Chapter 36: Sleeping with You Tonight
After Qin Xiu came out, Qin Xiu's grandfather and Aunt Li didn't say anything, just glanced at Qin Xiu and ate their meals.
Qin Xiu walked straight to the table and sat down, his heart was low, and he was eating with his head down.
In the room, Ling'er was dressed simply, and after washing, she came out of the room with great interest, with a light smile on her pretty face, and she was in a happy mood.
But when Ling'er pushed open the door and stepped out, her pupils contracted and her delicate body was shocked, her eyes were short, her beautiful eyebrows suddenly locked, and she stood in place for a long time.
Aunt Li looked up at Ling'er with a shallow smile on her face, and said, "Little Ling'er, long time no see." ”
Ling'er frowned tightly, her pretty face turned a little paler, looking at this extra Aunt Li, she suddenly felt uncalm in her heart.
"Aunt Li......"
Aunt Li smiled lightly and said, "There's nothing to be surprised about, it's not that you don't know that Aunt Li will come, today is the last day, you don't need me to remind you, right?"
Ling'er's beautiful eyes suddenly swelled up with tears, she looked at Qin Xiu, who was eating without saying a word, and suddenly turned around and returned to the room, slamming the door shut.
Qin Xiu raised his head and looked at Ling'er's door, his face was heavy, his chest couldn't help but rise and fall, his eyes were no longer bright, and they dimmed.
Aunt Li shook her head helplessly, while Qin Xiu's grandfather had a normal face, glanced at Ling'er's room, didn't speak, and continued to eat.
Aunt Li sighed lightly, looked at Qin Xiu, and said, "After eating, you go and persuade and comfort me." ”
"He still needs someone to persuade him, where can he Gu Ling'er. ”
Qin Xiu's grandfather opened his mouth and glanced at Qin Xiu, Qin Xiu's mind was very clear to him, compared to Ling'er, Ling'er was going home, and Qin Xiu was ......
Qin Xiu's heart moved slightly, and a strong feeling surged up again, gritting his teeth, this kind of pain was only something he could experience.
Aunt Li seemed to feel that she had said something she shouldn't have said, and looking at Qin Xiu's appearance, she felt inexplicably sad.
"Let's spend a day with Ling'er today. Aunt Li said gently.
After eating, Qin Xiu went into Ling'er's room, Ling'er lay on the table, crying silently, and her delicate body trembled slightly from time to time.
Qin Xiu felt a cramping pain in his heart inexplicably, how could his heart hurt? his heart was intact and beating healthily, but this was heartache, a strong feeling.
Qin Xiu felt a little sore in his throat, his throat was very dry, like a needle prick, he walked to Ling'er's side, and after a while, he straightened Ling'er's hair and said softly: "Ling'er, it will always come, there is no need to be too sad." ”
Qin Xiu was very weak, his heart was depressed, his thoughts were also mottled, and his mind was very complicated.
"Let's get out. Qin Xiujun smiled lightly.
Ling'er raised her head, crying and her pretty face, her beautiful eyes were red and swollen, her breathing was very unsteady, sobbing, tears were still flowing from the corners of her eyes, and the tear stains were obvious.
Qin Xiu gently wiped the corners of Ling'er's eyes and said, "Face it calmly, there is no need to escape, be happy." ”
Ling'er's beautiful eyes didn't blink, but the tears still fell, Qin Xiu looked distressed, but he didn't know what to do.
Holding hands and looking at each other's teary eyes, they were speechless and choked.
But that's it.
As Qin Xiu said, Ling'er didn't want to face this reality, she subconsciously forgot this time, her brain chose to escape, not to remember or remember, and consciously forgot it.
But after all, this is deceiving yourself, and when there is no way to escape and you have to face it, the feeling will be countless times stronger, because it will be like a sudden, unguarded suddenness, and no psychological preparation, so you can't accept it.
It is indeed painful to separate this kind of thing, there is nothing to be done about it, for Qin Xiu, it is enough to just make it less sad.
Aunt Li outside the house was also very sad in her heart, after all, Qin Xiu and Ling'er were grown up by her, and she had taken care of them for a long time, Qin Xiu and Ling'er were like this now, and her mood was somewhat affected.
