"Chapter Eighty-Eight: The Vessel of Sleepiness"
After listening to Zuo Zimu's explanation, Xuantian lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep for a long time, thinking about what Zuo Zimu had said in his mind. He couldn't sleep, and suddenly wanted to chat with Haotian, he got up and went to Haotian's room, but found that the bed was empty, and Xu Haotian was not in the room.
It turned out that Xu Haotian, like Xuantian, also had difficulty sleeping, but he didn't go to Xuantian to chat, but sat alone on the roof, staring blankly at the starry sky.
At this time, Haotian's heart was also very complicated, the Jiang Ling Pavilion he knew now was too far away from the Jiang Ling Pavilion described by his father before. He still remembered what Xu Feng said to him under the elm tree four years ago, and now that he thinks back, the picture at that time is still clearly flashing back in his mind.
At that time, Xu Hao was only ten years old, and it was a cold winter, and it was snowing heavily. Xu Haotian stood under the elm tree outside the village, waiting for the arrival of his father Xu Feng, who would stand here at this time of year, looking intently into the distance, looking forward to his father's return.
But half an hour passed, and Xu Feng still didn't see his figure, Xu Haotian leaned on the big elm tree, and it didn't take long for him to squint his eyes. After a while, he suddenly felt that his body had become very warm, and the place he leaned on was as soft as cotton. He gradually opened his eyes, a beam of fire shot into his eyes, turned over, and found himself lying in Xu Feng's arms.
"Daddy! You're finally back. Xu Haotian stretched out his hands and hugged Xu Feng tightly. Xu Feng touched his head and said with a smile: "You are so bold, dare to sleep in the ice and snow, you are not afraid of becoming a frozen ghost!" โ
Xu Haotian muttered his fat and said, "I haven't waited too long for you, so I fell asleep." Xu Feng didn't speak, just looked at Haotian's cute little face and kept laughing. The two of them sat under the big elm tree, Xu Feng hugged Haotian tightly, and waited for Haotian's body temperature to return to normal before walking towards the village.
"Daddy! When are you going to take me to your cultivation place? Xu Haotian looked up at Xu Feng, his eyes blinking.
Xu Feng replied: "You are still young, when you grow up, my father will take you there, and we father and son will practice together." โ
"What kind of place is that?"
Xu Feng sighed, looked at the crystal clear snowflakes, and said lightly: "That is a fair and just place where you can realize your dreams and improve your cultivation and strength." โ
"What do you mean?" Xu Haotian looked at Xu Feng suspiciously, completely unable to hear what he was saying.
Xu Feng pointed to the snowflakes in front of him and said, "Hao'er, look at these snowflakes falling from the sky, some are very big and some are very small. These big snowflakes, held in the palm of our hands, will stay for a while and will not melt immediately. And those little snowflakes, held in the palm of the hand, quickly melted away, very fragile, and so are we. โ
"What's the same?"
Xu Feng continued: "Our origins, like these snowflakes of all sizes, are arranged by God, not by our own choice. When we are born, we are divided into three, six, nine and so on, the length of life, the living environment, and the value of life, and many times, it is not our own control. However, we live the same amount of time every day, and as long as we make good use of it, our destiny is still in our own hands. โ
"Does it have anything to do with the place you went to?" Xu Haotian asked suspiciously.
Xu Feng said to him with a smile: "Only when we go to that place can we have a chance to change our fate." There, there are no noble and lowly births, everyone is the same, everything speaks with strength. As long as anyone works harder, the luckier they will be. โ
"What's the name of that place?"
Xu Feng looked at the pale sky and said softly, "That place is called, Jiang Ling Pavilion." โ
Thinking of this, Xu Haotian looked at the bustling starry sky, sighed deeply, and said to himself: "Now it seems that my father was still lying to me at that time!" Under the rule of the Murong family, I really don't know, why would my father still have the confidence to say such things? Is it to motivate me? โ
"What are you talking to yourself here all about?" Xu Haotian came back to his senses and turned his head to see that Xuantian had already jumped onto the eaves and walked towards him.
Xu Haotian replied: "It's nothing, it's just that after listening to what Zuo Zimu said, I thought a lot." Before you know it, a lot of troubles arise. โ
Xuantian sat next to Xu Haotian and said with a wry smile: "What are you worried about?" The question to worry about is whether I'm okay or not. โ
"It's not annoyance, to be precise, disappointment. I really didn't expect that Jiang Lingge still had such a history and became what it is now. โ
Xuantian patted him on the shoulder and said comfortingly: "I don't think the situation is too bad, now the Dragon Sword is in my hands, and the initiative is also on our side." We are fully working together with the left gate master to change this unbearable history and my current situation, you should have faith in us. โ
Xu Haotian turned his head to look at Xuantian and said lightly: "You already regard Zuo Zimu as your ally?" โ
Xuantian looked at Haotian suspiciously, touched his head and said, "Judging from the current situation, shouldn't it?" Could it be that what he said to us was a lie to us? โ
"No, he shouldn't have lied to us, if he was lying to us, before in Xiaozimen, the moment you revealed your identity, you would have been taken down by the Murong family, how could you still sit here and chat with me. However, we should not completely lose our vigilance against the left sub-order because of this. โ
"But, looking at the way he looks today, he doesn't look like a bad person!" Xuantian retorted.
"Huo Zhennan doesn't look like a bad guy on the surface, but he is also a good guy with a great reputation. However, all this is just his disguise, and he is still a wolf in sheep's clothing after all. โ
"Haotian, you can't..." Before Xuantian's words were finished, he was interrupted by Xu Haotian.
"I can't deny everyone because of one thing, can I? I know you're going to say this, big brother! But, for some reason, I can't help but think about it. I suddenly regret it now, and secretly went out with my father that night. โ
"Why?" Xuantian looked at Haotian's sad eyes and asked softly.
"Although I saw the truth, I buried a huge scar in my heart that I would not be able to heal. That is, trust in others. Now I find it difficult to trust other people, and I don't dare to talk and laugh with others like before. Trapped in a small container, he hid in a dark corner, and fell into an unprecedented loneliness and emptiness. If I didn't know those things, maybe it wouldn't be the same as it is now, and sometimes, the less you know, the better. โ
Xuantian put it on Haotian's shoulder and comforted: "Haotian, don't think so, don't you still have me!" And Feng Yushi, I will definitely meet more reliable partners in the future. I believe that in this world, in addition to those wicked people, there will be people like us, you say yes! โ
Xu Haotian looked at Xuantian and nodded slightly. But in fact, Xu Haotian just can't forget the previous pain, and he can't get out of that container for the time being. And Xuantian gradually fell into that pitch-black container, with no end in sightยทยทยทยทยทยท