itself will become a burden for her.
Even Chun can't tell - to be honest, after seeing Chun's Twitter, she wants to keep her distance from Chun even more.
If she continues, she will not be able to grow up "on the surface", purely because she will do things contrary to her idols.
In that case, pure growth will become meaningless.
The rehearsal dances are still those contents, she has learned all of them before, and she didn't dare to slack off on the side in the past two days, she believes that after she recovers, she can keep up with everyone's pace after rehearsing a few times.
Hopefully it's still too late.
She's always worried, but she's afraid to show it.
During the break, Yoko came here again. Yoko now is very different from before. Although she tried her best to hide it on the surface, Yoko's eyes were much more energetic now than before.
Is this also growth? Or is it letting go and liberating nature? She doesn't know Yoko, so she can't make inferences. But she knows one thing, Yoko now, is worried about her.
She suddenly knew what the other party wanted to ask, shook her head in advance, and said, "Not yet, I plan to watch it at night." ”
Yoko blinked, and this action combined with her cold and arrogant appearance made it a little cute. Then, the cute girl nodded at her and reached out to touch her hair.
Correction, not thinking, is directly started. The other party seems to be very fond of touching her head - but not only her, and Hanayin's hair is often rubbed.
She doesn't know if Yoko suddenly has this habit, at least Yoko won't touch any of them when she first meets, if you want to say that the relationship is closer, it's probably Chihaya with thick nerves but a particularly strong contagion, and the two of them have never been particularly acquainted.
But now, unconsciously, it's already a relationship where you can share secrets.
Thinking like this, she was a little emotional, a little relieved, and a little more courageous.
I have friends who support me, everyone is so good, and they work hard to be the best version of themselves, so what else is there to be afraid of her?
She needs to grow too.
Maybe it's not really growth, but it's just showing what she hides to fans more openly.
- She's not just a sister.
Back in the evening, she calmly took out the envelope from her backpack, sat down at the desk, and without taking any deep breaths, picked up a letter and calmly opened it.
What's so scary.
Her pupils shrank and narrowed into the air, filling her eyes with a rampant spread through the air, before returning to normal soon after.
Look, there's nothing to be afraid of.
Maybe you will receive more in the future, and if you want to become an idol, you must be able to digest these malices by yourself.
Before opening the second one, she had done enough mental construction and was ready to accept the new strains of bacteria.
When I opened the letter, the background pattern was a very cute violet flower, exuding a faint fragrance of essential oils.
The second idea, the font is neat, but the writing is a little strange.
Gradually, it seems that there is a light between the lines, although it is light, it is soft and warm, and it is not dazzling.
She stared blankly for a long time.