Chapter 513: Everything is too much to suffer
Keen and studious students are always liked by their teachers.
Xu Changqing has a strong learning ability and can teach as soon as he is taught, and the girl Liya is also willing to give more guidance in addition to accidents.
In less than three hours, the two have reversed roles, with Xu Changqing playing the guitar and Liya accompanying him.
At this point, it is difficult to make progress, according to Liya, Xu Changqing is still too ingenious, and has some of his own understanding in it, but there is no emotion, what has no emotion has no soul, and music without soul is infectious.
Xu Changqing smiled, although his heart was full without saying it, it was also full, and he couldn't listen to someone talking to him about his soul.
Time slipped away quietly, and in the blink of an eye, it was almost dusk.
Leah invites him to join him and experience a life of freedom.
Although Xu Changqing didn't care, he didn't refuse, he was a little lazy now, and he continued to work on big things for a long time, and now he wanted to change his thinking, or simply didn't think about anything, just take a look.
The actual situation is similar to what he thought, and Leah's so-called free life is actually similar to a camping life in a simple RV or tent.
For people in 2018, this kind of life is very common, and those who have a little condition or some interest in outdoor activities will call friends to go to the suburbs at the right time in spring and autumn, or simply go on a road trip or something.
It's that kind of tone, but it's relatively plain, mainly in terms of ingredients and so on. There is no ready-to-eat food, it is all raw ingredients that need to be cooked.
For the people living in the system in this era, this kind of troublesome and complicated operation is indeed full of freshness, and the difference is like the children living in the first-tier cities in the 90s of the 20th century in the Celestial Empire, going to backward remote mountainous areas and using bellows and other utensils to bury pots and cook rice.
However, for Xu Changqing, this is not a matter at all.
He naturally got involved and did it very well, rather than just holding his hands and looking at them with curiosity. And because of his comprehensive literacy, he has a perfect grasp of what to cook, and simple ingredients can be cooked to taste good.
Liya was curious about this, and she asked Xu Changqing what his job was.
Xu Changqing said that he was a captain according to Zhao Dawei's identity.
Leah says he's a musician who was delayed by a ship.
"With your sensitivity to music and learning ability, it is not a problem to become a first-class musician in ten years, and you are even expected to enter the palace and become the top handful."
And now, Lia feels that Xu Changqing's main job should be the head chef of a Michelin restaurant.
"I love watching you cook, it's a treat."
After eating, drinking beer, wrapped in a thin blanket, sitting around the campfire, enjoying simple leisure.
"Why did you choose to live this life?" Xu Changqing asked.
"What's wrong?" This topic made Leah a little sensitive.
"No, I just want to know how I got the idea. I know that some people think that going to technology will bring people closer to nature and better feel the true meaning of life. ”
Liya laughed: "This statement of yours is too literary. In fact, I just feel that it is false, those systems of equipment surround you, convenient and thoughtful, but that is all given by technology, not really your own. Working hard in person will make me feel like I'm really alive, and I don't know if you understand that. ”
Xu Changqing nodded, this is very similar to his current feeling, relatively speaking, his grander and high-end is equivalent to denying the crystallization of the wisdom of all predecessors, and he is ready to experience and test it himself.
And Leah's is the pursuit of a simple truth, only for life.
The soul cannot bear the hypocrisy.
Xu Changqing naturally summed up such a concept.
To put it simply, the ceiling of consciousness has appeared.
If it is too high-end, and the thinking mode is not improved, it will feel false and unreal, and it will instinctively reject a lot of complicated and incomprehensible things around you, and crave the peace of knowing and controlling from simplicity.
Of course, there is a premise for all this, that is, to have thoughts, to be willing to use brains, and not to be satisfied with the inherent inertia of thinking.
Many people are habitually driven by the operation of society, and live according to the rules, too lazy to think about what they think is unrealistic. Cognition mainly stays at a few large items based on physiological needs.
Eat, drink, and have fun, at most add some universal names about honor and achievement, such as being a doctor. or become a local tyrant and so on.
These are enough to divide people's energy, and if there is still a little spare, then raising children, or increasing the interaction with parents, relatives and friends, will be completely exhausted.
When I was young, I might have played a larger proportion, but when I was older, I took care of it, and after horizontal comparison, I began to pick up life from all aspects and became a member of the general public.
But there are always some relatively apostas, and from the beginning of the rebellious period, they are not willing to live a step-by-step life like most people.
In the eyes of the mainstream group, this kind of person is basically a loser who messes up his life, with an average life expectancy of 65 years old, and no family, wife and children at the age of 40, how many steps is this worse than others?
Some of these people are unable to buy because of financial constraints, and some are not because of money, at least not because of the main reason, but because of ideas and ideas, refusing to move closer to the mainstream, and at the same time with a little bit of inability to get closer. Like droplets from a large river, scattered on the shore or reef.
When Xu Changqing realized that he was confused, he instinctively looked for such a different unit, because he was actually the representative of the main theme before, and even too much of the main theme, it was simply an artificially dug canal, which was not allowed to overflow, and it flowed forward in a regular manner.
And when it realized that this rush itself was not the will of the water but the gravitational pull of the earth, he began to think differently. Does the water have to flow into the sea?
With such doubts, he naturally had a more open mind.
But after going around in circles, he thought, why do you have to refuse to merge into the sea?
