Chapter 19: Free Consciousness (4)
It seems that there is such a person, who once lived in my heart, day and night, he was there to guard me. His sweet words, his every move was so familiar to me, and his eyes were so deep that it seemed that if I looked at each other, I would sink into it. But one day, he was gone, and I cruelly told myself that I had lost him, and that the pillar that held the heavens and the earth was broken, and my heart would collapse forever and ever.
Sometimes, I fantasize that he is standing not far from me, and that I have to work harder, and that I can meet him just by turning a corner. However, at every corner, there was only an empty joy, and there was no one there, but the shadow of my own emptiness and sinking. So, I probably came to this place to actually meet him around the corner, to find myself, and to get back the one I lost.
Furao's mood was probably the same, Gu Chengzi's state broke her heart. Although Gu Chengzi still looks like that, his body and mind have been destroyed very badly, and from the inside out, he is no longer the good brother in Fu Yuan's heart. Fu Rui didn't tell me how she woke up Gu Chengzi, after all, it was a secret between their brother and sister, she sat in front of me, her eyes looking into the distance tiredly, as if she was thinking about something. In an instant, she changed from the cold, arrogant captain to a confused, lost little girl, a crystal tear slid down her cheek, leaving a sad trace, and her heart really couldn't bear the pain anymore.
"Gu Chengzi, how has he changed?" I asked softly.
"You know, when he woke up, he looked at me, straight at me. At that time, I thought he was really back, and along the way, I had a lot of things to say to him, and I really had a lot to say. But, as it turned out, I had too much hope, and he actually asked me, "Who are you?" Who am I!? We worked so hard to bring him back, and he forgot who I was!"
"How so? He had already remembered you. I really hear it!"
"Hehe, he thinks he doesn't even think of anything! He's a jerk! Stupid! Idiot! We took such a big risk, I don't think it's worth it! I look at him like that, I swallow back what I was going to say!"
"Well, Sister Fleur, how can you say that. If you think about it, we don't know what more cruel things Lazy did to him. We can't understand what he has suffered, so you have to be more patient with him!"
"I just want to talk about him! I can't help but talk about him! He ...... It was ......"
Fleur lowered her head and lay on the table, crying silently, her whole body trembling, and I gently put my hand on hers.
"He would have ...... He could have been fine!" As soon as Fleur finished saying this, she could no longer hold back her emotions, and suddenly she burst into tears.
"Oh! Sister Fleur! Why are you still crying! Don't cry, don't cry!"
"Why! In the end, he has to carry everything alone! Sister, you say, if I hadn't let him go, let him stay! My attitude! My attitude can be gentle! He won't go back to town, and what will happen to him won't happen!"
"I don't know, but a lot of things are like this, and you don't know what's going to happen next, so you can't blame yourself. β
"But I still hate him, and treat him as an enemy! He's my brother, my own brother! I've always been ...... I didn't know he had suffered so much!"
"It's okay, he's back now, and people are safe here, and they don't have to suffer anymore. β
"Actually, we're ...... He can tell lazy everything! But how can he ...... I think I'm too naΓ―ve! Sister! I'm too naΓ―ve!"
I never expected that Fleur, who had always been calm and arrogant, would cry like pear blossoms and rain in front of me, and she stressed how naΓ―ve she was while sobbing. Her face was red and swollen from being too excited, her hands were getting stiffer and shaky, and crying like this was not the way to go, so I immediately got up and ran to the opposite position, resting her head gently on my shoulder, and I stroked her back slowly with my hands, in case she cried too sadly and suffocated. And the moment I leaned over, she immediately threw herself into my arms, her hands tightly around my waist, the more she cried, the tighter she hugged, and the tighter she hugged, the more distressed I felt.
Who is young and ignorant when he has not acted rashly? We always believe what we see, put ourselves in the most central position, and resist the opinions of others, and resist accepting the truth, and it is because of these small misunderstandings, some things that should not be said, that leave us with immeasurable regrets. At that moment, how would we know that one of our angry words, an impulsive and reckless move, will make some people disappear forever and forever in their lives. Let us see ourselves clearly, see the reality clearly is the traceless advice of the years, it quietly comes to your ears one day, and gently talks to you about the confusion you made at that time, and at that moment you suddenly wake up, it turns out that a mistake brings eternal miss.
