521 Reasonableness and reasonableness are one, and personality is complete
The shaking of the wardrobe, Xu Changqing noticed it.
At the first time, he realized that the little girl should have a special relationship with the enemy.
The more excited the little girl became, the more active the enemy became.
On the contrary, after talking to him, the little girl followed his instructions and treated things calmly and restrainedly, and the situation was delayed.
Substituting it into his previous derivation formula.
The little girl represents sensibility, and the more she deviates in the direction of reason, the closer she is to the center, and the more stable her state will be.
On the contrary, he represents reason, and the more he moves in the direction of emotion, such as knowing that saving the little girl is very dangerous, but still risking what he thinks is death.
This is irrational, but it fits the definition of positive light in human nature.
It is said that the biggest difference between humans and animals lies in the depth and breadth of thinking, and humans are superior.
If it is said that the dodge of seeking good fortune and avoiding evil reflects the rationality of animals, licking the calf deeply reflects the sensibility of animals.
So how can people who think more deeply and broadly than animals express themselves?
More complex calculations, more sincere emotions.
From this point of view, Xu Changqing feels that he is on the right path.
"Don't worry, I'm the wisest and most sensible of us, and I'll find a way to solve the problem."
"Oh."
Xu Changqing could feel that the little girl was a little insincere.
But on the other hand, he could also feel that the little girl had tried her best to choose to trust him.
She showed her attachment to him, but she didn't stop shivering, especially the shaking of her wardrobe, which further sparked her worries and fears.
Any emotion that is outside the normal range can be described as agitation, and fear is no exception.
As a representative of sensuality, the little girl is extremely sensitive, which means that it is very difficult to calm her down, her emotions are always fluctuating, and the only difference is positive and negative.
Xu Changqing guessed that if it was positive, the external performance would be daylight and hot. On the contrary, it is now, dark, cold.
And what about him? What is the reason he represents, responsible for this town?
He felt that it was the structure of everything in the town and so on.
If there is no reason, there is a good chance that this place will become a strange and distorted world. The reason why everything is normal is because he is here.
So what does the wardrobe represent?
It represents a secret, a secret that is often touched but is overlooked.
There is great danger in this secret, and it is very likely that it is triggered by emotions.
Emotional secrets that can jeopardize his full personality.
Or to put it another way, once revealed, it will deal a huge blow to him and put him in danger of collapsing his consciousness.
This secret is likely to be his number one enemy, and in his search for his scattered self, once the secret is detonated, it will collapse.
It's like being depressed and in a semi-confused state, and as a result, you remember all kinds of bad pasts, then you are likely to doubt life, fall into madness, and find it difficult to wake up again.
Burying, knowing some information is not necessarily a good thing, and it is better to choose to forget.
Thinking of this, Xu Changqing poured the oil in the pot on the wardrobe, and asked the little girl to close her eyes, then opened a gap in the wardrobe and sprinkled the oil into it, and he deliberately didn't look at it himself.
No matter what was inside, he chose to forget at this moment.
Then he lit the closet with a torch.
The little girl cried, "My toys are gone, and my home is gone!" ”
Xu Changqing said calmly: "You still have me, I promise you, no matter what you want, I will help you buy it, it will only be better than the past." ”
The little girl pursed her mouth: "Pull the hook." ”
Xu Changqing smiled and walked over to hook up with the little girl.
At that moment, the closet door seemed to be about to open due to the burning deformation.
Xu Changqing's eyes kept staring at that side, and when he saw this, he pulled out a kitchen knife from his back waist and turned around with a fierce knife.
Quiver!
The kitchen knife slashed at the door and door frame like a lock, sealing the cabinet door.
Then, in three or two strokes, he pulled the sheet into strips and twisted it into a rope.
Turning the knife holder in front of him, he took off his jacket and put it on the little girl, and then let her lie on his back and carry it on his back with a cloth rope like a backpack with a baby.
"Hold me tight, close your eyes, I'm here, and you have nothing to worry about."
"Oh!" The little girl wrapped her arms around Xu Changqing's neck, crossed her legs around his waist, and pillowed her side face between his shoulders and neck.
By this time, the wardrobe had been covered by fire, and the cabinet door opened, revealing the inside.
The meat puree, the color is very bright and moist, just like freshly slaughtered fresh meat, and even the blood is not exhausted and is so twisted into flesh and blood.
And in this fleshy mud, there are countless eyeballs, rolling, staring, and pupils will contract.
Xu Changqing chuckled and said, "It's good to burn, it's warm." ”
He turned around and opened the window, then tore off half of the window in two or two clicks and smashed it into the fire.
The other half of the window was fixed, and he pulled it over the single bed, stood on the bed and kicked it a few times.
At the same time, the roof began to darken rapidly, and soon a wet scene was formed, with blood dripping with mud.
By the time Xu Changqing used his booted right foot to clean up all the broken glass near the windowsill and threw out the small mattress, the roof was already like a bubbled biscuit, constantly falling down the meat mud.
There was also blood and mud on the walls, especially near the closet and the sconces.
Xu Changqing laughed: "Some things are just beyond their strength, in my world, my home is noisy, who do you think you are?" It's nothing more than that other people have all kinds of reluctance, and they are unwilling to cut it off easily, leaving loopholes, which are eroded by you taking the opportunity. ”
As he spoke, he threw the toys and wooden horses in the house into the fire to make the fire even bigger.
"Burn, burn me hard, even if it burns to the ground, I can still rebuild all the good. And you, you wait, if you don't take revenge, I won't call Xu Changqing. ”
"Huh? The name blurted out, it turned out that my name was Xu Changqing, very good, my core memory was retrieved. ”
As he spoke, the little girl on his back turned into light and disappeared into his body, making him suddenly feel a warm current surging through his body.