Since rushing and becoming a puddle or evaporating into water vapor and converging into clouds are meaningless, both are a phenomenon in nature, and there is no difference between high and low, so why must we reject the rush? Is it because it's been running before? Is this a suspicion that I like the new and hate the old, and that the mountain sees that the mountain is high?
Seeing that Xu Changqing was pondering for a long time and didn't speak, Liya took the initiative to stir up the topic.
She was very curious about this man, and she also knew that it was not a good thing for women, and curiosity was often the beginning of affection. And she knows very well that Xu Changqing, who seems to be well-behaved and eye-catching in everything she does, and even sits in a dignified and elegant posture when she is relaxed, is not a person of the same world as her at all.
Liya knows that this kind of person who has carved the rules into her bones is a high-quality screw in mainstream society, and she only appears here for a long time, tired, and changes her mood, and soon returns to the battle and starts running.
But she is used to being idle and free, and she can't live the kind of life where even being a housewife has to clean herself up in order every day, wearing a mask and getting along with the neighbors around her.
It's hard to help people, especially women. She liked the feeling Xu Changqing gave him very much, although this person was not tall and looked very easy-going, but there was an indescribable strength and squareness inside, just like a majestic peak decorated with green vegetation.
She lives an idle life, and she is not always comfortable in her daily life, but has to face some ups and downs and trivialities. Xu Changqing has the sense of heaviness, reliability, and security she longs for, and she is also very generous and kind.
And the more in-depth the contact, the more I found that the other party is simply a superman, the basic literacy is as high as the sky, there seems to be nothing that the other party can't learn, or can't learn, no matter what you do, you can catch it.
She was curious, what kind of environment cultivates such a person?
To this question, Xu Changqing's answer was: "Inexplicable lofty ambitions, extraordinary sense of mission, and the realization of such goals that ordinary people do not think of at all is a concrete manifestation of self-worth, so they are running wildly on the road of accumulating strength." ”
"So, now is the time to take a break from exhaustion?"
"I don't know very well, mainly because I feel that the birth of the goal itself is debatable, and I suspect that this is a given, not necessarily what I want."
"I understand, I struggled for decades, and then I suddenly felt that this was actually what the elders were looking forward to."
"That's pretty much it."
"Want to hear what I think?" Leah asked.
"Of course, a different perspective might help me."
Leah nodded and said, "I think so: the path taken for decades may have been planned by others, but that doesn't mean it's bad, maybe for you, it's the least bad, what you lack, it's just to experience other types, and then seriously compare and re-determine." ”
Xu Changqing nodded, "To be honest, that's exactly what I'm considering." I never felt that there was anything wrong with the path I had taken, but it was not as good as I thought it would be. From the perspective of 100 successes and 90 percent, this road still has to go on, there is a beginning and an end, and I am more persistent in this kind of integrity, even if it is a stage of completeness. The main point now is the future, and there must be a certain difference between the attitude I want to take towards the road I have taken, which is definitely different from the past. ”
Leah smiled and frowned: "I understand, but I must say, philosophical, lofty, dull, boring, how about let's do something simple and interesting?" ”
Xu Changqing shrugged: "Of course, I don't expect to figure out this kind of problem all at once." ”
So Liya walked over with a smile and straddled Xu Changqing's lap, starting from snorting to studying piston movement in depth......
Xu Changqing's strength makes Liya very satisfied, not that it is powerful, but Xu Changqing is like the embodiment of strength, her forearm can be used for her to play with a single rod, and a slap on her ass has a kind of stable effect of sitting on a big stump, at the same time, Xu Changqing is flexible and flexible, and the strong support that can be mobilized at will is very special, Liya feels that she has turned into a vine or a snake or something.
Lying on Xu Changqing's body, Liya looked up and saw him pillowing her hands, looking at the starry sky outside through the transparent skylight, and asked with a smile: "Have you never experienced the feeling of doing it in such a dilapidated small place?" ”
"It's really the first time, I'm just thinking, indulgence is really easy, it's just a thought, and it's been painstakingly built for a long time, and it's all overturned."
"Your mind is too deep and complicated, and you haven't relaxed yet. We'll come again! ”
"Huh?"
Leah has slid down......
In the next few days, Xu Changqing and Liya were so mingled with each other, Liya didn't let Xu Changqing use the credit points under Zhao Dawei's identity, but lived with the little reward money that the two of them earned every day as street artists.
To be honest, Xu Changqing has never lived such a comparable life since he was a child, and it is really easy for him to find money, even if he doesn't have it in his pocket for a while, he will never have that feeling of being naked and flustered.
Now, a little bit. The basic sense of responsibility will make him feel that if he doesn't get the minimum amount every day, Leah will go hungry with him, which is really LO for him who is macho.
After this happened a few times, Xu Changqing unconsciously began to study music, and even applied all aspects of psychology and other aspects of knowledge to it.
In less than a week, when he played music, even the birds would fall to listen or chirp. This is undoubtedly a very exaggerated height, and a palace-level figure cannot play such an infectious sound.
Leah's reaction to this was to be dumbfounded, then shake her head.
"Someone who plays music all their whole life can't achieve as much as you can in a day," she said. Your abilities can put you on a professional footing that everyone looks up to. However, you can never relax, others have turned the profession into a play, and you have turned the playfulness into a profession. Do you understand what I mean? When you're doing it for the climb, you don't have the state you need! ”
(End of chapter)