Chapter 134: It's hard to stay in me
Xu Changqing responded to Carlin's public criticism with indifference.
There wasn't much anger.
It's not like ordinary people who feel embarrassed, feel aggrieved, and can't wait to argue on the spot.
Xu Changqing is not like this.
As I said before, he has his own three views and evaluation standards, so he can be pampered and not shocked, and other people's good words are all used as farts.
When he doesn't want to listen, you scold his ancestors, and he can be calm.
However, if he really scolds his ancestors, he will still be booked, according to his own standards, if there is something to say and implicate others, then there must be an explanation.
Although Carlin was stern, he didn't have the problem of speaking with a handle, nor did he have the habit of using motherfuck and so on as a mantra.
Therefore, he scolded him, Xu Changqing just listened to it, and did not refute it, and said that I was indeed wrong. That emotionless attitude made Carlin's hands tremble.
However, on the other hand, Carlin faced Rakshasa with a different face, more protective of Xu Changqing, especially emphasizing that Xu Changqing had amnesia and had not fully recovered.
However, the rakshasas are used to being tough, and they generally say that they can't swallow this breath.
Carlin is soft for a while, hard for a while, and can be said to use all his resources to solve the incident.
Xu Changqing, who was standing on the side, was getting colder and colder.
He didn't do anything else, he felt sorry for Carlin.
He knows how to know well, although Carlin is very serious and does not speak politely, but he does not shrink back at all when he should protect his own people, and he really thinks about his subordinates.
As soon as he showed his abilities, Carlin blushed and begged for equipment.
His ears were very good, and he vaguely heard Carlin's soft grinding and hard bubbles, and the top shooter Wang Zheng shook Karin's face.
If it weren't for the fact that it would make it more difficult for Carlin, he would definitely humiliate Wang Zheng and Liu Quanyou.
It's the same now, if it weren't for the fact that it would make it harder for Carlin, he would have taught these how to be human beings a long time ago.
Pretend to be big in front of him, go up together, one counts as one, can go through a round, he loses, and see what face BB is left after the dough is removed.
Therefore, the system is not good at this, especially in the army, the rules are too big, individualism is not allowed, and the slightest sign will be smoked.
And you have the ability to pierce the sky, that's good, you don't have to pretend to be forced in the army in the future, the army temple is small, and it can't accommodate you, the great Bodhisattva, or rather, an individualistic model like you, it's better to get out of the egg early, so as not to spoil a piece of stinky meat and fill the pot of soup.
Therefore, a strong individual cultivator and a person with extraordinary abilities are inherently incompatible with the army that pays attention to teamwork, and even among the mercenaries, they will feel aggrieved.
You've beaten the world, what kind of urine sludge are you playing with us? Go and do your great work of saving the world, or go to your god teammates, don't pretend to be forced by us, we can't afford it.
Although this matter was finally settled, it had a great psychological impact on Xu Changqing.
For the first time, he began to think seriously about the cost of pretending.
Blending in with the crowd and being a soldier or a junior officer is also a pretense for him. Because his initial abilities were far beyond the ordinary.
When a person has power, he will inevitably try to obtain the rights that match it. This is instinct, and anything that violates this tendency can be called pretending.
Pretending to be forced is sometimes out of necessity.
Like now, he doesn't mind fighting demons alone, so pretending to be forced is not mainly for safety reasons.
Rather, it was conducive to obtaining the most basic channels to find the problem of the true spirit fragments that he was concerned about.
And then there is the fact that he doesn't seem to owe anything, and if he occupies this body, he will explain it to his relatives and friends, which is the minimum morality, and besides, it is not too difficult for him, why can't he do it well?
But the grievance of pretending to be a pig is more annoying, he is already trying to release some power, pretending to be stupid in front of him, and he can catch up with any things, but it turns out that it is still not enough.
More critically, is it really efficient?
