"She seems to have said that she was going to transport you to some big brother Zi." I added.

"What ......" Qin Yulin's face was full of disbelief at first, then it turned into shock, and finally it turned into disappointment and even despair.

"It's over, it's really over, it looks like they're really going to abandon me." Qin Yulin said to himself.

"What abandonment? Do you want to be clear? I hurriedly asked, what abandoned Qin Yulin? Don't their camp want Qin Yulin?

"Alas......" Qin Yulin sat on the steps at the top of the stairs, first looking at the wall and then at me, and said slowly,

"Actually, I also knew, I knew they were going to abandon me, but I didn't expect to dispose of me so soon."

"What do you mean? You can make it clear, huh? I still don't understand what Qin Yulin is saying at all, as long as I hug my skirt, sit next to Qin Yulin, look into his eyes, and "ask him strictly".

"It's not because of you!" Qin Yulin suddenly looked at me with extreme complaint, just like the kind of eyes that a little girl complains about her boyfriend.

"Me?" I don't understand, what does this have to do with me?

"That's right, it's because of you, if I hadn't done it twice, my eldest brother wouldn't have thought I was too incompetent and decided to abandon me."

When he said this, I was speechless, and I couldn't explain it, this kind of thing, I can't say who is right and who is wrong, there are just who is powerful, who is more powerful, after all, survival of the fittest is the eternal law that has remained unchanged in this world for hundreds of millions of years.

"Actually, I don't like them very much, they are too rational, they want to be perfect in everything. It's true that I'm not doing well, but that's not what I want to, and it's not all because of you. I really didn't expect Xie Guanxin to be so cunning, and the eyes hidden on your body actually fell off and became fake. ”

The meaning of complaining in these words is even heavier, and I am very embarrassed, what should I do? I can't give it to you, after all, it took us a long time and a lot of energy to investigate, and although I have a good relationship with you, I can't just give it to you for nothing. After all, this is not the fruit of my labor alone, and I can't decide it alone.

I didn't speak, I didn't apologize, I didn't take it for granted, I just looked straight into his eyes, looking for a docking line of sight, hoping to let him know what I was thinking in my heart from our docking gaze.

But the situation was not as smooth as I imagined, because I never had Qin Yulin's gaze, he always looked at him, and subconsciously avoided the gaze cast by my eyes.

"Thank you just now, if you hadn't come out of me, they would definitely use my obsidian as an upgrade material, and if it was consumed, then I would have changed back to me before the transformation, and my memory will definitely be tampered with by them, in a sense, the current existence of me will be erased."

What Qin Yulin said was very pitiful, I don't understand what he said? Whether you are before or after your transformation, aren't you Qin Yulin Qin Yulin? Aren't you who didn't transform? It's like me, I haven't transformed, although there are a lot of strange experiences, but I'm still me, I still haven't changed, without these strange experiences, I'm not me? Is my personality disappearing at this moment?

"Aren't you still you? How could it disappear? What's your real name? If you disappear, I'll go and play with you who didn't transform. I can still make our relationship great. "What I said is true, I know that you are Xue Kongqin who has not transformed, and you should know it now, I am trying my best to get close to you.

But Qin Yulin smiled bitterly, an extremely bitter smile came out of his eyes, and then, instead of looking at me, he looked down at the cement steps between his feet, and said slowly,

"Xie Guanxin, you say, people are the process or the result? Choose one of the two. ”

Is the person a process or a result?

Isn't this question obvious? When we talk about people in our daily lives, what is used to mark that person? Medical doctor Zhang Moumou, vice chairman Cheng Mou, what Minister Wang, these so-called adjectives in front of the name, aren't they all results? And aren't all these adjectives all results? If there are no adjectives for these results, are these people still the same people? If so-and-so minister is no longer a minister, then he is no longer his original self, and chairman so-and-so is no longer chairman, and he himself is no longer himself. If people are not the result, then what is the meaning of the struggle in life?

"I think it's the result. The results are undoubtedly important. "Given the full score answer in my heart, I want to see what Qin Yulin, whose IQ is limited, thinks.

I thought he would think the same way as me, but what I didn't expect was that he was slowly shaking his head there,

"You are wrong, people are the process, not the result."

"It's what you're doing, not what you've done."

"What does that mean?" I don't understand, doesn't it matter what "I've done"? If it didn't matter what I've done, I wouldn't be here to talk to you at this moment, and if I hadn't been admitted to university, I wouldn't have come to this city, I wouldn't have spent three years in this city, and I wouldn't have sat here with you late at night to discuss such issues.

"Do you believe in fate?" Suddenly, Qin Yulin asked such a question that had nothing to do with the topic.

Fate?

Some people say that there is multiple spaces and time in this world, and Einstein's theory of relativity also proves that as the speed increases, time will become shorter, so as long as our speed reaches the speed of light, our own time will no longer move forward, if it exceeds the speed of light, then time will go backwards, then I will go back to the past.

And because of this question, the great debate of the century caused by countless people began, and people debated endlessly, and the main question is, if we go back to the past and do something different from the original point in time, then if we go back to the present, will the real world change?

Some people say that it will change, because a stone in the past has moved its position, if it is enlarged to the present, then it will cause a huge change in reality, a change in small factors, like a butterfly effect, with a huge change to reflect the future, but some people think that it will not change, because if it will change, then there will be countless kinds of future in this world, so the person who travels to the past returns to his so-called future, is it really his original future? The answer is yes, if nothing has changed, then it could be his original world.