Chapter 100: Feng Yi's Memories
"Back then, I was a poor little scholar, and on the way to Beijing to catch the exam, I met your mother fainting on the side of the road. I didn't intend to save her at first, the person who fainted in the forest was either chased and killed, or ran away, I didn't have anything at the time, of course I didn't dare to provoke casually. But I don't know why I felt very uncomfortable after walking over, and after struggling for a long time, I picked her up and sent her directly to the nearest medical center. At first, I only cared about saving people, and I didn't have any other thoughts at all, but I only saw her when I put your mother on the bed, and I admit that I haven't seen many women, but I'm sure she must be the most beautiful. ”
When Feng Yi recalled, he had a smile on his face, as if he had returned to the time when he saved people.
"I've done a lot of things in my life that I regret, but saving your mother at that time was the most correct thing I did in my life. When the doctor told me that she was in a coma caused by malnutrition during pregnancy, there was a voice in my heart that kept saying, protect their mother and child, protect them. ”
"After your mother woke up and found out about this, she kept looking out the window and didn't speak, but she would eat well, and I knew she was thinking about the child in her belly. So after the exam, I went back to her and asked her to marry me. At that time, I had already forgotten about the exam results that I had dreamed of for more than ten years, and I was thinking about how to marry her home, and only then could I feel at ease. ”
"You should be able to imagine your mother's expression at that time, such a kind person, I can only say later, the family is in a hurry to let me marry a wife, and I don't want to, let her help me. That's it, your mother agreed to me, and said that if I have someone I like, tell her quickly, and then she will leave. At that time, I was thinking, what if I don't marry a wife for the rest of my life, how many men's wishes to be able to be by her side all the time. ”
Speaking of this, Feng Yi took the cup handed over by Feng Ruhuang and took a sip of water, and continued.
"After a month, I was on the list and became the champion. At that time, I didn't have any excitement, because I had already married the most beloved woman. I was unknown the day before, but at this moment, I became the object that many ladies in the capital wanted to marry. If it was before, I would definitely say that this is the manifestation of the ancestors, but now I don't think so, because I already have someone in my heart, and that person is your mother. In order to stop these women, I can only let your mother come forward, at that time her belly was already slightly visible, and she stood there without speaking, which was a visual impact on everyone. All women should not have the confidence to say that she is more beautiful than your mother. ”
"Soon the house given by the emperor will come down, and I want to build a courtyard for your mother herself, but your mother gave me a drawing, and she said that she hopes to build it according to that. That was the first time your mother begged me, and of course I agreed. Unexpectedly, after the courtyard was completed, your mother knew that she was going to die soon. She came to my room that night and handed me a letter, she said she would try to hold on until you were born, she said she hoped I wouldn't be nice to you, she said she wanted me to live well in the future...... She said a lot that night, the most she had ever said, but all that kept ringing in my ears was that she was going to die soon. ”
"Since that day, she has been losing weight little by little, but no matter how uncomfortable she is, she will try to eat, just for the healthy growth of you in her belly, she doesn't want the toxins in her body to spread to your body. To be honest, I hated you at that time, and your mother died after giving birth to you, and I couldn't accept this fact in my heart. So for many years, although I knew it wasn't your fault, I still didn't dare to face you. ”
"That's probably what it is, if you still don't understand anything, just look at this letter that your mother left you, it's the only thing your mother has put in me, although I haven't read it, but it's on my chest as if she's still with me. ”
As he spoke, Feng Yi took out the yellowed letter from his chest, looking at the seal on it, Feng Ruhuang knew that Feng Yi really didn't read it.
Although Feng Yi has no ability, it is really rare to love her mother.
Feng Ruhuang touched the envelope, but she didn't dare to open it, this letter was left to her by her mother more than ten years ago, such a friendship, so that her eyes couldn't help but moisten.
"Huang'er,
When you read this letter, my mother has been gone for many, many years, and my mother is not good, and I don't have a good body, so you don't see me. I don't know if your body has been affected by the toxins in your mother's body.
In fact, my mother's heart is also reluctant to leave you, do you know? Since my mother knew that she had you in her belly, she had been fantasizing about what you would look like in the future, holding her mother's hand and jumping on the path...... But my mother couldn't see it, and my mother really regretted why she was careless in the first place. The matter has come to this point, my mother can only say sorry to you, so that you can't experience maternal love when you are born, but your mother really loves you so much.
