Chapter 39: Terminal Illness

"You even have amnesia, and now you can't see it at all!" Kaoru Miyazono's eyes widened, trying to find something unusual about Arima Xiandong.

After looking around, she found that Youma Xiandong was only a little more handsome than ordinary people, and there was nothing else special.

Arima Xiandong was speechless for a while, "Is this amnesia?" The problem in the head, you definitely can't see it from the outside, and you don't know what kind of brain circuit you have! ”

"Hehe, geniuses are usually not understood!" Kaoru Miyazono stuck out her tongue and said with an unusually cute look.

Arima Xiandong couldn't help but turn his head, this scene made him a little uncontrollable, and he wanted to reach out and hold the girl in his arms, it was so cute.

Seeing Arima Xiandong's movements, the smart Kaoru Miyazono suddenly understood the reason.

Even with her character, she couldn't help but blush a little now, but she didn't make a move like turning her head.

She had already made up her mind that she would not run away from it in the future.

After some ambiguous atmosphere, the two continued to chat.

"By the way, why did you go from the way you used to be?"

Arima Xiandong's back doesn't hurt too much, but his buttocks are still a little uncomfortable, and it's also very painful when he lies down.

Besides, lying on a girl's bed is not a polite thing to do.

So he got up and got out of bed, walked to the edge of the bookshelf, looked at the items on the shelf, and took a picture frame from it.

He stretched out his hand and pointed to the inside of the frame, which showed a girl with long blond hair.

This is Kaoru Miyazono, and he still recognizes it.

However, Kaoru Miyazono in the photo is not the current dress, it should be the previous daily dress.

The bangs are relatively long, a little to cover the eyes, and the hair is tied casually at the shoulders, which just covers part of the face. And, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses.

Although it has a small face that seems to be the size of a palm, it is definitely not as beautiful and cute as it is now.

The way she looks now, with goose-yellow shawl hair, ruddy face, some scattered air bangs, and that face that is always 'smirking', she is a likable girl no matter how you look at it.

People are chasing beauty, and Ma Xiandong is no exception, a girl with spiritual beauty and external beauty, everyone will be moved!

Kaoru Miyazono also got up, took the photo frame in Arima Xiandong's hand, touched the photo inside, and said with some nostalgia: "Wasn't my previous appearance very inconspicuous?" ”

"Well, it's a bit inconspicuous." Ma Xiandong replied truthfully, but his answer would not be just like this, otherwise he would be nagged by the girl in front of him.

"However, if you look closely, you will still find your shining point." Saying this, Arima Xiandong pointed out some of the advantages that Kaoru Miyazono had in the past.

Listening to Arima Xiandong's words, Kaoru Miyazono's eyes were full of brilliance, and she said a little unnaturally: "It seems that you still have a pair of eyes that are good at discovering beauty!" ”

"So, do you want to know why I'm the way I am?"

Kaoru Miyazono's voice suddenly trembled, as if she was about to say something terrible.

Youma Xiandong noticed the girl's demeanor and hurriedly said: "If it makes you uncomfortable, then don't do it!" ”

"I didn't come to your house to make you cry, I would be anxious when I saw a girl crying."

Ma Xiandong's words actually omitted a part, that is, 'I like it', he will be anxious when he sees the girl he likes crying.

"Arima-kun is really gentle!" Kaoru Miyazono's tears flowed out of her eyes at some point, and she reached out to wipe her tears, but the tears continued.

Arima Xiandong is not wood, seeing this scene, he hurriedly found a tissue, took out some and handed it to Kaoru Miyazono.

After a while, Kaoru Miyazono had some red eyes and looked at Arima Xiandong.

And Arima Xiandong also experienced the feeling of the idiom 'pear blossoms with rain' in this process.

It turns out that there are really people who can cry like 'pear blossoms with rain'!

"Sorry! Xiandong, let you laugh. Kaoru Miyazono's voice was a little hoarse, which was a sign of crying for a long time.

"It's okay, I haven't seen a girl cry so beautifully. You are also beautiful just now, and the beauty is 、、、."

"Alright! Don't think about words, let's talk about the question we just had. ”

Kaoru Miyazono smiled again, Arima Xiandong didn't ask why she was crying just now, and she didn't mean to explain.

"However, Xian Dongjun, you have to promise me that you have to sit quietly and listen to me whatever I say later, otherwise I won't say anything."

Arima Xiandong felt a little strange, but he didn't refute the girl, and sat on the edge of the bed very obediently, making a posture of listening quietly.

"Okay, I'm starting to talk about it!"

"I have been in poor health since I was a child, and I was in the hospital twice in three days, and my childhood was basically spent in the smell of disinfectant water."

"And then my mom and dad wanted me to learn an instrument and concentrate on something in order to make me happy, and everything else would be neglected."

"And it's true, after your brother Arima's piano competition, I was ready to learn the violin. The reason I told you is that I want to play with Arima Gongsheng and my idol on stage. ”

"Since then, I have also been studying the violin seriously, following every teaching of the teacher, and never daring to go beyond the slightest."

"However, in my heart, the original joyful piano competition has always reverberate. I sometimes think, that's the real music, that's the music I love! ”

"I don't dare to disobey my teacher's teachings, I don't dare to play that kind of music. The teachers wanted to win the prize, and I knew that the teacher was really good for me. ”

"However, I was really unhappy. Fortunately, the music world of the violin will also give me a lot of different kinds of happiness, and I can sustain it. ”

"Three years ago, I learned that Arima Gongsheng was no longer playing the piano, and I had something else in mind."

"When I was in the first grade of junior high school, I fainted and was discharged from the hospital. I was hospitalized for longer and longer, I basically couldn't go to school, and I knew how bad my health was. ”

"One night, in the waiting room of the hospital, I saw my dad and mom crying. That's when I knew one thing. ”

"I don't have much time left. You have also seen that medical record, which is the disease that makes people afraid. Now, though, I'm not afraid of it. ”

As he spoke, Kaoru Miyazono made a fist gesture to show that he was fearless.

"That's when I was ready to start rushing."

"Because I regret that I can't bring it into heaven, I began to mess around willfully."