He suddenly had a lot more information.
He stepped forward and unplugged the socket wall lamp from the wall and stuffed it into his pocket.
This thing is a heart lamp, and the other party has just tried to defile or destroy it.
Without the little girl, he suddenly became a lot more neat, and simply cleaned up and threw more combustibles into the fire.
By this time, the fire had become a momentum, spreading in thick smoke, and it was only a matter of time before the entire cottage was set on fire.
And the mud of flesh with many eyes was already burning in the flames, and the eyes exploded, and the air smelled of rotten flesh burning.
Xu Changqing jumped from the window, and the mattress on the lawn played a cushioning role, so that he did not feel any discomfort.
Holding a homemade torch and entering through the main entrance, there was something in the darkness, but was forced back by the light of the flames.
The flame he possessed before could only be called a cognitive flame, and it was incomplete.
Now that you have the core emotional memory, you have more emotional flames.
Reason is cold, emotion is warm, and the unity of the two is the flame of life. There is no place in his world that cannot be lit by this flame, and there is nothing that cannot be ignited by it.
The wooden staircase leading to the second floor, which had previously been sprinkled with oil, now ignited at one o'clock. After that he went into the kitchen.
There was no one in the kitchen, so he smashed several chairs with a few clicks, threw the legs of the chairs on the stove, and then came to the backyard through the back door.
In the thick night fog, the family is hugging each other.
Seeing Xu Changqing coming out with a torch, they all breathed a sigh of relief.
The hostess said: "The home is gone!" ”
Xu Changqing smiled: "As long as we are together, anywhere can be home." My peace of mind is my hometown. ”
The hostess nodded, and the family hugged him one by one, and then disappeared one by one, merging into his body.
Finally, the hostess said, "You have to wake up as soon as possible." ”
Xu Changqing looked at his watch, 1:04.
"Don't worry, there are foreign objects coming to our big town, and our home is making trouble, and it is not okay not to pay some price."
"Then be careful."
"Don't worry, Mom."
When the hostess disappeared into his body, he closed his eyes for a moment, and then entered the mansion through the back door.
When he reached the door from the kitchen to the foyer, he was keenly aware that the sharpening rod on the small door leading to the basement was gone.
He turned back and took two chairs, one on top of the other, between the small door and the wall near the kitchen door.
Then, he took two more burning waste chairs and threw them into the northernmost corner of the foyer, before leaving the kitchen and entering the foyer.
By this time, the blanket on the staircase had been completely ignited, and the staircase itself had begun to burn.
Correspondingly, the areas that were not lit by the firelight were already very small, and in those places, there seemed to be countless tentacles coiling and writhing like snakes in the darkness, but they were always burned by the light, and it was difficult to stretch over.
Bell bell bell!
The phone rings, coming from the living room.
Xu Changqing thought about it, pulled half of the burning blanket from the stairs, and threw it into the living room.
Suddenly, a whistling sound sounded, and countless tentacles could be faintly seen jumping around.
Xu Changqing did not rush into the living room, but waited for the burning blanket to ignite the sofas in the living room, forming a fire that was difficult to extinguish, and then entered.
Picking up the phone, a female voice came from the other end of the phone: "I'm hiding in the place where we stay most, I feel like they're outside, you come quickly." ”
After that, without waiting for Xu Changqing to say anything, the phone hung up.
Xu Changqing thought for a moment.
The phone calls mean self-reminders.
In theory, what this woman represents is just as important to him.
Only this time, it is obvious that there is no such extreme familiarity that represents the self, but a different feeling.
He analyzed that it should be an important person in his life, and listening to his words, it is likely to be a lover, wife or the like.
On the overall analysis, he suspected that he was not only unconscious and wanted to wake up, but also accompanied by severe memory disorders. If he can't retrieve his memories in this world, then that part of his memories is very likely to be lost due to deep chaos, that is, people wake up, but lose their memories. It could be short-term or long-term.
He looked at his watch as he left the living room and saw that the time did not match the time on his watch.
5:30 is the same, but the other, the watch in the living room, shows the time half an hour faster than the watch.
After thinking about it for a moment, he turned his watch up for half an hour.
Here's how he thinks about it: it's not a standard time, it's a time that represents life force.
In other words, his body (specifically the brain) can support him to wake up within this time limit at most, otherwise his consciousness will fall into complete darkness, that is, brain death.
He interacted with the world and burned down his house, and this act of destruction will inevitably have some impact.
In doing so, he gained the light to restrain the hostile forces, but it also shortened the available time like a drink to quench his thirst.
So he chose to trust the accuracy of this time displayed in the living room.
Back in the foyer, the stairs were already half-burned, and he helped again, and poked down the red-hot charcoal, which was also a wooden staircase below, and it wouldn't be long before the charcoal was lit below.
The reason why he attaches so much importance to the basement is because of the metaphor of the concept of 'darkness hidden in the heart'.
He thinks that the monster he is fighting against is not in the attic, but underneath.
Soon after, he made more fires, and the whole cottage began to burn, and the smoke and flames broke through the burning glass windows, licking in all directions, and the fog was forced back by the scorching heat more than ten meters away.
In fact, the thick fog that enveloped the town was not so heavy at this time.
The dense fog symbolizes confusion, he has regained the most fundamental emotional memory, and his consciousness and personality have been basically complete, and he is naturally no longer as strong as before, but in fact he is troubled by all kinds of uncertainties.
Let's go! Moving to the next place is not only to save the memory of the most important person in your life besides yourself, but also to find a way out.
Until now, he had no clue how to wake up.
The road is walked by man, and he can only believe that the way out is waiting for him in front of him.
(End of chapter)