"Qi Jie? What happened to Qi Jie? Sister, aren't you looking through my diary! ”

Lin Xin looked back in astonishment, and saw her sister's angry face.

"What do you say? When did I stop respecting your privacy when I was growing up?"

"Oh, no. Then you just said Qi Jie. ”

"I'm reading it to this, what does it have to do with you." Lin Xin smiled. She doesn't have so many scruples in front of her family.

Lin Xiaoru walked over, looked at the note, and couldn't help but say "huh".

"Yes, the matter in our company may have the same name and surname, which proves my sister's innocence."

Lin Xin tapped her sister's forehead with her finger.

The latter looked at the name and contact information on the note with a look of surprise.

"Look at what, so seriously."

Lin Xin wanted to put away the note, but her sister Lin Xiaoru was busy pressing it with her hand.

"Sister, you wait, I think, oops, forget it, I'll look for it first!"

Lin Xiaoru hurriedly climbed into bed, and then began to rummage through the cabinets.

Lin Xin looked at her suspiciously, and at this time, Mother Lin's voice sounded in the living room.

Lin Xin got up to open the door and saw her mother beckoning her to pass.

She looked at her sister, who was still rummaging through something, and then quietly pulled the door open and walked out.

Mother took Lin Xin to the bedroom, and as soon as she entered the door, she saw that her father didn't know when he had returned, and saw her enter the house with an "um" sound, and then extinguished the cigarette in her hand on the windowsill, and closed the window by the way.

"What's the matter, Mom?" Lin Xin asked.

Mother Lin glanced at Father Lin, and the latter said, "You mother and daughter talk, I'll go to the living room to watch TV." So saying, he walked out.

When there were only two people left in the room, Mother Lin sat in front of Lin Xin, took one of her hands, and when she came to her mouth, she was blocked by the thick cocoon on her hand.

The daughter has been strong since she was a child, and the family conditions are not good, and the eldest daughter is stubborn like a donkey and drops out of school to let her sister with good grades go to school. Now that her family is good, she has also passed the age of going to school, but fortunately, she went to a film art company through a relationship, and was later tapped to be a singer.

But......

"It's tiring at the company, isn't it?" Mother Lin asked.

Lin Xin shook his head: "No, the company is very good." Sometimes, when I go out for a commercial performance, the organizer gives me a lot of gifts. ”

"That's good, then it's ......" Lin Mu's nose was sour, and the word "good" couldn't be said.

Lin Xin also knows that the family can't hold their heads up in front of their neighbors because of the MV, and their parents are conservative in their thinking and can't accept this too revealing image.

In fact, she is also psychologically resistant.

But what can be done about it?

"Last month, your dad went to buy a black disc of your kind of combination, I thought it would be good to buy more, and it could be regarded as supporting your career, and by the way, I gave it to relatives and friends, doesn't this face also have face, but you ...... Alas, it's not that you're bad like this, but it gives people a very bad feeling, do you understand what Mom means? ”

Lin Xin nodded.

In fact, my mother almost didn't say it, in the conservative concept of the old man, this is simply inappropriate!

"What your dad means is, if you don't object, we won't be singers, and the family is not short of money like before, and in the past two years, my parents have worked hard to get a little property, and I can't open a store for you, what do you think?" Mother Lin was afraid of hurting her eldest daughter's self-esteem, so she asked cautiously.

"I ...... Mom, what do you think? ”

Lin Mu shook her head.

"I don't understand, the times are different, and people's concepts are different. In fact, I also deliberately asked others, and I didn't think that young people thought of you, maybe our thinking was too old. ”

"But then again, your mother and I have lived for so long, I have never seen pork or pig running, and I have never seen a star who is famous with this, if your company has always arranged such a ...... for you Mom doesn't know what it's called, anyway, that's what it means, but in the end, you have to make your own decisions, which is related to your future life. ”

Lin Xin withdrew the hand that was placed in her mother's hand and spread out her hand, there were many scratches on it, and the calluses on the palm of her hand were hard and very diaphragmatic.

"I love the stage, Mom."

Mother Lin looked at her eldest daughter, and Lin Xin's eyes were illuminated by the light.

It's as if there's a fire in the eye.

A fierce fire, blazing.

But the reality is a puddle of water, facing the luster of hope.

"I love singing, Mom."

"I like to stand on stage and sing every song that someone else has written for me with my own voice."

"I love the feeling of being on stage, surrounded by so many people, screaming, singing together, Mom, I love it, I feel like I can't live without it for the rest of my life."

Mother Lin's eyes were moist, and she wanted to take her daughter's hand again, but she stubbornly withdrew it.

"Growing up I could do without anything, good food, new clothes, bikes — even school, I didn't want it, but I wanted to sing."

"I love the stage!"

At this time, the door was opened, and Father Lin looked angry.

"Did I tell you not to eat it? I'm not going to let you wear new clothes? Did I tell you to give your car to your sister? Or am I forcing you not to go to school? ”

Mother Lin closed the door as soon as Father Lin rushed in, pulling the old man's clothes.

Lin Xin pursed her lips stubbornly.

"You go to sing, you like the stage, I won't stop you, but you have to be serious, what serious person do you say would wear such a short skirt with so much exposure on it, it's almost shameless, right!?"

Lin Xin's eyes were red, and crystal tears gathered in his eyes.

"You are singing seriously, Dad doesn't say anything, support you, look at your black disc, either twist your ass or show your long legs, are you singing or are you deliberately letting people watch it?"

"Anyway, I don't agree with you continuing to sing!" Father Lin's arrogant way.

The tears in Lin Xin's eyes flowed down as soon as they were "brushed".

"You dead old man, what are you crazy about? Well? What are you mad about!? ”

Mother Lin slapped Father Lin fiercely, if it weren't for the fact that there were guests at home, maybe this would have started.

"That's what the kid wants to show? Isn't it also forced by the company, and our own children don't know what kind of people they are? You forgot that when your eldest daughter just got out of school, you were sick, I took care of you in the hospital, she was a fifteen-year-old girl who washed dishes in other restaurants in winter, and now there will be chilblains on her hands in winter, you forgot!? ”

Father Lin's face was flushed when he was said.

But he stubbornly insisted on a sentence: "It's better not to sing such a song!" ”

Mother Lin also had no choice, and came to Lin Xin, but she couldn't say anything.

Lin Xin wiped her tears and sniffled.

Raised his head: "Mom, Dad, I know, give me another chance, let's wait for the next time the black disc comes out, okay?" ”

"Is it still the same?" Father Lin asked stiffly.

Lin Xin choked up, but said in a firm tone.

"I won't let the second elder be embarrassed again!"

“…… Again, I'll go home and open a store! ”

"Ouch, that's right!"

"It's good to figure it out, it's good to figure it out, alas, I'm afraid you'll drill the horns!"

The tense atmosphere was eased by Lin Xin's compromise, and Father Lin's stinky face was also put down.

But Lin Xin felt that the most important thing in her life was about to leave her.

I want to catch it, but it's getting farther and farther away......