Maybe he broke away from the team, found an abyss to jump into, thick earth fetal hiding technique, one breath of innate, and then did not hesitate to consume the potential of the body, directly strengthened to the late congenital stage, and then killed the Quartet, and then the strong returned, and asked the human side to do something with a transcendent identity, the big deal is that he traded some foundations of the other party, and it can be regarded as indirectly helping the human race.
Isn't it better that way?
Why be this third grandson?
Why accumulate these emotional entanglements?
Why do you have to be greedy and seek perfection, and even hope for Hongchen refining your heart?
To take the fragment is to take the fragment, the most efficient to take it and go, want to experience the heart, how good is it to open a game, which kind of sentiment to play in this kind of disturbed unknown game?
Isn't the most important thing to do now be to cultivate to Jindan in one go, at least in the late stage of entering the Dao, and then let that palace woman and that Yuan Tianzong die?
Since it's a dead knot, then don't be sticky, just wipe it out, simple and rude, but it's better to be cool.
No matter what emotional entanglements he has, it is also a previous life, since it has become a road obstacle, then you live and die, shouldn't things in the world sometimes be simplified like this?
But another voice was telling him.
It's not that simple.
It is human instinct to be happy and revenge, just like a male animal wants to be able to grass when he sees a cute girl.
But in reality, there are always things you can't enjoy.
Just like the woman in the palace costume, Yuan Tianzong, the last time the two sides calculated against each other, he can be said to have even used the strength to eat, isn't it still that his calculations are invincible to creation, and his strategy is invincible to strength?
Life is never smooth sailing, wind and rain.
On the contrary, life is hard to come with most of the time.
There are always difficulties that you need to face, and there are always things that need to be dealt with patiently.
Rough handling is actually an escape.
Like a strong enemy like a woman in a palace costume and Yuan Tianzong.
Last time, it was not only because of his immortal sword intent that he was really jealous, but also because the other party had no will to die, if he couldn't live and fought hard, most of the people who would die would be him, and the other party was just cut off, but he could still survive for a while.
Could it be that he just wants to become an impatient person, who only thinks about solving the problem roughly with strength, and is unwilling to precipitate if he can't solve it, and takes risks with his sword, and even does not hesitate to be a desperate Saburo?
What about the avenue he is seeking?
Didn't you say that you were willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of the avenue?
If you can't be tempted to endure it, isn't that a violation of your oath?
Is it higher to endure the grievances in life than to ask for the road?
Why can't we develop the habit of being patient to solve problems, but instead of hoping for violence to eliminate them? Is it that power has become superficial and refers to violence alone?
Could it be that cultivating true cultivation is not temperament, not mind?
What about the supremacy of the state of mind?
If I say that my heart is natural, I have to be detached?
In nature, there are only beautiful scenery, majestic mountains, no poor mountains and bad waters, and stench places?
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For people like Xu Changqing, who already have a lot, the most difficult thing is not what they can do, but what they can do but not do.
Desire the supreme fruit and endure all the sufferings of the world.
He's just where he's gone, it's nothing.
If he draws his sword in anger at every turn, swings his sword and slashes it, he will soon be lost in the world of power, and form a mindset of violently solving all problems.
Xu Changqing's original intention is not to be a person who follows me is right, and everything that goes against me is wrong.
After thinking about it again, he still didn't play the detachment of 'Lao Sun, I will go', but changed his thinking, if I don't have that kind of power, or if I set a limit on my own power, how to manage my life.
He was able to think about it this way, mainly because he thought that he would probably not go to the world where he could crush sentient beings every time in the future.
Like thirty-three days, he is not even qualified to participate now.
But it is not difficult to imagine that most of the immortals who saved the Dao back then fell into it, to put it mildly, he can't even do the scratches on people's skin with all his strength. If such an immortal corpse is occupied by evil thoughts, hehe, how can he fight? Becoming a man of God?
But what if there is a paradox and the key to supreme achievement lies in it? When the time comes, what else can he do except desperately explode?
Forward-looking considerations, if the road is really like that, I am afraid that it will be difficult to return.
