Is your world real? (below)

"Do you want to believe what they say?"

Tang Xiaoyu froze in place, he seemed to hear it just now...... What strange sounds?

"Is that all you want to kill me?"

As the words fell, Tang Xiaoyu felt a hand on his shoulder. Her hands are very small and soft, probably a girl's hand.

Tang Xiaoyu looked at his concerned father across from him, then got up and went back to the room. He believed that his father must not have wanted to know that his second personality still existed in his body after the personality erasure treatment.

After closing the bedroom door, Tang Xiaoyu lowered his voice and said, "You...... Who is it? ”

"I'm you."

Tang Xiaoyu felt that he was really crazy, did he still need to ask such a simple question? In the same room, he was in the same room with his father, and then he heard a voice and his father didn't, which means something.

This shows that the other party is either a ghost or his second personality.

'My second personality? My second personality is not in ......' Tang Xiaoyu sat on the bed, staring blankly at somewhere in the void in front of him.

"Tang Xiaoyu, they don't understand, don't you understand?"

"I said I love you, so I'll protect you......"

'Until the soul is annihilated, ......' Tang Xiaoyu only felt that something flashed in his mind, he couldn't grasp it quickly, and he had an urge to cry when he was fast.

As Tang Xiaoyu's memory loosened, blood oozed from his feet, and then quickly expanded. A petite girl with a white ossified body but a beautiful face came out of the blood and chuckled, "It seems you remember." ”

"You...... Who the hell is ......" Tang Xiaoyu always had an inexplicable urge to cry.

"Tang Xiaoyu, do you remember your dream?" wanted to reach out and hold Tang Xiaoyu's face, "You want to be recognized by your parents, and you want to be recognized by this world." Maybe you don't remember anymore, but I do. ”

Tang Xiaoyu suddenly heard the sound of his own heartbeat, he couldn't lower his head, but he felt the warm feeling of his heart and a clear beat. At this moment, he seemed to suddenly come to life.

"Tang Xiaoyu, is this what you want to live like this by your parents?"

"Do you want them to do this to you? Do you still feel lonely? ”

"Do you think you're happy now?"

Tang Xiaoyu was silent.

He did remember the idea that he wanted to be recognized by his parents. He has been a stupid child since he was a child, he can't pass the exam, he has no long skills, and he has no special talents and opportunities. He is just the most ordinary scumbag, a salted fish who was judged by his parents to be unable to turn over.

Now he has all the tenderness of his parents, all the care that he can see and feel. They are no longer impatient with him and no longer hurt him with words, but is he really happy?

No.

He wasn't happy.

He just won't be happy and won't be happy now. His parents' attitude towards him put him in a perfect balance.

Life is turbulent, how the old days should have been. It's just that he always forgets things from time to time, like now.

Perhaps he already knew that the personality erasure treatment was useless, but he didn't record it in the memo. Tang Xiaoyu wasn't sure why he did this yesterday.

"Wake up, that's not what you want." I wanted to hug Tang Xiaoyu.

Tang Xiaoyu felt that his eyes were astringent, and it was estimated that he was provoked by the girl in front of him to be sad. He felt a little depressed in his heart, as if he was blocked by something. I can't vent it, but I can't let it go either. He always felt that something was missing from the weirdness around him, but he didn't know what was wrong.

"Do you want to know what you've forgotten?" He wanted to take out a book from his body and handed it to Tang Xiaoyu: "If you are curious, you can open it and take a look." ”

Tang Xiaoyu took the book, and the book was automatically opened. It was full of things he was familiar with, but very unfamiliar.

The main character in the book is a girl who is very wasteful and can't even sell cuteness. But she's lucky to have an audience that respects her. Even if her audience always teases her and teases her, they respect her and like her stupidity.

In this book, the girl is recognized.

And in this world, he did not get their love because he was recognized by his parents, but because of his own illness.

A psychopath, huh.

Tang Xiaoyu remembered what he had forgotten.

At that moment, the door suddenly opened, and his father walked in worriedly and locked the door with his backhand.

"Son, do you remember why we want to erase your second personality?"

"Isn't it to heal me?" Tang Xiaoyu asked rhetorically.

He used to be used to exchanging ideas with his parents, but now he didn't feel inappropriate at all when he asked him so unceremoniously.

"Yes, that's only part of the story." The father looked a little irritable, and he tried to describe something, but Tang Xiaoyu didn't understand.

"What do you want to say?"

"I want to say......" the father was silent for a moment, and continued, "I think the doctor has already told you, this is the reality, right?" You know, your mom and I did have bad things about you before, but we're already trying to change. What's more, you didn't have to work on it yourself in the first place...... Oh how am I, all in all, you know this is the real world, right? What kind of live broadcasts, it's all fake, bad things, you know what I mean, right? ”

Tang Xiaoyu looked at his father, not knowing what expression to make in response.

If you want to be a good baby that your parents love, he can say, 'Okay Dad, I believe you are for my good, so I listen to you.' ’

But Tang Xiaoyu didn't want to say that.

Maybe it's not a good habit to confront your parents, but ......

"Dad, you don't understand. I know that here is reality and there is virtuality. I know there may be some streams that are bad, but that's not the whole story. ”

Father suddenly became blurry, Tang Xiaoyu didn't have time to say anything more, and when he opened his eyes again, he was no longer in the room.

"Grandma, now do you know what you need?" Standing in the vast galaxy, the system asked with a smile.

Tang Xiaoyu looked at herself who had changed back into a girl, and smiled helplessly, "I don't know, I just think there's nothing wrong with living in a dream." ”

Tang Xiaoyu received too much contempt and hurt in the first half of his life because of his poor study, even though there were factors that caused all this, but it could not erase other external factors.

So compared to the painful real world, Tang Xiaoyu feels that it is really good to live in a dream.