Chapter 91: Lonely, Lonely
"Teacher Wen is early." The period of the Chinese New Year passed quickly, and Wen Shaonan also returned to school. Looking at the energetic appearance of the students, Wen Shaonan felt that he was a little old.
As usual, Wen Shaonan came to the office. Because of the Chinese New Year, the office seems a little deserted. Wen Shaonan thought about it, and finally knew why he felt this way, there was always Yu Jia waiting for him to come to breakfast before.
Thinking of Yu Jia, Wen Shaonan's mood was still a little complicated. Whether he accepts Yu Jia or not, it is actually a kind of injury. He didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, that he didn't like it, that he didn't like it, and that he couldn't force it.
If one day Vicie figured it out and stopped relying on him, maybe he would let it go. Although it seems a little cowardly, this is a choice for the other party. But since you're gone, don't come back.
It's not that if you like someone, you can be together. There are more people who like it, is it still the same as the novel, the harem beauty? Wen Shaonan thought that he couldn't do it, he would be single-minded for a while.
Shaking off the thought in his head, Wen Shaonan shook his head. Is he really old, after a year, he actually thought about it so much. Sometimes this is not just a reflection of the fact that the more you grow up, the more lonely you become, and after being lonely for a long time, you will inevitably be a little vulnerable.
"Teacher Wen, good morning, did you have breakfast?" While Wen Shaonan was in a daze, the door to the office opened. It was Yu Jia who walked in, but to Wen Shaonan's surprise, the other party did not treat him the same as before, although he was still a little concerned, but he had a cold feeling.
This made Wen Shaonan a little helpless, sometimes people are like this. I didn't feel anything when I got it, but when everything changed, I was a little powerless to undo it. Maybe doing what you want is the main idea now.
However, Wen Shaonan is also a free and easy person, since he has chosen, he will not regret it. put away his inexplicable emotions at the moment and greeted Yu Jia with a smile. Although they can't make deeper friends, it doesn't prevent the two from communicating.
Through the communication with Yu Jia, Wen Shaonan did not expect that Yu Jia would also face the problem of marriage. Because no one was urging him, he didn't feel much about the problem. But for girls like Han Yue and Yu Jia, they naturally have to pay attention.
Yu Jia is looking for a boyfriend, and Wen Shaonan is also very happy, at least in his opinion, the two will not be too embarrassed. Yu Jia looked at Wen Shaonan, who seemed to be relieved, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Although women chase men, there are exceptions. Boys don't like you, no matter how much you pursue, it's just a moth to a fire. But there are some things you know but can't control.
Yu Jia also thought about it for a long time and knew that there was no result. Now it was impossible to even start at the beginning, so she had to give up. Wen Shaonan also saw that she was in a bad mood, and guessed a little, so after chatting for a while, he excused himself and left.
Looking at the back of Wen Shaonan leaving, Yu Jia sighed. No matter how beautiful you are, you can't get the hearts of people you like, and it's useless.
Anyway, Wen Shaonan returned to his psychological room, and he was not as leisurely as before. The pressure on high school students is very high, and it is inevitable that some classmates will secretly fall in love and relieve this lonely time.
For this type of student, the problem is mostly the same. It's nothing more than the pressure of studying, and when I'm bored, I want to think about everything. Especially when you go home from vacation, you can only contact by phone. At this time, there are some big brothers and sisters next to him, and the enlightenment may end this relationship.
Wen Shaonan has also experienced such a thing, and they were together because of loneliness, and it is normal to be separated again because of loneliness. Besides, they are just on their way to adulthood, and they don't know a lot. It is also at this time that if there are external factors, it is easy to cause some missed things.
Wen Shaonan's biggest headache is also emotional matters, sometimes you think that feelings are very clear. But after a while, you will be confused again. If you don't spend every day together, there will definitely be loneliness.
No matter how gentle the voice on the phone is, I just want a warm hug, even if I am stupid like this. But such a simple thing is often a luxury.
This also copes with the saying that there is no harm without contrast.
In response to this problem, it is impossible for Wen Shaonan to be killed with a stick, which is a kind of irresponsibility. Although it is said that long pain is better than short pain, life is such a painful growth process, and you can't choose to cut off everything when you encounter it. For Wen Shaonan, this is the most self-righteous evasion.
In order not to make students resistant, Wen Shaonan had to tell the stories that appeared around him first, and then follow them step by step. People who study psychology have a good grasp of psychology, especially when it is not their own business, and they are even more fascinated.
Wen Shaonan is tired these days, just dealing with emotional things, he is already physically and mentally exhausted. Although he didn't experience it himself, every time he thought about feelings, he was always inexplicably complicated. In emotion, there is no such thing as who is right and who is wrong.
What they say is inappropriate, and it's not really inappropriate. Maybe I met something better, so I wanted to pursue it. It's just that this caused damage to the other party, and even if he couldn't bear it, he still insisted on his own ideas.
In the emotion, there are many things encountered. Don't look at a couple who are calm on the surface, but who knows what the two think inside. Maybe at the next corner, there will be a tacit understanding to go to one side.
So there will be some helplessness, I won't keep you if you go, please don't look back. I have endured the pain once, and I dare not trust it a second time. Even though you are important to me, my heart is already tired and tired. I don't love you anymore, it's fake, but I don't have the confidence to go on, maybe leaving is the best choice.
Like mentioned earlier, I couldn't stand the loneliness of separation, so I broke up. It can only be said that they don't like each other so much, because in loneliness, there will be someone in their hearts, who is waiting for him and working hard. Instead of just thinking about your own feelings, do it willfully.
"Thank you, teacher!" Looking at the student who thanked him, but still frowned. Wen Shaonan sighed deeply. He has already made it clear that it is they who can really decide.
As if thinking of something, Wen Shaonan took out a cigarette and lit one. In the empty room, he seemed so lonely. Extinguishing the cigarette, Wen Shaonan shook his head, packed up his things and left.
Walking on the street with a hint of cold air, Wen Shaonan suddenly sobered up a lot. Feeling the change in his mood, he smiled wryly. What's wrong with myself, I suddenly became sentimental.
Forcibly expelling these thoughts, Wen Shaonan put on a calm face. He came to the martial arts hall where Weixi was and waited quietly for Weixi to get out of class. Soon, Weixi came out, but she was followed by Gao Jiajia, and Chen Zhenzhen didn't know where she was going today.
"Brother!" Seeing Wen Shaonan, Wei Xi's frowning brows stretched out and ran towards the other party. Looking at Weixi's actions, Gao Jia showed a wry smile. Chen Zhenzhen was not here today because he begged the other party for help, but he didn't expect it to be the same as she said, and he really didn't have any chance.
He doesn't think that a girl like Weixi, after having a person in her heart, will still think about others. Gao Jiajia was a little jealous of Wen Shaonan, why could he make Wei Xi like it. At least in his opinion, Wei Xi is such an excellent girl, Wen Shaonan is not enough.
"Let's go home." Wen Shaonan looked at Wei Xi, and his mood suddenly improved a lot. No matter how bad life is, I still have her. Looking at the high family on the side, he smiled.
"Little brother, you don't have to send me, my brother is here." Weixi turned to Gao Jiajia and said, the latter hesitated for a moment, but gave up. I finally like someone, can I really give up like this?
After Wen Shaonan and the two left, Gao Jiajia made a phone call. Naturally, it was not for someone to teach Wen Shaonan a lesson, so he was not so boring. He was just a little injured and wanted to call someone out for a drink with him.