Fleur's mood did not calm down for a long time, her tears soaked my shoulders, the cold tears seemed to burn my skin, and the pain made me vaguely remember: I cried when the man left, and I cried when he returned. But the second time I cried, it seemed to be even more painful, because everything had changed in him, and the change brought by that reality caught me off guard, and made me fear the ruthlessness of reality from the bottom of my heart, perhaps it was this powerlessness and remorse after being hit by reality that made me more painful, and made me more able to understand Fleur's mood at the moment.
I don't know how long it took, but Fleur's body gradually calmed down, and she fell asleep on my shoulder. At this moment, suddenly a blanket suspended in the air appeared from the door of the cafeteria, floated towards us, and when it came to us, it folded in half in the middle and lifted ninety degrees to become the shape of a chair, and the two sides were slightly rolled up to form armrests, facing the two of us, I looked at it in a daze, thinking to myself how something strange had appeared, could this blanket also be a machine here? It also seemed to be looking at me, and when it saw that it was distracted, it pointed to the hibiscus on my shoulder with the corner of it, and then to itself.
"Oh?!Are you here to pick up Fleur?"
It nodded excitedly, and then I reacted, in Fleur's room, I saw this blanket, I thought it was just an ordinary blanket, but I didn't expect it to be an intelligent machine, sure enough, I still have too little knowledge.
"Then you let her rest. β
I helped Fleur to the side of the blanket, let Fleur sit down slowly, the two horns of the blanket nodded slightly as if thanking me, and then folded a small horn to support Fleur's neck, and when Fleur sat down, it slowly stretched out, gradually parallel to the ground, Fleur slept peacefully on it, it waved its little horn at me, and flew to the door of the cafeteria.
Not long after the blanket disappeared around the corner of the cafeteria, Mo Qingyan and Lao Xu walked in, their expressions surprisingly the same - frowning and serious. They waved to me at the door, and I went up to them and asked about them.
"How is Gu Chengzi?"
"I'm awake, I'm awake, but ......" Lao Xu looked puzzled.
"But I don't know anything, I don't remember anything, he seems to be a different person, and I can't do anything about him. Mo Qingyan continued his words.
"Changed person? Isn't that person Gu Chengzi?" I asked, puzzled.
"I thought so too, so Lao Xu and I came to you. Mo Qingyan scratched his chin.
"Hey, where is the captain?" asked Lao Xu after looking around the cafeteria.
"Ah, she's a little tired, so I'll go back first. β
"Tired? strange, I hadn't heard of her getting tired. Lao Xu didn't seem to believe me when I said that Fu Hui was tired, so he showed an expression of disbelief.
"yes, I haven't heard of it either, I'll go see her later. β
"Oh, no. Just let her get some rest. β
"Oh well. β
"By the way, don't talk about her, did Gu Chengzi come with you?"
"Yes, he's coming after him! β
I saw Gu Chengzi hiding behind a rock not far from us, only poking out a head to look at us, his eyes were full of fear and worry, after he saw me, his eyebrows flicked, and then his cheeks stiffly raised, revealing a very fake and stiff smile, I always felt as if I had seen it somewhere.
"I ...... Let's go check it out. β
"Well, no problem, we can't help it, maybe you'll know something when you go. Mo Qingyan spread out his hand.
"Then I'll go. β
"Go ahead, Joan. β
I tentatively walked towards Gu Chengzi, and he quickly crouched down, and the whole rock blocked him. When I walked over, I found him sitting on the ground with his back to the rock, his hands on his knees, and his body shaking.
"Gu Chengzi, are you Gu Chengzi?"
"I ...... I'm not Gu Chengzi, am I?"
"Huh, who are you?"
"Little girl, it's me!"
"Ahri?"
"Yes...... Yes!"
"How could it be you!?No wonder Fu Yuan said that he had changed a person, it turned out that he was not Gu Chengzi at all!"
"Little girl, who are the two of them? As soon as I woke up, they kept asking us a lot of things? I was so scared!"
"Ahri, don't be afraid, both of them are my friends, both are good people, don't be afraid, tell me what happened?"
"Little girl, you have to help us!"
"What the hell is going on?"
"That young man, that is, the Gu Chengzi you said, took my old man away. β
"Why?"