My mother always thought that you would be a little girl, a cute little girl. When I was a child, I would have a little baby fat, and when I grew up, I would definitely be the most beautiful girl on the continent. Although my mother thinks so, I don't want you to be on the cusp, my mother is in such a whirlpool all her life, and you have to think about what you want to do.
Your father is the man my mother loves in the world, and in front of her, I am the real me, but I can't go back to him. Back then, my mother knew that it was not your Uncle Poison Feather who did it, but when my mother was going to go back to your father, she found that there was a small-scale riot in the Demon Domain, and your father at this time needed to concentrate the most. If my mother still had a fighting spirit, I would definitely go back to help him without hesitation, but now my mother not only has no fighting spirit, but also a person who is highly poisonous and insolvable.
With your father's temper, I really don't know what kind of things he will do, so my mother is willful, whether it's for you or for your father. I think you should have nothing to do with your father in Fengfu, so your mother in this life hopes that you can live a peaceful and happy life, and does not want you to be at the center of power.
Huang'er's grandmother's family is also very powerful, you should have known about the existence of Lingshan when you read the letter. You are the only little lady in Lingshan, I don't want you to be found by them, because if they find you, they will know the news that Niang is dead, and this time Niang is selfish.
Presumably you have gone to the mausoleum of the mother to see, there is no body in it, rest assured, the body of the mother is not lost, if you want to see it, put the jade pendant in the groove under the jade bed, you will naturally see it.
I'm sorry, baby, but my mother really loves you. ”
Feng Ruhuang was already in tears after reading the letter, she never knew that there was another person who loved her so much, but nineteen years ago. Her mother has experienced so much in the ten months she has been pregnant, and her mother has thought about her future.
Although things didn't go according to her mother's arrangement, Feng Ruhuang was still very fortunate to be loved by someone like this.
Nangong Ming didn't know what to say, so he could only hold Feng Ruhuang in his arms and pat it gently, it was best not to say anything at this time.
"I didn't help her fulfill your mother's wish, and she will definitely complain about me when I see your mother again. Ruhuang, you don't know that when I saw you walking with Hades for the first time, I was excited and scared. She is excited that her daughter deserves the love of the youngest and most promising man on this continent, and she is afraid that she will not fulfill your mother's wishes. ”
"At that time, it was useless for me to stop it, so I could only go with the flow, but I still hope that you can be with Hades, because if you get happiness, your mother may not complain too much about me. ”
Feng Ruhuang thought of Feng Yi's lost soul last time she saw her mother's body, and she didn't know if she should tell him about it, after all, after so many years, Feng Yi's love for her mother has not changed.
"Dad, my mother's body is not lost. ”
"I know. ”
"You know?"
"Your mother is a person who likes to plan ahead, she will not make such a mistake, let herself be restless after death, although I don't know where her body went, but she has always been my Feng Yi's wife, on the genealogy of our Feng family. ”
When Feng Ruhuang heard Feng Yi's words, she suddenly felt that she didn't know this person.
"Ruhuang, how can my father have been the prime minister for more than ten years, if he was stupid, he would have been pulled down a long time ago, how could he have been sitting in that seat safely. ”
Feng Yi looked at Feng Ruhuang as if he didn't know him, and shook his head helplessly, he has been on the cusp for so many years, and many things have been involuntarily.
The position of prime minister is an existence above 10,000 people under one person, Feng Yi must be careful in every step, if there is no city government, I am afraid that he will be eaten long ago and there will be no scum left.
"Do you want to see my mother's body?"
"No, she has always been in my heart, and besides, she doesn't necessarily want to see me, so why bother with her peace, I will spend the rest of my life in this monastery. It is already the greatest comfort to me that you can come to see me, and I have completed the only task given to me by your mother, so I have no regrets from now on. ”
"That ......"
"Huang'er, go back, Dad is good here, I know that you are all good, I am relieved. Finally, Dad wants to ask you for one thing, although Rutao and Ruzhu have done a lot of wrong things over the years, I hope you will let them live in my face. ”
Feng Ruhuang looked at the expectation in Feng Yi's eyes, and nodded involuntarily. She didn't plan to do anything to those two people at the beginning, the previous things have passed, and in the future, they will forget about Feng Ruhuang and become ordinary people.
"Alright, go back and don't come again. ”
Feng Yi waved his hand, closed his eyes, and continued to meditate, Feng Ruhuang wanted to say something, but looking at Feng Yi's appearance, he still gave up.
Nangong Ming took Feng Ruhuang's hand and walked out, Feng Ruhuang looked back at the door that Feng Yi had closed, and his heart suddenly felt sour.
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