If you don't like romance, don't order it (II)
When you wake up, it's no longer an exotic hotel.
Lemon blinked at the hospital ceiling that was too familiar to be more familiar, and only felt unspeakably bored.
She hated the smell of formalin in the hospital, she hated the sad white color of the hospital, she hated all the doctors who wore masks and gave her a lot of medicines...... But even if you hate it, what's the solution? If she didn't have a heart that could be replaced, she would have to waste the rest of her time on this hospital bed.
Thinking of this, Lemon suddenly felt sad.
She hadn't ridden a roller coaster, had never bungee jumped, or even experienced what it was like to run...... But she's already going to die.
"Lemon Senior, you finally woke up, you have to know that you fainted before you finished speaking, and even your heartbeat almost stopped! I almost scared my seniors to death! Chen Xi stood at the door of the ward exaggeratedly and shouted.
Nie Wushuang followed behind Chen Xi and looked at Lemon without saying a word, although his face was still dark, his eyes were full of concern that Lemon could see.
Lemon could only smile weakly back, "I'm sorry to worry you." ”
The atmosphere suddenly became heavy.
As a warm-up expert, Chen Xi had no choice but to stand up and sacrifice himself to make everyone happy: "I said that you two should suddenly be silent in the hospital, it's scary." Besides, the lemon school girl is just overtired and unconscious, what are you doing so seriously? ”
Chen Xi, who thought that the lemon still didn't know, smiled and weaved a beautiful lie.
Lemon naturally smiled cooperatively: "Senior Chen Xi, I suddenly want to drink carbonated drinks, can you go and buy them for me?" ”
"I ......" Chen Xi was interrupted by Nie Wushuang as soon as he wanted to speak: "It just so happens that I also want to drink carbonated drinks, so by the way, bring me a bottle." ”
Chen Xi is not a fool, so he naturally understands that these two people have joined forces to support him! Although he was a little depressed and a little sour, he still obediently went out to buy carbonated drinks.
The remaining two people in the room were silent again.
Until Lemon suddenly laughed and seemed to be very open-minded and asked, "Senior, how much time does the doctor say I have left?" ”
"Why didn't you tell me?"
Nie Wushuang's black eyes shone with angry fire, but more of them were deeply afraid.
He hadn't thought her condition was that bad, but when the doctor told him with a look of pity that Lemon might not last a month, he thought the whole world was about to collapse.
At that moment, the fear of almost losing her swallowed up his sanity.
He told himself over and over again that she would be fine, but his heart hurt for no reason, and he was even more afraid that she would leave so suddenly. Before he could do anything for her, he left in such a hurry.
This was something that he Nie Wushuang couldn't accept.
"It doesn't look like it's going to be very good......" Lemon still smiled gracefully, as if it wasn't her who was going to die.
Nie Wushuang only felt like a balloon that had inflated to the limit, and Lemon's words were like a needle that pierced the balloon.
Nie Wushuang almost roared, "Why didn't you tell me that you were already in such a dangerous stage?" ”
In this regard, Lemon smiled a little viciously: "Why did you tell you? Don't you care about me? ”
The anger that Nie Wushuang had just raised was just extinguished by a basin of lemon water.
He opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say anything when it came to his lips. In the end, he seemed to admit defeat and took a deep breath, and said firmly and solemnly: "Lemon, I have signed the consent form for heart surgery." ”
Chen Xi, who was standing outside the door, only felt an indescribable shock in his heart, and at the same time a sense of sadness.
Nie Wushuang...... In order to save lemons, he signed a consent form for heart surgery?
In this battle for love, he lost.
And it was a complete loss.
Upon learning of this, instead of rejoicing at the impending rebirth, Lemon became even more sad and resistant.
Lemon doesn't want to die.
But she didn't want Nie Wushuang's heart anymore.
Because she understands, her heart is already **, once this rotten heart is transplanted into Nie Wushuang's chest, he will die!
Lemon didn't want Nie Wushuang to be injured, let alone die.
So from that day on, Lemon kept trying all kinds of suicide methods.
For example, hanging, jumping off a building, swallowing sleeping pills, cutting wrists, and so on. But I had no choice but to hang myself without a rope, I had to jump off a building and climb onto the roof, I had to swallow sleeping pills and couldn't buy sleeping pills, I wanted to cut my wrists, and I was actually seen through by the uncle who sold knives and brainwashed it well!
After several unsuccessful suicide attempts, Lemon is kept under strict scrutiny. Well, now it's okay, let alone suicide, she can't even do self-harm.
So Lemon decided not to sign the consent form for heart surgery and just waited for the day when death came.
But it didn't work out in the end.
Because after hearing about Lemon's suicide feat, Nie Wushuang said something like this - "I like you." ”
After hearing this, Lemon was surprised at first, and then quickly relieved. Immediately, the idea of having heart surgery was even less severe.
"I like it very much."
Nie Wushuang looked at the weak lemon who could barely even laugh, and reverently branded a kiss on the lemon's forehead.
Then cuddle the lemon into your arms. As he had imagined countless times, her body was soft and light. However, it was much lighter than expected, which made Nie Wushuang feel uneasy and impatient.
Her time was running out.
So, he didn't allow his girl to die like that.
She deserves God's favor.
After getting a new life, she will graduate, fall in love, get married, and have children...... She will have a near-perfect life.
And he, Nie Wushuang will always accompany her.
"Don't die." Nie Wushuang didn't know whether he was persuading or praying.
"No ......"
