Chapter 132: Who is she who she loves?

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"Real-world clones"

I lifted my forehead and sighed, "This idiot. "It's still late at night, and it's going to be a huge torture to activate the clone ability so early, and it's going to be a huge torture to synchronize memories at 24 o'clock tonight. The last time I synchronized the memories for more than a hundred hours in one breath, I almost caused headaches to vomit, and I'm afraid this time it's not much better.

"Nightmares?"

"It's worse than a nightmare."

Zhuge Junchan and I hugged each other on the fluffy and soft sofa in the hotel. It seems to be specially designed for lovers, and if it is narrow, it will look crowded, and if it is wide, it will not be able to hug each other tightly.

I love the feeling when she rubs my hair. Before she was reincarnated in the other world, she used to caress me like this, the world is impermanent, who would have thought that she would still maintain the same habits now that she has lost her memory.

She clung to my arms, and the paper-thin shirt couldn't hold off the softness of her skin to me, which was hot. Bright rays of moonlight filtered through the cracks in the curtains, kissing her shoulders that had been gently pulled down by the collar, and her skin was like clotted fat with the first snow fluorescent. If I count the other world, I can be considered a myriad of pleasantries, but I am still surprised by what kind of jade bone ice muscle it is.

A faint fragrance that makes my heart ripple.

I slid my lips down her collarbone.

Infant.

This is the skin that only babies have, and it is tender and round.

Suddenly, I noticed that she was covering her mouth. I thought she was patiently alarming the second elder next door by not making a happy sound, so I jokingly became and asked in a low voice, "Chan, you don't have to endure it, you can make a sound." ”

However, it was not a natural voice that was looking forward to it, but a soft sentence: "I'm afraid you'll dislike me......"

Ay?

I stopped and looked at her, who was flushed but melancholy. "Disliked? Where does this begin? ”

"Our first meeting...... It's bad......" She kept her head up and didn't look at me when she said this, "people are old and yellow......"

I suddenly remembered the scene when I saw Zhuqing in the cliffside cottage of Dawn Harbor. To be honest, I still remember it vividly in retrospect, a crazy old woman with gray hair and bare half of her shoulders shaking the dice violently, full of swearing. When I first saw her, she still can't overlap with Zhuge Junchan in my impression.

"Silly girl. You are beautiful and young now. And everybody gets old, but this time they're waiting to be with me. ”

"I hope so, but ......" Zhuge Junchan sat up and looked at the empty side, "I still seem to be old." ”

I don't understand what she's talking nonsense.

She grabbed my hand and pressed it to her chest: "Here, my heart has not become younger. "But it's stretchy.

I sat up, tilted my head and stared at her, trying to listen, trying to understand what she was saying.

"My dear, although you have restored me to youth with your spells, my heart has not been restored. I'm not blaming or asking you to change even my heart, but when I walk side by side with the girls around you every day, I am deeply frustrated by their energetic words and deeds, and lamenting that the years are no longer there. No, it's not just the girls, it's the same with the little brothers around you, all of them are full of energy if they want to do it. They are at an age where they have an infinite future. ”

"Huh? But you have immortality technology, and you have an infinite future. ”

"People really can't disobey the old. When they were their age, I slashed the inquisitor boss of District 8 and kicked all the mercenaries and sailors who were rude to me in Dawnport, but now I'm the brave I used to be. Now I ...... Now I ......"

She seemed to have a thorn stuck in her throat, and she was speechless for a long time.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Now I seem to have lost the energy to chase......"

I folded my arms and tilted my head in contemplation. No, so what? I really don't understand it, but it doesn't seem like a good listener to put it bluntly. "What else?"

"Also, I'm actually from Dawn Harbor...... Similar to the leader of the ruffians. ”

I nodded, I had already guessed. "Anything else?"

"And ...... I can't help you on your journey. Not only did they not make a favorable suggestion in the 7th district, but they also dragged you to the rescue during the defensive war, and almost fell into a crisis. ”

The more I listened, the more confused I became, where is all this? "Well, anything else?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Also, there is a dangerous short sword hidden, and I didn't tell you ......"

"Uh, gone?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Also, while swimming, I stole a fish directly in the water......"

I'm dizzy. I said why she was diving in the green lake that day for so long.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Chan, you won't have anything left unsaid, will you? ”

"Well, and, I ......"

"Stop!" I reached out and covered her mouth. I couldn't take it anymore, and the more I listened, the more confused I became. Let me figure it out: at first she said that she was worried that I would dislike her, and then she said that she was old-fashioned, and then she said that she was a ruffian, and then she said that she was stealing fish? I can't "dislike" her for such trivial things, it's not a problem, it's a confession of sins to the pastor, from the age of 2!

