057 Tears, not dry

Pan An heard footsteps and broke free from the rune pages in the book, it was already starry outside, and the lights in the library had been on for a long time.

Following the voice, the person who came was the Yiren who had made Pan An wait for him.

Zhang Qiyu took a noteboard and made notes near the bookshelf, turned his back to Pan An and said: "It's closed, go out and wait for me, don't borrow books today, otherwise I will have to register when I go down." ”

Hearing Zhang Qiyu's words, Pan An looked at the ancient W County Chronicle on the table, he had just read half of it today, and the library would be closed for rest tomorrow, and if he didn't borrow books, he would have no books to read tomorrow.

"Just borrow two copies, don't violate the rules, be accommodating, right?" Pan An looked at the time, it was just half past seven, and there was still half an hour before the closing of the museum.

The library will be closed for one day a week to carry out internal system organization and internal maintenance, such as the purchase of new books, the maintenance and repair of old books, the inspection of computer systems, and various inspections.

Zhang Qiyu doesn't have many things, and tomorrow without her is equivalent to a normal company's holiday and rest.

Hearing Pan An's words, Zhang Qiyu stood up and walked over, glanced at the two books Pan An was reading, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll bring it to you when I go out, you go outside and wait for me." ”

"Good. Pan An picked up the high school textbooks he was carrying and walked outside.

Since I got acquainted with Zhang Qiyu, these books can be brought in openly.

The books you bring have nothing to do with the library, the books in the library need to be registered before you can borrow them, and Pan An never asked Zhang Qiyu to help him break any rules.

Pan An understands, Pan An understands very well.

Many places have their own rules, and even if it's not yet time to get off work, it's time for the staff in the library to stop taking over the work.

Who made this rule?

It doesn't matter who made it, since you are here, you have to abide by the rules here, and Pan An needs to say good things to borrow books smoothly.

The world is like this, many times there is nothing wrong with itself, what is wrong is that it hinders others and harms the interests of others, so if you don't say good things and don't take the initiative, you can't protect the interests you deserve.

After leaving work at eight o'clock, the people in the library cleaned up in advance, cleaned up and sorted out in advance, otherwise it would be delayed until eight or nine o'clock when they were cleaned up.

I just want to leave work early.

Not only in the library, but also in Internet cafes, which will affect the cashier's records and cause trouble for people.

For example, if the shift is handed over at eight o'clock, the cashier will not sell anything after six o'clock, and if he is hungry, he will be hungry, and he can't cause trouble to people, right?

This phenomenon is a common phenomenon, Pan An thought it was strange at first, and it was not strange when he saw it more.

Rules govern people, and people can rebel against rules.

Unless it's the kind of people who set the rules to the death, the people who uphold the rules and those who are governed by the rules will change the rules to the ones they can adapt to.

Pan An sat on the steps outside the library, and now that night was falling, the street lights near the square were also on, and many people were chatting and playing in the square.

Summer nights are always extra lively, Pan An was a little nervous at this time, and he didn't know how to develop with Zhang Qiyu next.

I have watched a lot of TV series, for example, many Korean dramas have the kind of picture of men and women hugging and kissing together after confessing.

It's embarrassing just thinking about this kind of thing!

Pan An tried to calm himself down.

"She and I haven't known each other for very long, and we don't know much about each other. ”

"Although judging from the attitude of Li Yan and her parents, most of them don't have a boyfriend, but even so, it has nothing to do with themselves, right?"

"I should just have that kind of good impression of Zhang Qiyu, I shouldn't be the kind of person who is affected by the lower body, otherwise I should choose the more sexy Li Yan. ”

Thinking of Li Yan, Pan An thought of what Li Yan had done to him before, and thought of the memory of himself and Li Yan being in a public place and being massaged by Li Yan's feet......

The memory of this kind of thing is very profound!

Pan An's memory is very good, and it is manifested in this kind of place...... I can clearly recall the touch at the beginning, as well as the emotional fluctuations at that time.

Although it was just a momentary pleasure at that time, followed by self-blame and shock, Pan An also admitted that he was hard at that time.

Li Yan's long white legs and explosive figure appeared in Pan An's mind again and again.

Just when Pan An was thinking about whether to buy a bottle of mineral water to calm down, Zhang Qiyu walked out of the library.

"Let's go, I'm driving. ”

Zhang Qiyu said a word when he passed by Pan An, and then walked out directly.

Seeing this, Pan An followed, and he was embarrassed to say or do anything in this place.

It's not far from the coastal community, and cars outside can't enter the school, so Pan An didn't know that Zhang Qiyu was a group of people with cars.

However, when I think of the image of each other's parents and relatives, I feel that it is not a strange thing to have a car.

Soon, the two walked to the parking place, Zhang Qiyu took the key and pressed it on the car, and the car made a beeping sound from a distance of two meters.

Zhang Qiyu opened the car door easily, but did not go in, but opened the door to look at Pan An, who was having a large number of his own cars.

