Shu Yuewu's eyes widened suddenly, and she looked at Xia Xin in a daze, not quite understanding what Xia Xin meant.

The icy rain fell on her little face, slid down her cheeks and down her swan-white and noble neck, and finally gathered together and flowed into her chest.

But no matter how cold the rain was, she still felt that her eyes were hot, her ears were hot, and her body was hot, and it was very hot, but her heart was cold as if there was no temperature.

After being stunned for a while, Shu Yuewu's voice with a bit of crying came in the rain, "Why do you ask that?" ”

Xia Xin took a deep breath and smoothed out his slightly disordered breathing, since he decided to draw a line on this, he didn't think about it anymore.

As calmly as possible, he asked, "Because, at that time in the grotto, you said that no other girls would take a fancy to me, so it was useless to stare at them, of course, at that time, I was just a joke, and I would say that I used to ask for girls' calls." ”

"Actually, if you think about it carefully, it's not difficult to find that you are really high, you think you are a princess, sought after, and then you take a fancy to me, a poor boy that no one likes, no, it should be said that it is a little affection for my poor boy, I should feel lucky, and I should be grateful to you, right?"

"I ...... I didn't. ”

"Yes, is there any, you know best, and at the time of the Buddha statue, although it was just a simple sentence, 'what's your business', but I tried to think about it from your point of view, this is only when dealing with people with unequal status, you can say it, when facing the equal status of both sides, you can't say such hurtful words, and a little discriminatory."

That's right, sometimes, a simple sentence, the tone of a sentence when speaking, can be used to infer the other person's thoughts.

If you distinguish carefully, it is not difficult to find that some words are used for acquaintances, some words are used for strangers, and some words are used by leaders to subordinates, for example, when Yin Fenghua talks to people, he looks polite at first glance, but in fact, he can't hide the taste of being high in his words, because he sees others as subordinates who are one level lower than him.

And Shu Yuewu's words, if you think about it deeply, her mood when she spoke at that time, in fact, it is not difficult to find the hidden flavor in her words.

Xia Xin shook his head a little self-deprecatingly, and said with a wry smile, "Heh, now that I think about it, I can really clearly feel the incomparably superior taste in the words." ”

Shu Yuewu opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but she felt something blocked in her throat, making her speechless.

I only felt that as the raindrops "crackled" down to the eaves, to the soil, and to her eyes, obscuring her vision, even Xia Xin's figure in front of her was gradually blurred, and she couldn't see it really, hazy, as if she could touch it as soon as she stretched out her hand, and it seemed like she could never touch it, and she was getting farther and farther away.

This made her very uncomfortable!

Xia Xin looked at Shu Yuewu with a calm face, as if stating the facts, and said lightly, "Of course, you are actually right, this is very reasonable, after all, from all aspects, you are smart and beautiful, talented and high, you can easily do anything, your family is rich, and you are sought after by countless boys, it is normal to be a little superior, in comparison, I have nothing,...... If you think about it, there's really nothing. ”

"Do you think that even if you don't have me, you can find someone to replace you at any time, and it can be several people, and if I don't have you, probably no one will take a fancy to me, so if you associate with me, I should be thankful and grateful to Dade, right?"

Shu Yuewu usually said these words when she was joking, such as "thank me so much" and the like, but if you take these words as not a joke, if she also has such a vague idea in her heart, it is not difficult to find that Shu Yuewu has a high self-esteem.

Xia Xin's already sensitive heart faintly smelled the smell of contempt from it.

In other words, this is the status difference between the two......

"I, I'm just kidding, you have to be so stingy......"

"Yes, it's a joke on the surface, but what do you think in your heart, you really didn't think about it, you are as noble and beautiful as a princess, and you are sought after, as long as you give me a little affection, I should be grateful to you? Is there really no such superiority? ”

Xia Xin's eyes looked directly at Shu Yuewu's eyes, trying to see his eyes clearly, but the heavy rain was pouring down, and there was a tendency to gradually increase, and Xia Xin couldn't see it really.

In the haze of smoke and rain, neither of them could see each other's expressions, and in the rain curtain, there were only ruthless and hurtful words.

Shu Yuewu lowered her gaze slightly and didn't speak, but she would sniff down from time to time and let out a slight sob.

Every time I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, I immediately couldn't cry again.

A pitiful look that I see pity,

Xia Xin couldn't bear to look at it any longer, turned his gaze slightly and continued, "I'm really sorry, I don't need your charity, and I don't plan to get anything from you, because it's the first time I've been someone else's boyfriend, and it's the first time I've been so expected, and I don't know what to do, I just want to do my best, no, I may not have fulfilled my responsibilities." ”

"However, I really tried to do my best to do his best, but, the premise of doing a good job is that both parties are at least equal, you know, I don't blame you, after all, our world ...... It's not the same. ”

Xia Xin said this and sighed softly.

