Chapter Eighty-Four: The Messenger of Justice
Shirou in the warehouse was still exercising desperately, and it was already two o'clock in the morning, and even Gollum admired his perseverance, opened his mouth, and decided not to disturb Shirou's Gollum and returned to the house.
Although meditation training does not consume physical strength, it is very easy to get sleepy, so you need to replenish your sleep.
"Whew-"
Shirou in the warehouse was actually very tired, tired and paralyzed, and wanted to sleep, the Heroic Spirits and Gollum were too powerful, and he was still too far away, with such thoughts, his consciousness became confused.
Thinking like this, he gradually closed his eyes, and when he was half asleep and half awake, his body was still asleep, and he couldn't even move a finger.
He had a dream—
Like the flow of blood, through the connected subtle circuits, I see memories that cannot be touched.
It's、I don't know whose memory it is, at least not my own.。
This is someone else's story, so far away that I have never thought about it, so old that I can't even think about it.
- Now, there is no changeable heavy contractual shackles.
It's not that he wants to say something reluctantly, because he's the intolerable type.
Can't stand the crying of people around you.
Can't stand the fact that someone around you gets hurt.
Can't stand the death of someone around you.
That's all there is to it! For these reasons alone, he wants to save everyone in his sight.
And it's very clumsy, and people can't help but worry about it. But in the end, it really did, and it changed the fate of many people every time. Even the most conservative terms are higher than the word happiness.
The clumsy way of fighting is not useless. The number of injuries and deaths is directly proportional to the number of people she saves.
...... However, there is a trap here. Although、It is all the people who can see it。 However, man cannot see only himself.
So, the end is. Until the end, he didn't save his most important self.
I don't understand why this is so. In fact, on the contrary, it is incredible, why this has not been the case until now. All in all, a serious disaster.
Many are dying, and many are about to meet death. This is something that he can't help with alone. In the face of many deaths, he ——— sacrificing himself to save sentient beings.
I made a pact with the unknown thing called the world, and this is exactly the birth of a hero.
However, it was over at this moment, there was no follow-up, and after being called a hero, what he did remained the same. Originally, his purpose was not to become a hero, but in the process, he needed heroic strength no matter what.
Obviously, the ending came quickly. A brilliant rescuer is only an eyesore to those who are not rescued.
He distinguishes between his own catty and the vastness of the world. Accept the salvable and the incorrigible, and because of this, you want to be happy at least everywhere you see.
This is hypocrisy, although it is also contemptuous of many as narrow values.
Even so, silently chasing the ideal posture should be able to puff up your chest.
But in the end, according to the contract, there is nothing to return at the end of life.
———— arrived at the place.
He had companions as well as lovers. Losing all of this, being driven to the end by the ideals you are pursuing.
There is nowhere to go. Even with so much resentment and hatred, he continued to fight.
Knowing that what awaits in front is the fate of death, at the cost of this, he hopes to complete the "miracle" that he can't handle.
...... However, this is also over, and it is the Sword Hill that has finally arrived. On the deserted and rusty hills of steel, his battle was over.
- Still lonely.
Even so, as long as you can save the people in front of you, there is no regret.
Satisfied, as if broken, he let go of the sword in his hand.
"This is Archer?" Shirou's body was heavy and did not feel comfortable, but was accompanied by a slight headache.
Vague memories, shadows on the hills appeared in his mind.
If you don't understand and don't understand, how can you have that miserable life?
"It's just a dream!" Thinking so, Shirou looked at the time it was still late at night, and fell down again.
He can't understand that kind of life, and he doesn't understand why that kind of person exists, even if he sees that person clearly, he doesn't understand it.
Although he knows it's his future, he hates it.
That winter five years ago, on that night when the moon was beautiful, the ideals inherited from Emiya Kiritsugu, if that was the end of the "Messenger of Justice", Shirou couldn't accept it.
Since he was a child, Emiya Shirou has longed for the messenger of justice, and in his opinion, his father Kiritsugu is the embodiment of the messenger of justice, and often asks, but his father Kiritsugu sighs and shakes his head every time.
"I used to look forward to the messenger of justice, but it's a pity that heroes have a shelf life, and it's hard to call yourself like this after becoming an adult." Kiritsugu said this to Shirou, although he didn't understand it too well, but as long as it was Kiritsugu, then there would definitely be no mistake.
"Since there's no way, then let me do it, Daddy can't help it because he's an adult, but I don't have a problem, leave it to me, Daddy's dream!" At that time, Shirou was naïve.
Kiritsugu smiled, a smile that didn't need to be listened to anymore, he took a long breath, then quietly closed his eyes, and ended his life with a "I'm relieved" expression.
With a steady smile, as if he would wake up in the morning, Emiya Shirou was not disturbed, although he was young, he was used to seeing death, he didn't do anything, just looked up at the moon, and the person who entered the eternal sleep, who was once his father.
There was no sound of insects chirping in the courtyard, there was silence all around, and in the bright night, only two eyes were hot. There was no crying, and there was no sorrow. It's just that before the moon sets, Emiya Shirou's tears keep flowing.
That was five years ago, Shirou's experience, and since then, he has never cried again, and that night, the tears of his life have been drained.
Even if his father Kiritsugu is gone, nothing will change, because he wants to be a messenger of justice like his father, just as his father saved him in the fire ten years ago, to save others.
Ten years ago, Shirou had been dreaming of Kiritsu.
The fires that filled the sky, no one came to save them, and no one was saved. Among them, he was the only one who was saved, and the only one who came to save him.
Therefore, Shirou aspires to be a person like his father, to help everyone like him, and to be a messenger of justice so that everyone will not die.
Moreover, the father left behind the desire to become a messenger of justice, and it is a matter of course for the son to inherit his father's path. Emiya Shirou must become a messenger of justice and help those who are like himself in the past.
When he was very young, Shirou swore that he would fulfill that dream in place of the man he longed for the most.
Later, Shirou grew up, and his dream remained the same, but to be honest, he didn't understand it.
What kind of character is the messenger of justice? What does it take to be a magician on your own? He didn't understand how to realize his dream of making everyone happy.