"I don't know the road, you can drive. ”

Pan An smiled embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I can't drive." ”

Zhang Qiyu was quite surprised, it is really too rare for a person who is twenty-seven or eighteen years old to not know how to drive......

At least in Zhang Qiyu's life circle, there is basically no such person, usually he goes to take the driver's license test at the age of eighteen, and he is twenty years old at the latest.

Whether it is a young man or a woman or an elder in his forties and fifties, even if he does not drive, he will take a driver's license and put it there.

Driving skills are already a must-have skill for young men and women today, after all, cars are no longer the luxury goods of twenty or thirty years ago, and families in small rural areas can afford to buy them.

People who can't drive at the age of twenty-seven or eighteen really have some ...... unless they have physical problems Wasted.

"Okay, get in the car. Zhang Qiyu sat in the driver's seat, and when he fastened his seat belt, he naturally beckoned Pan An to get into the car.

Pan An looked at Zhang Qiyu, who was wearing a seat belt with his head down, walked around the car to the co-pilot, and then sat in this women's car that I don't know how much it was, but it looked expensive.

Pan An didn't know anything about the brand and price of the car, but he could feel the difference between the car and ordinary taxis.

After the car door was closed, Zhang Qiyu did not drive in a hurry, and the car did not start.

"Pan An, tell me, what are you looking for me?" Zhang Qiyu didn't look at Pan An, just quietly looked at the dark night in front of him, and didn't even turn on the headlights.

Pan An looked at the night ahead, and could see the stars and street lamps in the distance.

"What do you think of me?"

This question was asked a little suddenly, and Zhang Qiyu leaned back in the chair after hearing this question, putting his hands on the steering wheel and not speaking.

The air became much quieter, and after three seconds of silence, Zhang Qiyu slowly opened his mouth.

"You're a good person. ”

Pan An looked out the window, leaned on the window with one hand, and supported his cheek with the back of his hand, "That's ......"

Perhaps aware of Pan An's reaction, Zhang Qiyu explained: "I don't hate you, I don't dislike you, I feel that if it's you, it's okay to make do, I'm different from Li Yan, and I'm not the same as those little girls in school, I don't believe in any love, and it's enough if my temper is suitable and I don't hate it." ”

Pan An was still looking out the window, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After Zhang Qiyu spoke, he continued: "I'll be honest, I don't mind what your family background is, and I don't mind your academic qualifications, these can be changed, in my opinion, you are the kind of person who is willing to learn, and you won't be bored if you are with you, but you won't quarrel either, I think it's good." ”

After a pause, Zhang Qiyu looked sideways at Pan An, looking at the man who was not looking at him.

"I don't feel your sincerity! I also know that you, like me, are looking for someone with the purpose of getting married, and you come to me just as an excuse, just like if you confess to me now, I will agree, because when I need to make a choice. ”

"I don't hate you, I'm at this age, and that's for those two reasons. ”

Zhang Qiyu looked ahead again, leaned on the saddle, and remained silent with Pan An again.

In this small space, time began to pass incredibly slowly.

After three or four minutes, Pan An said, "I'm sorry. ”

Zhang Qiyu sighed and said slowly: "It's okay, how are you thinking about it?" I don't mind getting used to it with you for a while, and I can slowly cultivate my relationship." ”

When a woman reaches the age of almost thirty, she has never been in love once, not only her parents, but also her own pressure.

Zhang Qiyu felt that Pan An did not meet his expected requirements in many aspects, such as education, conversation, family, his own ability, social circle, and temperament, all of which were unqualified!

Needless to say, elementary school graduates, junior high school and high school are self-taught, and you can imagine how wasted your youth was.

The conversation is a bit silly, and many places are very naΓ―ve.

The family doesn't understand, but it won't be the kind of responsible family.

His own ability is close to the level of a wasted person, and he can't drive a car, and most of the abilities that are necessary for some social occasions are also not.

As for the social circle, I stay with some chengguan all day long, and I know some useless people, who have no academic qualifications and abilities, and it is impossible to enter the circle of those excellent people.

The heart is weak, which can be seen from the usual words and learning, and when encountering things, he always thinks and reflects from the position of a good person.

The only advantage is that he is a good person, and although he will not be romantic when he gets along, he will not have any quarrels, and he will not do anything sorry for himself.

Zhang Qiyu doesn't expect anything, nor is she short of money, and she doesn't pursue material life excessively.

So the man in front of him who will not betray himself is a good choice.

Pan An has used mind magic and has seen and heard his own "heart".

Pan An looked at the night ahead, and could see the stars and street lamps in the distance.

"What do you think of me?"

This question was asked a little suddenly, and Zhang Qiyu leaned back in the chair after hearing this question, putting his hands on the steering wheel and not speaking.

The air became much quieter, and after three seconds of silence, Zhang Qiyu slowly opened his mouth.

"You're a good person. ”

Pan An looked out the window, leaned on the window with one hand, and supported his cheek with the back of his hand, "That's ......"