Even if Shu Yuewu is messy, willful, brutal, and cheating, he is acceptable, well, it's pretty cute, isn't it, he also specially checked it on the Internet, boyfriend, you should tolerate your girlfriend's little willfulness more.

That's what he did.

However, he really couldn't accept it, in Shu Yuewu's words, that ...... Contempt, or contempt.

As the saying goes, it's better to be proud and moldy than to be humble in love.

Xia Xin didn't look at Shu Yuewu, but pricked up his ears and listened, waiting for Shu Yuewu's answer.

But no matter how hard he listened, he didn't hear Shu Yuewu's voice.

"Don't you just say no, like you usually do?"

Shu Yuewu cried, but she knew very well in her heart what direction things were going.

At this time, it's useless to cheat, it will only make things more out of control.

Xia Xin obviously didn't want to discuss it with her now.

Moreover, she knows very well that she does have a little superiority in her heart......

There are a lot of people chasing her, and the people who are chasing Xia Xin - no.

In fact, this is a problem that most couples will have when one partner is too good.

Seeing that Shu Yuewu didn't speak, Xia Xin stretched out a hand to Shu Yuewu and said, "So, go back and take a hot bath, get a good night's sleep, and when we get up tomorrow, we will act as if nothing happened," Xia Xin paused and added, "Since high school, nothing has happened." ”

That is, going back to the past of the two, one taking Yangguan Road, the other crossing the single-plank bridge, and not interfering with each other.

These words made Shu Yuewu's outstretched hand stop in mid-air.

The hand that pulled her up in front of her also pulled the relationship between the two back to the hand before high school.

Shu Yuewu only felt that her breath was suffocated, and her heart seemed to be bound by a rope, and she was out of breath all of a sudden.

Biting his lip, he stubbornly said, "I don't want to." ”

As he spoke, he quickly withdrew his hand and never touched Xia Xin's hand.

She didn't want to just pull the relationship back to the way it was.

"Don't! Absolutely not! ”

Shu Yuewu just sat in the quagmire, and in the rain curtain, pleaded with a little coquettishness, "Woo~~I, I~~ Isn't it okay to correct your mistakes?" ”

"You're not wrong."

"No, I'm wrong, I, I shouldn't have made such a joke, woo~~ Don't say that there won't be other girls like you, I, I shouldn't say it's none of your business, I admit my mistake, I know it's wrong, okay~~"

Xia Xin shook his head calmly, "Not everything can be changed, originally between us,...... Just like this rain, you are outside, I am inside, you are not wrong, but some things, whether you admit it or not, exist objectively. ”

Shu Yuewu just shook her head desperately, shaking her head like a rattle, "I don't admit it~~I don't know~~ I don't know~~ I just know, I'm wrong, can't I admit it?" ”

Xia Xin's mind was unusually calm now, and he said resolutely in a voice that was a little close to coldness, "Don't make trouble, if you say it, you can't take it back." ”

"No, if you say it, I can swallow it back."

"What about the engraved words, if you want to visit here, it will be eternal here, and it will always be a ...... for you as a souvenir."

“……”

Shu Yuewu opened her mouth and was speechless.

The main fuse today was that Xia Xin asked her not to engrave it at that time, and she replied, "What's the matter with you", and then engraved it.

There are always people who like to engrave "xxx to visit here" in the tourist area, because the moment is eternal.

This is the eternity of Shu Yuewu's visit here, and it has also become an eternity between the two......

Xia Xin withdrew his hand after speaking, and stopped pulling Shuyue Dance, and said, "Forget it, think about it carefully, what does your business matter matter to me, you can do whatever it takes." ”

After speaking, he glanced at Shu Yuewu again.

This time, I felt more clearly that the rain curtain between the two was so heavy.

One of them is inside and the other is outside.

It's like being in two worlds.

The outside world is complex and colorful, full of crises and temptations, while the inner world is peaceful and quiet, but also simple and simple.

Xia Xin said, "Be careful." ”

I entered the house without looking back, leaving Shu Yuewu alone.

Shu Yuewu just sat in the quagmire of the rain curtain, letting the heavy rain pour, stunned, and a little stunned looking at Xia Xin's back as he resolutely left.

Xia Xin is very decisive this time, because he is ready to take off the title of "boyfriend", one less title, one less shackle, and one less responsibility, perhaps, there will be one less person around him, as for whether there will be one less person in his heart, Xia Xin himself does not know......

I just thought about it, so let's just leave it at that......

He didn't know what was going on behind him, and he didn't look back, he was straight and ready to go back to his little firewood room to sleep.

I was a little irritable, and I passed by Lin An and Ye Yangguang's door, and I just heard them talking about themselves, and when I heard it, Xia Xin kicked the door directly in anger......