"I don't know why, we were trying to help the boy, we tried a lot to wake him up, but he just wouldn't wake up. But we don't know what's going on. He sat up suddenly, his eyes widened, and he grabbed my old man with one hand and flew away. I don't know what to do without my old man! I think of you! You must help us!"
"Gu Chengzi captured Ali......? How could it be......"
"Yes! His eyes made me panic, and I was so scared that I didn't want to. β
"What the hell should I do? Or wait a minute, I'll tell my friend!"
"Eh, little girl, is your friend really reliable?"
"Well, they're very reliable, so don't worry. β
I helped Gu Chengzi, who is now Ahri, patted the sand on her body, and took her hand to explain the situation to Mo Qingyan and Lao Xu, Mo Qingyan and Lao Xu looked at Ahri incredulously, Ahri was shy and scared to hide behind me, and I could feel her hands trembling.
"You're really not a city?" asked Lao Xu with a tilted head.
"It seems that I guessed correctly, how could Gu Chengzi be like this, Lao Xu, you sent me another meal. Mo Qingyan patted Lao Xu's shoulder and grinned.
"Hey, don't talk about it, is there a way?"
"Mo Qingyan, I don't understand this, it's up to you. β
"In this case, it may be that Gu Chengzi's original consciousness sensed the danger and took the initiative to attack other consciousnesses, so he took the liberty of asking, what did you do to him. β
"I ...... We saw that he couldn't wake up, so we slapped him a few times, and then pinched his arm, but we saw that he still didn't wake up, so we slapped him like this, really down. Ahri said embarrassedly as she stepped back.
"What's that?" asked Lao Xu, scratching his head, not understanding what Ahri was saying.
"That's it! Ahri raised his hand and pointed to Lao Xu's crotch.
"That'...... Is it there?" Lao Xu was so shocked that his eyes were about to pop out.
"Eldest sister, are you calling us here?" Mo Qingyan looked at us dumbfounded.
"Yes...... Yes. Ahri nodded sheepishly.
"Oh~" Lao Xu touched his crotch with both hands, pretending to be very painful.
"Provoke~" Mo Qingyan was too gentle, he just clamped his legs in, looking like he wanted to cry without tears.
"What do you mean?" I looked at them, and finally understood what Ahri meant.
"I didn't ...... No, I just feel a little bit of pain too. Lao Xu looked ahead, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Ahem, well, sometimes the human body's pain is transmitted through nerves, and it will be eased, but in consciousness, it is very direct, so cough, cough, it may be a little more painful. β
"Oh~" Lao Xu touched his crotch again.
"Lao Xu, you are going too far! Do you want to come to it really!" I raised my knee and kicked at Lao Xu.
"No, I really feel pain. Lao Xu hurriedly took two steps back.
"So that young man is like this, it's actually because of us. Ahri suddenly came to his senses.
"I can't rule it out, because the nerves are like a circle, starting from one point and going around in a circle, you will return to the beginning. Maybe he took too much pain and absorbed too much energy at this point, like a train that was ready to go, and when it ran out of fuel in a circle, it would come back. And the other consciousness, Ah Li, is estimated to have been sucked away by the powerful stream of consciousness, and should come back. β
"Really, little girl, is he telling me?" Ahri confirmed to me again.
"Well, you just trust him, there's no one like him here in medicine or biology. β
"That's good, that's good! I can wait for them to come back. β
"Well, lady, they'll be back soon. Mo Qingyan said to Ahri very politely.
"Poof, hahahaha. Lao Xu laughed heartily at Mo Qingyan.
"Lao Xu, please respect this lady. β
"Hahahaha, look at you to Gu Chengzi, a big man, saying such things, hahahaha. β
......
"Hey, you two are going, Ahri, are you hungry?" I pushed the two of them away and led Ahri to the cafeteria.
"I ...... I'm hungry!"
"Then I'll take you to eat something first. β
"Okay, little girl, oh, you're so nice!"
"Hahahaha......"
"Old Xu, stop laughing! You made me lose my demeanor in front of the lady!"
"Ma'am!hahahaha!"
"You two can stop for a moment!"
At this moment, every corner of the base was filled with Lao Xu's laughter, and finally, the base was regained its vitality and vitality, and my body seemed to be continuously injected with new energy, and my steps gradually became brisk.