Lemon tried to reach out and touch the boy in front of her, but she didn't have the strength.
"You're the best girl I've ever met. You deserve to have better. I can't be with you forever, so let me do one last thing for you......"
"No ......"
"Accept my heart."
The excessive mood swings affected the condition, and Lemon, who was gasping deeply, only felt a wordless pain in her heart.
"Lemon, don't turn me down."
"Because, I love you."
In the end, under Nie Wushuang's strong request, Lemon finally agreed to the operation.
Lemon's attending doctors were all taken aback when they heard the news, and they couldn't figure out how Nie Wushuang had made Lemon agree.
But no matter how hard they rack their brains, they can't get an answer. And the two parties not only did not explain, but also tacitly remained silent.
In this regard, the doctors only felt that a hundred claws scratched their hearts......
However, the operation still has to be carried out as usual.
It was a sunny afternoon.
Lemon and Nie Wushuang were pushed into the operating room at the same time. It's just that Lemon, who is too weak, has already fallen into a coma. Nie Wushuang didn't speak, leaving his body at the mercy of the doctor, but from the moment he entered the operating room, he turned his head sideways and looked intently at Lemon, who had also been injected with anesthetic.
It was as if he wanted to imprint the lemon on his heart, and his eyes were obsessed and a little smiling.
"I don't regret it." Nie Wushuang, who was being injected with anesthetics, suddenly opened his mouth and said to himself, he smiled very happily, "She is my favorite girl, and the best girl I have ever seen, she shouldn't just die." She deserves everything. And I will accompany her for the rest of her life and will never leave. Because ......"
The effect of the anesthesia gradually appeared, and Nie Wushuang only felt a little sleepy, but he was reluctant to close his eyes like this.
He wanted to see it a little longer.
Just one last moment.
"I'm going to be a part of her...... Because...... I love her ......"
The surgery was a success.
The lemon is out of danger, not only that, but the doctors have also made a conclusion that as long as the lemon has remained calm, it will be okay to live for a few more decades! I just remember to come to the hospital every year for a follow-up.
The doctor ordered a lot, and Lemon smiled and told them to remember.
Looking at the lemon that has recovered its health, I don't know why, Chen Xi always feels that this kind of lemon with a smile like a flower and a return to normalcy is more worthy of worry.
She was so resistant...... What did that person do to get her to agree?
"Lemon ...... What did Senior Musou say to you? He opened his mouth with a ghost.
As soon as the words came out, Chen Xi regretted it.
How could he be so stupid! How can such a thing be asked at such a time!
But unexpectedly, Lemon suddenly smiled at him and said, "He said that he wants me to live." ”
Chen Xi waited for the following, but Lemon shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "It's gone!" ”
"Well, Senior Wushuang is right, Lemon...... You have to live well. ”
Chen Xi followed Lemon's words, but he knew very well - she was lying.
Lemon recovers very well.
In a few days, you can be discharged from the hospital.
In this regard, Chen Xi felt an indescribable comfort. She's fine, and his rival is gone. But whenever this feeling appeared, Chen Xi would feel guilty and admired for Nie Wushuang again.
But whenever Lemon looked out the window in a daze, Chen Xi would feel helpless again.
Because no matter whether he succeeds in the end or not, Lemon will always remember Nie Wushuang.
The one who gave her a new lease of life.
The man who had once she'd rather die than hurt.
But thankfully, neither Lemon nor he tacitly mentioned this person.
Until the day before they were about to leave, if Lemon hadn't asked to see Nie Wushuang, he would probably have felt that Lemon had forgotten about this person.
Out of some selfishness, Chen Xi dissuaded him like this: "Senior Lemon, you will be afraid. ”
"No, it won't."
"Well, why don't I come with you?"
"Don't bother Senior Chen Xi, I really won't be afraid."
Although he knew that the result would be rejected by Lemon very thoroughly, Chen Xi still felt a little irritated when the truth really happened.
So Lemon really went to see Nie Wushuang alone.
Nie Wushuang's face was pale and bloodless, but with a satisfied smile on his face, he was very peaceful.
"Nie Wushuang, I will live as well as you wish." Lemon gently stroked Nie Wushuang's face, and his smile was stubborn with a little dissatisfaction: "But I can't guarantee that I won't spoil your heart!" ”
"So please don't go too fast......"
"I'm afraid of the dark, and I'm afraid of being lonely......"
“…… I like you, so ...... Wait for me ......"
Lemon's voice trembled at the end, but the tears never fell.
Looking at the person who had already fallen asleep, Lemon kissed him on his cold lips and said, "Nie Wushuang, I like you, do you hear that...... I like you......"
I don't know where the sadness comes from, anyway, Lemon felt sour and painful in her heart, and she repeated it over and over again like a fascination-"Nie Wushuang, I like you...... I like you......"
In the end, Lemon and Chen Xi did not bring Nie Wushuang back to his hometown, but left him in that mysterious country with pyramids and the Nile.
Shortly after returning home, Lemon graduated.
Some couples who were together in college got married. She didn't look for a partner.
After graduating, she got a good job.
After working for two years, many of my friends got married. She didn't look for a partner.
Five years later, Lemon is the head of the company.
Most of my friends who are married have children, and those who are not married are ready to get married. She still didn't find a partner.
When Lemon was thirty-five years old, Chen Xi was forced to get married.
But Lemon still didn't find a partner.
The family began to worry about Lemon, but before they could force the marriage, Lemon left quietly.
Lemon left a large legacy, and a last wish.
- Take her to that place.