All the deployment plans were all nullified, wasting a lot of police resources, but they never thought that they would end up like this, Luo Shengming disappeared in front of everyone, surrounded by almost heaven and earth, like an absurd drama, Kou Yiming squatted down and looked at the police officer who fell to the ground, the bloody knife, lifeless breathless, all of this was satirizing him, as if he had been slapped in front of the public, and it hurt hotly.

"Close!" Kou Yiming almost had no face to face the group of brothers behind him, he could be the most failed superintendent ever, the various teams came in a hurry, but left in despair, until everyone was gone, Kou Yiming stood up again, he raised his head to look at the boundless sky, and closed his eyes in pain.

"Lost purpose. Positioning failed. Throwing away the communication headset, Hai Fuchuan sighed, I didn't expect to pay so much and finally fail, coming up here from below, at least I have to detour for dozens of minutes, according to the current situation, there is no point in chasing down, in terms of Luo Shengming's ability, even if he catches up, he has no ability to catch him, but he gave his life in vain.

"Are you alright? Hai Fuchuan came to Lu Fan's side, saw that Lu Fan was not injured, and breathed a sigh of relief, things have come to this point, there can be fewer incidents, on the day of the incident, there were too many dead colleagues, so many that people were caught off guard and difficult to face.

Lu Fan glanced at Hai Fuchuan, "Can I go home?"

After a while, Hai Fuchuan nodded, "I'll send you back." ”

"No need. Lu Fan staggered to his feet, his body as weak as if he was overdrawn, "I can go back by myself, there should be a lot of things on your side, so I won't bother." Watching Hai Fuchuan gradually leave, Lu Fan took out the black book again, he looked at the imprint on the book, and fell into deep thought.

Feeling the vibration of his pocket, Lu Fan took out his mobile phone, the other party had finished dialing, and there were more than ten missed calls on the screen, all of which were the same number, and with a slight wave of his fingers, Lu Fan dialed the number back, "Hey!"

The other party was obviously relieved, "Lu Fan, where are you, why don't you answer the phone." Xu hadn't heard this familiar voice for a long time, and Lu Fan had the illusion that he was in the next year.

"What's wrong with you, what's going on?" couldn't hear Lu Fan's reply, and the other end of the phone began to get anxious.

"I'm fine. Lu Fan paused for a moment, "I just want to come out and take a walk." ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a long time, "Dinner is ready, how long will you come back, we will wait for you." ”

I don't know why, my heart seems to have been touched to a soft place, Lu Fan opened his mouth, but there was a choked feeling, "I'll go back." ”

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, today's dinner was a little late, it was already more than ten o'clock, Lu Fan sat at the dining table, chewing carefully, there was no conversation at the table, no quarrels and indifference, everyone was doing the same thing, chewing and swallowing food.

The two Feng Li is put in front of Lu Fan at the same time, Lu Fan raised his head, "This is the Li is of the first year of junior high school, I discussed it with your mother, there will be a new atmosphere in the new year, and you will have to take the college entrance examination in a few months." Lu Yuanyang's face was a little ashamed, he knew that in this family, it was the two children who were really hurt, but after so many years, some things could no longer be restored to the past.

"I'm sorry, it's Mom's fault. Lu Fan's mother's eyes were a little red and swollen.

"You've always been very good, you never let us worry, and you don't need us to worry about anything, actually, I'm sorry for you. "Hearing about the big events happening today, they who can't contact Lu Fan, spend their days like years in this short day, and because of this, in this day, they recalled a lot and thought a lot clearly.

"Forget it. Over the years, he has become accustomed to being cold, Lu Fan put down the bamboo chopsticks, "You should be sorry, it's Fei Fei." "Some people may say that parents and children do not have an overnight enmity, but if they are hurt, they are hurt, and their relationship can no longer be as close to each other as they were a long time ago.

The atmosphere at the table was a little heavy, "I don't care, if you have anything to say, just tell Fei Fei, she is alone, and she needs warmth more." "I still don't fit this sensational atmosphere, Lu Fan took out a mobile phone number, "This is her private number." Putting down a note, Lu Fan slowly went upstairs, "I'm full." ”

He still doesn't have the courage, he is afraid of hearing those words that make him unable to face, a person's heart, if he wants not to be hurt, he has to keep building a line of defense, so careful that even the sun can't penetrate, Lu Fan is very afraid, he is afraid that if he loses these lines of defense, he will one day be no longer strong, and he will not be able to bear more suffering.

In the attic, Lu Fan looked at the photo frame by the cupboard, his fingertips swept over a row of hanging albums, those scenes that used to be happy and laughing were frozen in a long time ago, at that time, he was still very young, and his sister had just learned to walk, their family was like a fairyland in a fairy tale, full of joy, but I don't know when, the concept of this family diverged, they all wanted to pursue their own lives, in order not to leave regrets, to live for themselves.

So this complete home, since then lost the right to joy, what is the world of adults, what is the heart of children, looking at the once loving parents, from the initial cold war, quarrels, and even hands, increasingly become indifferent, hideous, children can only hug each other for warmth, their sky has fallen, there is no sunshine in this world.

Until one day, the young Lu Fan heard the sensitive word about divorce, although the quarrel made him feel suffocated, but Lu Fan didn't want his parents to be separated like this, and he could only choose one of them, and then accept another new parent, and he became the superfluous one from then on.

Perhaps the god of luck favored him, but the divorce was not implemented in the end, "If it weren't for the children, because of the children, he would have to endure it, if it wasn't for the children." These reasons filled Lu Fan's whole world, he, sure enough, was still redundant, Lu Fan didn't dare to tell his young sister about his worries, he had no one to tell, so Lu Fan began to close himself, he studied hard every day, learned to take care of himself and took care of his young sister, and he didn't dare to tell his parents about his troubles, he was already a burden, so he couldn't trouble anyone, maybe he was more sensible, they wouldn't feel that they were in trouble.

Walking to the end of the cupboard, Lu Fan looked at the last photo he left, it was a graduation photo of elementary school, green and immature, everyone was full of youthful and lively smiles, and he had long been habitually hiding behind the crowd, silently hiding himself, if it wasn't for the photographer's instructions, maybe he wouldn't have poked his head out slightly.

I haven't seen you for a long time, Lu Fan deducted this photo, I don't dare to say it when I don't understand, I don't want to say it after I understand, maybe this is the price of growing up, thinking about it carefully, Lu Fan can't help but feel ridiculous, he doesn't feel pitiful, in this world, there are many more people than his pitiful, at least he has a choice, since there is less happy childhood, so much growth experience is not bad.

Walking into the room, Lu Fan sat down, he opened the black book, and tried to recall what he had done and experienced since he owned it, all the sweat and feelings were intertwined in front of him, and everything in the book was like deep thought.

Black handwriting and white book bottom, I have seen the real power, Lu Fan feels that the power of the black book is far more than everything on the surface, I still remember the power it has shown in front of my eyes, the kind of horror that penetrates the heart, is not inferior to the shock that presses my heart in the imperial capital, in the final analysis, I still failed to exert its power, Lu Fan turned the black book to a blank page, maybe it needs more nourishment, in order to reproduce its glory, Lu Fan does not want to hide behind forever, watching the dust and dust, floating in the past, and he can only be a spectator in the end, watching things happen but unable to make any changes。

"In this era, there will be a performance of mine. "The moonlight on the New Year was a little more noisy than ever, but as usual, it didn't have any more color.