Zheng Feng sighed, and then said, Ren Cangran is the eldest brother of Qi Cong, who led the way just now, he is the leader of the "Northern Gang" in this area, he has a lot of power, and he has a lot of gangs, I borrowed five thousand yuan from him, and said that he would pay him back at the end of the year, but his subordinates came to urge me to pay back the money from time to time.

Di Yeyue sat on the chair and looked at Zheng Feng's black and thin body, knowing that his body was severely malnourished, and he was also struggling to support it, and the dim hut was full of desolation.

Zheng Feng looked at Di Yeyue and said lightly, "Miss Lu, I know you are a kind person, I blamed you in the square, but you broke the siege for our father and daughter, I, Zheng Feng, am really grateful to you, thank you!" ”

Zheng Feng, a man with an upright personality, stood up and wanted to thank Di Yeyue, but Di Yeyue grabbed Zheng Feng's hand.

She took off her sunglasses and revealed her appearance, Zheng Feng inadvertently raised his eyes to see Di Yeyue's appearance, he sighed, and said in his heart, "This girl really gave birth to a good look!" ”

Di Yeyue pressed Zheng Feng to the edge of the bed again, asked him to sit down, and then asked, "Uncle Zheng, I always felt that you had something unspeakable?" Tell me about it! ”

Zheng Feng heard Di Yeyue's inquiry, the man was suddenly silent, silent for a long time, and then slowly spoke, "Zheng Xiu's mother Li Ya and I both graduated from a university, we are classmates, when we were in college, we once went to the countryside together to carry out love activities, after witnessing the poverty of the local villagers, Li Ya and I were deeply touched in our hearts, Li Ya proposed to come here after graduating from college to teach, I didn't agree with this suggestion at first."

But Li Ya is very stubborn, once she decides on one thing, no matter how others persuade her, she will not change her mind, so she persuaded me to go to that village to teach, so we secretly decided to go there to teach after graduating from college, after graduating from college, we ignored the opposition and obstruction of our families, realized the original promise, and resolutely came to the poor village.

When we arrived in that village, you don't know how memorable it was, but I still think about it from time to time, when all the men, women and children of the village came out to welcome us, and we could see in their eager eyes how much they wished that we would come and educate their children, and their children needed to study.

Li Ya and I were very touched at that time, and we privately decided to dedicate our lives here, even if we die, we will be buried here, and we must teach the children here to read.

In addition to our husband and wife, there was also a teacher in the school, the teacher came later than us, when he first came was also full of enthusiasm, his enthusiasm for work was very high, he could endure hardships, and he dared to endure hardships, but he did not resist the test of time, he only taught in that village for a month, and then chose to leave, and he finally couldn't stand the hardships there.

Li Ya and I continued to teach there, life was still very hard, we encouraged each other not to bow to the difficulties here, but gradually, I still found that Li Ya was slowly changing, although it was not obvious, but I was still slowly aware of it, she initially complained that some students in the school were too naughty, did not like to study, and very worried her, she felt that she was physically and mentally exhausted. ”

When Zheng Feng said this, his eyes moistened, and he said with some emotion, "Miss Lu, you don't know, how bad the conditions we live in are, it is far worse than the place we live in now, we have to get up early every day to pick up coal and make a fire, we sometimes don't even have food to eat and give lectures to students hungry, and our income is extremely meager, and we can't support our lives at all."

But we both gritted our teeth and persevered, especially after Li Ya became pregnant in the second year, our life was more difficult, Li Ya could not continue to teach because of pregnancy, so I had to teach the children to read by myself, I was born with a leg disease, coupled with fatigue, so that I walked with a limp later, but I still did not lose confidence, nothing in my heart at that time could stop my determination to continue to stay there.

But Li Ya's changes have changed all this, and I didn't pay attention to the little things she complained about the children's naughty and disobedient at first.

But I gradually found that her temper is getting worse and worse, and she used to be able to give lectures to the students like teachings, but she didn't know why she became impatient, and she sometimes ignored the students' problems, and later I learned that her heart had changed, she was no longer the Li Ya who was not afraid of hardship before, she had changed, and I already felt that she was a little strange.

Finally one day she told me that she didn't want to stay here for the rest of her life, she didn't want to leave her youth here, Zheng Xiu was less than a year old at that time, I persuaded her to stay here, to do not forget her original intention, but she shook her head with tears and didn't listen to my persuasion at all, she said that she couldn't stand this life anymore.

We went through persuasion, quarrels, stalemates, and sometimes we didn't even say a word for a day, and I don't understand why she became the way she is, she proposed and persuaded me in the first place, and it ended up like this, and when I decided to dedicate my life here, she betrayed her promise.

We argued, and finally something happened that made her make up her mind, we received a wedding invitation from a college classmate, and we went back to the city and attended that classmate's wedding, and at the wedding scene, we met a lot of college classmates, and saw their current situation, and then looked at our situation, and the gap was indeed very large, almost a world of difference.

In fact, I also had a sense of disparity at that time, but Li Ya couldn't accept such a reality, and when she returned to the countryside from the city, she offered to leave here again, but I categorically refused.

So not long after, on a rainy day, Li Ya said goodbye without saying goodbye, she didn't say goodbye to our father and daughter, just left our father and daughter, there has been no news for all these years, and I went to find her and there was no whereabouts, she seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Over the years, Zheng Xiu and I have depended on each other, and then a school was built in the village, new teachers came, and all the teaching conditions were improved, but I chose to leave, I have been there for ten years, and finally I broke my promise, isn't it ridiculous?

Zheng Feng ended his story excitedly, Di Yeyue looked at the dusk outside the window, and she suddenly felt that she couldn't see through the world.