"We've grown up. ”
Aunt Li sighed lightly, Aunt Li can understand this kind of feeling to some extent, and before she knows it, these two small families have their own thoughts.
Aunt Li's chest rose and fell, and said, "I don't know if Qin Qiong will regret not being the first when he feels this moment." ”
Qin Xiu's grandfather snorted and said, "He has done such a thing that is disagreeable in the world, how can he know the word confession." ”
Aunt Li sighed: "Actually, Qin Qiong still blames himself. ”
Qin Xiu's grandfather didn't have any expression on his face, and didn't speak again, Aunt Li glanced at Qin Xiu's grandfather, and didn't say anything more, she was thinking about how she would be kind to Qin Xiu to comfort Qin Xiu after the master left tomorrow.
From morning to evening, Qin Xiu and Ling'er have been staying outside, and there is a haze in their hearts, although the later pleasure will occupy the haze, but it will always flash inadvertently, and it is difficult to let go of the mood.
After a whole day, this day was unforgettable for Qin Xiu, and he wanted to remember Ling'er's appearance before leaving.
The sky was getting darker, and the mood was getting heavier and heavier, Qin Xiu and Ling'er sat on the edge of the courtyard and didn't say anything more, which was actually another kind of beauty.
The bright moon hung high as usual, the night sky descended again, and there was a faint sadness in the atmosphere, until Aunt Li asked Qin Xiu and Ling'er to have dinner, they didn't go back to the house, Ling'er didn't eat in the morning and noon.
There was no word on the table, and after eating, Aunt Li cleaned up the kitchen, and Qin Xiu and Ling'er walked around the village for a while.
Ling'er wanted to remember what this Pu Village looked like, remember the corners she had visited, and she couldn't let herself forget them.
It was late at night, Qin Xiu and Ling'er went back to the fence, the candle flame in the house was swaying gently, Aunt Li had closed the door after tidying up her room, and Qin Xiu's grandfather also didn't come out of his room again, maybe their mood was quite low at the moment.
Qin Xiu simply washed his face and feet, a reluctant smile appeared on Jun's face, straightened Ling'er's hair, and said, "Rest early." ”
Ling'er's pretty face was no longer smart, her beautiful eyes were no longer bright, her face was a little sickly white, she nodded, Qin Xiu's heart was very stuffy, a taste could not be spoken, and then went back to the room.
Sitting on the bed, Qin Xiu naturally had no intention of sleeping, and turned his head to look at the lonely night sky, and was distracted for a long time.
After a while, the knock on the door of the room brought Qin Xiu's mind back, Qin Xiu looked at the door, and then got out of bed and walked over.
When Qin Xiu opened the door, he was stunned, looked at the eyes, opened his mouth, and reacted after blinking.
"Ling'er, what are you doing here?"
Ling'er was dressed in thin white pajamas, she had just taken a shower, her black and bright hair was still a little wet, and her pretty face didn't have much expression, she looked at Qin Xiu and said, "Brother Qin Xiu, Ling'er is going to sleep with you tonight." ”
Qin Xiu opened his eyes, his face was full of surprise, and then said, "What are you talking about, why are you sleeping with me, hurry back to your room, don't make trouble." ”
Ling'er lowered her head, her white teeth bit her red lips, her beautiful eyes turned red, and Qin Xiu's heart was stabbed again, causing his body to tremble slightly.
"Ling'er, you're not young anymore, you know what that means. Qin Xiu said softly, a girl is already considered an adult at the age of fourteen, and Qin Xiu can't afford this responsibility.
I saw Ling'er looking at Qin Xiu, her beautiful eyes suddenly became very firm, and she said, "Brother Qin Xiu, this is a matter of time, but if Brother Qin Xiu doesn't have a plan, Ling'er will be considered amorous." ”
Qin Xiu was still embarrassed in his heart, Ling'er had already turned around, Qin Xiu was flustered, and hurriedly grabbed Ling'er's hand, and then grabbed Ling'er's arm, this short moment, Ling'er was already in tears when she turned around.
Qin Xiu's heart was like a knife again, because Ling'er had burst into tears several times, and he clenched his fists and couldn't forgive himself.