Just like what Youquan said to Xuantianzong and Danchenzi in [Xinshu Mountain]: Fight! Beat! I don't think you can get past your own level, there's no way, you don't have the ability!
Xu Changqing did not operate in reverse, and went to apologize to Rakshasa.
He doesn't think he's at fault, or rather, he knows he's wrong, but the mistake is that the way to solve the problem is too rough, and it's not that he's the unreasonable person.
This incident was just a small episode for the team, and the arrival of the Rakshasa allowed the 39th Mobile Brigade to obtain the latest correction information on the pathway.
Accompanied by Rakshasa, the team arrived at Xuejiawan without danger.
It wasn't until he arrived in Xuejiawan that Xu Changqing realized what a big loss it was to reduce the number of 31 people.
In order to fight against evil demons, human beings have developed many highly targeted weapons, such as Xingtian mecha, Nuwa fighter, and Thor heavy artillery.
These are heavy weapons, and regardless of their power, their battlefield adaptability alone is not comparable to ordinary mechanical equipment.
The demon side is very good at performing energy strikes, and there are many people who can play with energy balls or energy bombardments like Bombintar.
One of them is somewhat similar to the EMP bomb, which is the demonic version of the electromagnetic shock weapon, and as soon as this thing comes out, the precision equipment on the human side is kneeling in pieces.
However, the likes of the Xingtian Mecha have extremely high protection against this kind of energy strike, and their operation is based on psionic powers.
In other words, the 39th Mobile Brigade of the hoplites is actually not in a heavy state, and it is only when they drive these heavy weapons.
For every psionic person who died, there was one less pilot, and the humans in Xuejiawan were attacked by demons for a month, and the dead and wounded psionics were not included in the 39th Brigade Encounter, and many of them died in the first battle.
No wonder the demon patrol team tried its best to surround and intercept it, it turned out that the people killed were all similar to the pilots of Earth fighters, and they were really high-value targets.
Those wounded of the 39 Brigade received the best treatment at the first time.
Xue Jiawan's situation is not as embarrassing as he imagined, because the human beings in this world have the ability to orbit and project.
Controlled nuclear fusion has become widespread, human tentacles have reached into the universe, there are colonizing satellites in space, and it is possible to push mining stars back from asteroid belts.
And as an underground civilization, although the demon side is not bad in technology, the deep space field is a short board, and it is precisely because of this that human beings can fight with the evil side, otherwise the 39 Mobile Brigade will not be able to do the level of a patrol group, and it will have been pushed flat a long time ago.
The cheap energy brought by controllable nuclear fusion has a huge impact on the liberation of productive forces, and Xuejiawan is only 30,000 people, but to Xu Changqing's feelings, the construction capacity of a large city with a population of 3 million in the Celestial Empire is also to this extent.
There is no such thing as a user of equipment at the level of an excavator operator who works with simple tools.
At the top are the production operators, who often control a system, and a large number of semi-autonomous unmanned equipment work together after receiving instructions, and the operators are like commanders.
There is also a scientific research and technical team here, a team of ten people, which is oriented towards technology application, collecting specific usage data of products such as Xingtian mecha, and can also make some simple adjustments and modulations.
Knowing that Xu Changqing was a new Shura, they were very enthusiastic to come to the door, hoping that he could cooperate with the research, and they were also willing to order a special large mecha or fighter plane for him.
Xu Changqing was about to take the opportunity to get to know the other Shura, thinking that this might help him find the true spirit fragments, so the two sides hit it off.
But will things really go in the direction of happiness for all?
Xu Changqing's psychology is questioning.
Human beings in this world are like gamblers who lose many times in a row.
Everyone knows that human nature can't withstand too many tests, and when you win, you will naturally be good, calm and generous, and full of style, but when you lose, you may become unscrupulous.
The state is only made up of individual people, and there is one person in charge, and it is neither great nor holy in terms of conduct.
In fact, such a profit-seeking organization is not suitable for getting along with it with an attitude of admiration.
Because this character, who is usually revered as a mother, is likely to devour some individuals in the name of the majority when needed......
(End of chapter)