Perhaps aware of Pan An's reaction, Zhang Qiyu explained: "I don't hate you, I don't dislike you, I feel that if it's you, it's okay to make do, I'm different from Li Yan, and I'm not the same as those little girls in school, I don't believe in any love, and it's enough if my temper is suitable and I don't hate it." ”

Pan An was still looking out the window, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After Zhang Qiyu spoke, he continued: "I'll be honest, I don't mind what your family background is, and I don't mind your academic qualifications, these can be changed, in my opinion, you are the kind of person who is willing to learn, and you won't be bored if you are with you, but you won't quarrel either, I think it's good." ”

After a pause, Zhang Qiyu looked sideways at Pan An, looking at the man who was not looking at him.

"I don't feel your sincerity! I also know that you, like me, are looking for someone with the purpose of getting married, and you come to me just as an excuse, just like if you confess to me now, I will agree, because when I need to make a choice. ”

"I don't hate you, I'm at this age, and that's for those two reasons. ”

Zhang Qiyu looked ahead again, leaned on the saddle, and remained silent with Pan An again.

In this small space, time began to pass incredibly slowly.

After three or four minutes, Pan An said, "I'm sorry. ”

Zhang Qiyu sighed and said slowly: "It's okay, how are you thinking about it?" I don't mind getting used to it with you for a while, and I can slowly cultivate my relationship." ”

When a woman reaches the age of almost thirty, she has never been in love once, not only her parents, but also her own pressure.

Zhang Qiyu felt that Pan An did not meet his expected requirements in many aspects, such as education, conversation, family, his own ability, social circle, and temperament, all of which were unqualified!

Needless to say, elementary school graduates, junior high school and high school are self-taught, and you can imagine how wasted your youth was.

The conversation is a bit silly, and many places are very naΓ―ve.

The family doesn't understand, but it won't be the kind of responsible family.

His own ability is close to the level of a wasted person, and he can't drive a car, and most of the abilities that are necessary for some social occasions are also not.

As for the social circle, I stay with some chengguan all day long, and I know some useless people, who have no academic qualifications and abilities, and it is impossible to enter the circle of those excellent people.

The heart is weak, which can be seen from the usual words and learning, and when encountering things, he always thinks and reflects from the position of a good person.

The only advantage is that he is a good person, and although he will not be romantic when he gets along, he will not have any quarrels, and he will not do anything sorry for himself.

Zhang Qiyu doesn't expect anything, nor is she short of money, and she doesn't pursue material life excessively.

So the man in front of him who will not betray himself is a good choice.

Pan An has used mind magic and has seen and heard his own "heart".

Zhang Qiyu's reaction and mood confided in Pan An to understand that in fact, he did not take a detour, nor did he betray the original self.

Subconsciously, I need a woman, not because I really need a woman.

I reacted to Li Yan because I didn't respect that kind of girl with an active personality, and after seeing Li Yan's deliberately exposed figure and sexy tone, I had an impulse.

Subconsciously, I see the other party as the kind of casual and self-loving woman.

As for Zhang Qiyu, he doesn't really like it, but he doesn't want to affect his studies because of women's affairs.

Zhang Qiyu is very in line with her needs in all aspects, there will be no hardships with her, and she can also use Zhang Qiyu to get more convenience and better improve herself.

From the beginning, he did not betray himself, and everything he did was to move forward along the path he set his mind to do!

The oath made is not bullshit!!

yes, it's always been that way......

The tears at the beginning did not fall and disappeared, nor did they show others, those weak tears left an imprint on their hearts that will not be forgotten, like knives pierced in their hearts.

After realizing his true heart, Pan An turned to look at Zhang Qiyu, apologized, and said with a smile: "I'm very sorry, thank you very much, I think I still need to continue to improve myself, there are still a lot of shortcomings, I won't delay you to go home for dinner~"

Pan An opened the car door and left the car, he didn't know what elegant and high-end restaurants were, so it was better not to be ashamed.

Zhang Qiyu looked at Pan An who went out, and after Pan An was about to walk out and disappear, Zhang Qiyu suddenly shouted: "Pan An, will you come to study tomorrow?"

"I won't go tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I'll go when the door opens. ”

Pan An waved his hand and slowly walked into the night.

Back home, Pan An wrote the novel on the website as usual, then had a meal, and washed up and fell asleep after watching an episode of the Korean drama.

In his sleep, Pan An dreamed of Li Yan, who was angry, Zhang Qiyu, who was gentle and cold, and Gu Xue, who had a pair of beautiful legs.

They slowly approached Pan An, and the seductive red lips slowly became clear......

Early in the morning, Pan An rarely slept until eight o'clock before waking up.

There was some discomfort under his body, Pan An sat up, slowly looked under him, and after lifting the thin quilt and looking at it, he saw wet marks on the underwear, as well as stained sheets.

"I lost my dream again...... Pan An said, but strangely he was not surprised, and accepted this kind of thing very calmly.

It seems to have been a dream yesterday, but I can't remember what it was.

Probably left all his thoughts in the ambiguity peculiar to dreams, and after falling into the reality called lucidity, he looked around at a loss.

"It's time to learn. ”

Pan An stepped out of bed and started a new day.