Even when she was in junior high school, after knowing that the other party was in the same school as herself, she thought about accosting her, but she was extremely nervous in her heart.

Miwa said that when she first saw her him, she was also nervous, but this is completely different from the nervousness she felt when she saw her idol.

At that time, Kaoru Miyazono began to be confused in her heart, and the conversation was over.

Of course, there is also a reason why there are three people, such as Ma Gongsheng, Sawabe Tsubaki, and Wataru Ryota, who can't get involved at all.

Miwa is the class president, the most popular girl in the class, and she is also happy to act as a confidant big sister to answer the questions she can solve for her classmates.

I remember that when she was in the first year of junior high school, when she was still that inconspicuous appearance, she mustered up the courage to ask Meihe class leader.

"If, if you stay with him, you will feel at ease, you will feel comfortable, and you will be reluctant to leave him easily, then you will like him between men and women."

"If, when you stay with him, you feel panic, you feel uneasy, you feel some kind of panic, then you just worship him, and you only like his talents, not him as a person."

Carefully recalling the short time with Arima Gongsheng yesterday, Kaoru Miyazono feels more and more like the feelings of fans for idols.

There is a huge gap between the status of the two, so there is a second sense of beauty and harmony. And now that the idol has fallen to the earth, he will feel happy and want to get close to him.

I want to save him, not only for him, but also to let the figure in my heart always be longed for by me.

I don't like him, I 'like' him.

Both of these are referring to Arima Gongsheng, but the two likes don't mean the same thing.

After thinking about this, Kaoru Miyazono realized that the guy next to him, staying with him, was completely in line with the first situation that Kazumi said.

Do I like him? Or do I have a crush on him?

Arima Xiandong saw Kaoru Miyazono falling into deep thought, he didn't interrupt when he spoke, but quietly waited for the other party to think, some things have to be figured out by others.

Otherwise, all your efforts will be in vain.

Gently getting up, he came to the desk and opened the drawer, wanting to see what the books Kaoru Miyazono had just put away.

He still knows too little about Kaoru Miyazono, so now that he has the opportunity to understand each other, he is willing to learn a little more.

The girl pondered for so long, which means that she really has a chance, otherwise the other party will just make it clear.

Reaching out and picking up the book, I looked at it, it was a book of poems, including Tagore's "The Farthest Distance in the World", Pushkin's "If Life Deceives You" and "My Epitaph" and so on.

I didn't expect Kaoru Miyazono to actually read these things, and he also knew the poem "The Farthest Distance in the World", which was a lyrical poem.

The main theme of this poem is that the farthest distance in the world is not the spatial distance of reality, but the distance between people's hearts.

There are other poems, all of which are thought-provoking poems.

She's still a literary girl!

At this time, he suddenly found that there was a medical record in the drawer, with the name of Kaoru Miyazono written on it, and under curiosity, Arima Xiandong picked it up, put down the poetry book, and began to check the medical record.

At this time, Kaoru Miyazono hadn't noticed that Arima Xiandong had left the bedside and saw the last thing she wanted everyone to know.

Kaoru Miyazono is still thinking about her feelings for Arima Xiandong.

I'm willing to pretend to be a couple with him, at least it won't be annoying! If you are willing to hold hands with him and make other intimate movements, you must at least have some good feelings! Willing to let him come to his house and want to confide in him, this is definitely not something that can be done without emotion.

She is not the kind of girl who can hold hands and hug anyone, she used to be a very old-fashioned girl, even if she liberates herself now, but the character in her bones will not change so easily.

Maybe it's because I'm very comfortable and secure to stay with him! Then, I also have a good impression of him.

However, now that she has figured it out in this way, her heart will be even more chaotic. This is what she imagined today.

I made it clear to Arima Xiandong that he was doing all this just to save Arima Gongsheng, and he didn't mean anything else, he didn't like him, and he didn't like Arima Gongsheng.

The reason why she did this was just to use the last bit of brilliance in her life to illuminate another person's life.

She ended up living a more meaningful life.

However, after spending some time with Arima Xiandong yesterday, she unconsciously changed her mind, and she subconsciously wanted Arima Xiandong to spend more time with her.

Until now, she is not even willing to tell the other party that she has little time left, and that her life may only be a year.

She was a little selfish and wanted to hide this, maybe she didn't want others to end up sad for her, maybe she wanted to bear it all alone.

But she wants more time to spend more time with Arima Xiandong, she is so entangled!

And the result of her entanglement was that she sat on the bed and couldn't help but make a 'hum chirp' sound similar to coquettishness as before.

But there's one more person in the room today!

This movement made both of them reflect at the same time, Arima Xiandong looked at Kaoru Miyazono, and Kaoru Miyazono saw the medical record in Arima Xiandong's hand.

"Ahh Don't look at that! Kaoru Miyazono is really panicking, what she was still struggling with just now has been seen by Arima Xiandong.

Arima Xiandong heard the shout, and subconsciously lifted the medical record, he actually just saw the middle position, but he knew at this moment that Kaoru Miyazono was suffering from a very serious illness.

Kaoru Miyazono shouted and rushed towards Arima Xiandong, without even wearing shoes, and went to Arima Xiandong barefoot, trying to snatch the medical records from Arima Xiandong's hands.

She is so seriously ill, but she insists on music and wants to save her brother, which makes Arima Xiandong admire.

At the same time, he also wanted to see the final result of Kaoru Miyazono getting this disease, he was a little worried, if it was more serious, then don't let the other party help!

After all, it's best to get sick as soon as possible.

Arima Xiandong raised his hand high, Kaoru Miyazono didn't succeed in grabbing it, but she stepped on Arima Xiandong's foot.

As a result, both of them lost their balance and fell backwards.

At the moment of falling, Arima Xiandong subconsciously wrapped his hands around the other party and hugged Kaoru Miyazono tightly, not wanting her to be injured.