Chapter 493 There are many people in this world, but my heart is very small
In the next few days, Qi Xing was making up for the lessons he had missed.
While taking advantage of his spare time, he acted as a tour guide and took Li Feier and Frank on a sightseeing tour of Tin City.
Frank is a lively girl, and in just a few days of getting along, she has already gotten along with Fei'er.
This made Qi Xing both happy and worried.
Happily, Phil has had a lot less smile on her face since she announced that she would leave MPC and fly solo.
Qi Xing also noticed this.
He had asked Fei'er many times, but Fei'er was an extremely strong woman, and he liked to put all the responsibility on his shoulders.
This time I made new friends, and Fei'er became more cheerful and lively than before.
The only thing that worries Qi Xing is Frank's sexuality.
If he was really Lala, then Qi Xing didn't know what to do.
Keep her away from Phil?
Or ......
Qi Xing shook his head, suppressing all these messy thoughts. In the bottom of my heart.
With Frank joining the TD team, the entire team has made up the top laner and ADC duo.
And Qi Xing is the team's midlaner.
The entire team is currently lacking only support and junglers.
Qi Xing once proposed to Sister Han to let Jiechen enter the TD team as a jungler.
But Sister Han seemed to look down on Jiechen a little, but because of Qi Xing's face, she didn't refuse and put Jiechen in the position of a substitute jungler.
As for the support players, Frank patted his chest. said that a friend of hers in Qingcheng assisted in playing particularly well.
When the two of them used to play rank in the United States, they often went black.
The tacit understanding between the two sides is very high, and if you find her, you don't have to worry about the run-in on the next road.
In this regard, Sister Han is naturally happy.
Therefore, the entire team is currently lacking only one powerful starting jungler.
Sister Han has been recruiting strong junglers into the team through her relationship with Zhang Wenwen these days.
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It's night, and the moonlight is like water.
The bright moonlight sprinkled onto the earth, through the window, sparsely refracted on the windowsill.
In front of the desktop computer next to the windowsill, Qi Xing sat in front, watching the video of the professional team's game with the mouse.
Put yourself in the middle of it, imagine yourself in that situation, how to choose?
In just half an hour of play, Qi Xing passed slow motion and pause.
It took nearly two hours to read it.
"Whew...... It's such a fierce game, it seems that there is still a long way to go to defeat them! ”
Qi Xing snorted softly and closed the page.
Looking at the time, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.
Thinking that he would take Frank and Phil to play tomorrow, Qi Xing planned to go to bed early.
But then, an email alert rang out.
When he saw the sender's name, Qi Xing's pupils shrank.
He didn't dare to click on this email, because this email was sent by Zhang Yingying, who he hadn't seen for a long time.
Zhang Yingying!
Seeing these three familiar words, Qi Xing only sighed and recalled.
Before graduating from high school, Zhang Yingying left him two lines and thirty-eight words.
Those thirty-eight words, Qi Xing still remembers them clearly.
"After waiting for so long, I suddenly understood that no matter how much I changed, I would never be able to get close to you, so it was better not to see you and leave alone!"
At that time, Zhang Yingying left these two lines and left.
Where he went, Qi Xing didn't know.
When he will come back, he doesn't even know.
After Zhang Yingying left, Qi Xing also sent emails to Zhang Yingying many times.
But without exception, every email is like a mud cow into the sea, and there is no news.
But now, he has received an email from Zhang Yingying.
When he was about to forget about her, he received an email from her.
At this moment, Qi Xing's hand trembled unconsciously a little. Shake.
Now that he has Fei'er, it stands to reason that he should no longer have anything to do with Zhang Yingying.
I can't leave him with the slightest thought.
But thinking of Zhang Yingying's illness, Qi Xing's heart softened suddenly.
Perhaps, Zhang Yingying sent me a message just out of greetings between ordinary friends?
Maybe Zhang Yingying is facing some difficulties now, waiting for me to help?
Maybe...... Maybe......
In just a few seconds, no less than ten possibilities appeared in Qi Xing's mind.
Every possibility, Qi Xing felt that it was possible.
"Just look, just look!"
Qi Xing comforted himself in his heart.
After a long time, Qi Xing moved his mouse and clicked on the email.
Once loaded, the content comes into view.
The beginning, which was as usual was the same, but it reminded Qi Xing of the dead high school.
The content of Zhang Yingying's email is not long, only a few paragraphs.
But after reading these paragraphs, Qi Xing couldn't extricate himself.
——-If I hadn't happened to see you in Seattle this time, I don't think I would have had the courage to send you this email.
Seeing the first sentence of the email, Qi Xing was stunned.
This time, because of Frank's business, she went to Seattle.
Who would have thought that Zhang Yingying would actually see herself?
Why didn't he notice it at all?
Where did Zhang Yingying see herself?
Is it the Space Needle? Or Pike Place Market?
Or is it about the relics street where Frank met?
Qi Xing didn't know, and he had no way of knowing.
But one thing he can be sure of is that Zhang Yingying must have seen herself somewhere in Seattle.
It's just that he doesn't fall short.
"The last time I emailed you was before the college entrance examination, counting the days, it's been 165 days. 165 days, 3960 hours, 14256000 seconds. I don't know, in such a long number of seconds, have you ever thought of me at a certain second? ”
The specific time when Zhang Yingying left until now, Qi Xing has forgotten.
He didn't expect Zhang Yingying to remember all this.
And he remembers it so clearly that he can even remember the seconds.
"Seeing you in Seattle this time, I finally saw my heart clearly, there are many people in this world, but my heart is very small. I can't pretend to be right and wrong, my heart can only accommodate one person, and that person is you! ”
"There are a lot of people in this world, but my heart is very small, so small that it can only accommodate one person!"
Qi Xing muttered, and suddenly his heart was sour.
He remembered him when he was a freshman in high school, the young boy who was full of yearning and longing for love.
At that time, he was the same as Zhang Yingying.
Qi Xing flipped his palm, looking at the hideous scar that was illuminated by the moonlight.
It's not just meat. The physical trauma is a permanent scar left in his heart.
"Alas!"
Qi Xing lowered his head and sighed, the current Zhang Yingying is too similar to him at the beginning.
I met the person I wanted to spend my life with him (her) the most at my youngest age.
But alas, they are all people who have been tricked by fate.
It's all in the wrong place, with the wrong people.
This is destined to be a bad fate with no ending.
Even if Qi Xing accepted her at that time, they would not be happy because of it.
After all, love is not a one-person thing, it's a product that needs to be maintained and given by two people, isn't it?