"Yes, but it's limited in terms of number of times and occasions, it's not something you get, and you can only use it if you feel it's extremely safe or extremely dangerous. After all, these are not the fruits of your labor, and I guarantee the safety of the results. Lu Haoran said seriously.

I understand this, just use it, I don't plan to wear it on my body, in case it is robbed by the enemy, then I don't regret dying? Lu Haoran has such a behavior, which is also an extremely normal reaction.

Eradicating these things that Lu Haoran is talking about now, Xiang must have appeared before an existence like me, or the one before me was also like this, and I was like me, knowing that I was fake, but I still chose to work hard, and finally passed on the memory, hoping that the next self could take the road I didn't take instead of me. Thinking about it like this, I suddenly understood that Lu Haoran said that I had seen a complete individual, and it was not a substitute for others. This point is actually reasonable, those who had a good relationship with Jiang Hui before me, when they came to me, the relationship was either gone or estranged.

I remember that I used to like to drink with people in the dormitory, but after that I always ran to the rented house and rarely went to the dormitory, although there were also reasons for my passivity.

But to be understandable, I did have less contact with the people I used to keep in touch with.

This should be considered a kind of tribute, and admittedly, in doing so, I do seem to be a unique me, not a self inherited from the past, we only have memories in common, and this kind of messy memories that have been altered. This is really as Lu Haoran said, he was him before that day, and I am me after that day.

At the end of the day, what is life?

Is my purpose fake? I don't seem to have a purpose, what I want to do now is just to follow the crowd and everyone has to do it. Is my memory fake? It seems to be. But these are all things that really happened to this body in this way, and maybe it wasn't in life before college, but what does it matter? Who can guarantee that their memories are not fake?

Really, I remember what a movie says, the world started three minutes ago. What the world is like, and how can someone like me care about it? Didn't you talk about the explicit and implicit phenomena before? I think it's just right to use it here.

Even if the world started three minutes ago or three years ago, and I have the memories from before that, then it must have happened in the world outside of this world or in some other form that I don't understand, after all, how did this world come about?

Since the world began three years ago, how did the world come about three years ago? The world is copied, or in a different way that I don't understand, the world is moving. Whatever form it takes, even if there is a pause in the middle, with thousands or even tens of thousands of years of stagnation, in my memory, they exist.

In the final analysis, the sign that marks a person's existence is the person's memory, and then the person's habits, and people are made up of habits.

I firmly believe that even if the world has only been in this world for three years, it has been going on in other places, and nothing is blank.

It seems that there is hope again, and my heart feels a little better. Yes, Lu Haoran admitted that I was a separate existence from the beginning, and in order to cut off my connection with my past me, he deliberately chose me and Jiang Hui to transform when I was there. In order to make a break with the past me. Now, what happened to me is really my thing, it is my memory, some of the habits I have, some of my movements, the bonds of fighting with my mates, these things are things that I didn't have before. Well, in fact, I should say that I don't remember, I don't have to compare, but even if there is a comparison, this is still my answer, and those habits that belong to me still belong to me.

So I have both the conditions that mark the existence of human beings, so why should I deny this ephemeral but real me?

In fact, if I think about it carefully, it is true, these goals of mine are all recent, I have people I like, some people who like me, what I want to do, and even the money I spend now, all of which I have obtained by myself during this time, except for some things that I inherited from the previous one, most of the other things now are obtained by myself.

In this way, I am indeed my own being, I am not false, although it is short, but I live my life.

Shaking away the mist, I proved that I existed, not so desperate, although the situation was still so urgent, but at this time I felt that the colors around me had changed, from black and white tones, to find their original colors.

It's short, but my life is my life, and I'm desperate, but I haven't given up.

I figured it out.

When I looked at Lu Haoran again, I found that his body had become blurred, and it was the kind of electric image projection that had been short-circuited and jumped and jumped.

Then in the blur, I found that Lu Haoran turned out to be the female version of Lu Haoran in my memory and the previous me?

couldn't help but be shocked,

"Lu Haoran, are you a man or a woman? I'm uncomfortable with you like this, you know? You're my best friend, and that's all I can count on. "I was taken aback, but it's okay, I accept all the exaggerated things, and the fact that Lu Haoran is a woman is actually not too much of a fuss.

I just said that, but Lu Haoran, the female version of the illusion over there, thought about it for a while, and then replied to me in a very serious and girlish tone,

"Men and women, attackers and bearers!"

What! Can you not talk nonsense, what is called offensive and acceptable, are you kid, oh no, you should say sister, you still have my idea?

"By the way, you haven't explained it to me yet. Why did my world only appear three years ago, and now I digress, the most critical point, but you didn't answer me. ”

"This one. I forgot, so I'm busy enlightening you, we're in the Sumeru mustard seed now, we're ...... Should...... It's ......"

Suddenly, the female version of Lu Haoran's voice became intermittent, and her hallucinations became blurred, as if the signal had been cut off.

"Next time, they're coming, I'm leaving."

Then the female version of Lu Haoran suddenly disappeared.