"I know, I know, and now I will officially reply to you: I think mature and stable women are very attractive and comfortable; I know too many ruffians, both in the other world and in reality, which makes people feel more familiar and intimate; I don't have to think much about it, I have always liked Hulai, even if it is a "journey"; It is natural and natural to save you, because you are my woman; Tomorrow let me play with the dagger; The whole fish pond has been given to you, what is it to steal food? Can you sleep now? You're really overthinking. ”

I sighed and scratched my head and lay down, but she still sat next to her with a look of obscurity. I knew that what I really wanted to say had not yet been spoken.

I didn't understand what she was worried about. I love her so much that it's completely unnecessary.

After a long time, she finally mustered up the courage to speak: "I...... Don't know who you love. ”

"Uh. I'm sorry, I did have a bit of a heart, but I thought you'd forgive me, after all, I ......"

Unexpectedly, she shook her head and interrupted my explanation: "I mean, I don't know if you love Zhuge Junchan or Zhuqing." ”

……

Ay?

These two are the same person!

The same person, of course.

It's the same person, right?

…… Hey?

Listening to it, I feel like I'm being empowered. yes, are they really the same person? I sighed more than once that the figures of the two people could not overlap, and what I was in front of me was actually Zhuqing, not Zhuge Junchan. Even though they are both reincarnated and love me the same, they are two completely different people. One is a cute and cute little girl, and the other is a calm and sophisticated female ruffian on the battlefield, even in terms of combat, there is a world of difference in personality, not to mention the factors that can greatly affect personality through growth experience.

Before I could react to her unprepared question, the latter dropped a second sentence that made me sleepy: "My dear, I don't think you have "love" for me, but "gratitude." At first, when you picked up the aging me and went thousands of miles to the town of Bonan to perform the rebirth spell, I was very moved, I thought I was lying in the arms of Prince Charming. But as I surrounded your brothers and girls, I suddenly felt some unknown sense of dissonanceβ€”and while you clearly cared deeply about me, it seemed to be decisively different from theirs. I didn't know exactly where the gap was, until I heard you tell me about the warmth of my past life...... and entanglement, I understood: your extraordinary concern for me is not love at all, but gratitude to Zhuge Junchan for sacrificing herself to protect you three years ago, as well as heavy guilt. ”

Forehead.

Forehead?

No way!

Of course I love Zhuge Junchan, how can it be because of ......! Ay?

"Especially...... Do you remember when I asked you to call me "Zhuqing" in the future, because I felt it...... Maybe it's not me who you love, but Zhuge Junchanna, who I have never met and who looks like me. However, you didn't care. No, maybe there is no "Zhuqing" in your eyes at all, only "Zhuge Junchan". ”

"But!" I was a little emotional, and I jumped up from the sofa but she immediately covered her mouth and put her index finger in front of her lips, "But, you are Zhuge Junchan." ”

She showed deep sadness and shook her head: "You know better than anyone else, I ...... It's not her ......"

……

I have never been able to overlap the figures of Zhuqing and Zhuge Junchan, but I don't believe that the reincarnation of losing my memory can completely change a person, how can it be different.

There was a moment of silence.

She said lightly, "Sleep." There was sadness in his tone.

So I really didn't have the heart to sleep. Because I was really speechless for a while, and I couldn't figure out these questions even if I wanted to. But I also know that even if these problems are never solved, Zhuqing will always love me and use her "adaptive adjustment" to silently digest negative emotions.

I didn't sleep all night.

I was half-asleep and half-awake thinking about who I loved, whether I was loving or grateful, until I was awakened by a soft argument.

I opened my eyes and saw Zhuqing standing in front of his parents, not humble or arrogant, insisting on something, but he was already on the rise.

I lifted the sheet and sat up.

"Hmph, it's almost noon. What is the meaning of "let him sleep a little longer", gluttony is the first step to becoming waste. Daddy's gaze shot at me from Zhuge Junchan's shoulder, and he was so angry. Immediately afterwards, my mother said: "Okay, Dad, Xiaochan is also kind." But if it were Satsuki, she would definitely not be so against the elders. ”

I scratched my head and got up.

The atmosphere in the dining room is not very good.

I whispered a thank you to Zhuqing, and she smiled and whispered back, "It seems to be 'gratitude'." ”

Embarrassment, is the topic of last night still going on? "No, love, of course."

"Huh? So why did you never touch me? You've touched all the girls around you, whether you like them or not, even the Baka Rabbit. Or is it really disgusting that I am aging inside? ”

A sentence choked me.

Indeed, I never seemed to have the urge to her, even if it was last night's warmth. Weird! That's not my style!

At this time, the mother broke the silence: "The little couple is very affectionate." Three years together? ”

I nodded.

"Have you ever been separated in three years?"

"Why do you ask?"

Mom and Dad exchanged glances, and sighed: "Because, Xiaochan seems to have changed a lot from three years ago, and I haven't seen her recently." ”

I suddenly half-got up and asked, "You saw it three years ago?" ”

"Yes. Xiaochan didn't tell you? ”

I looked at Zhuqing, who smiled wryly.

"Come to think of it, I've seen it four times, right?" muttered to himself in confusion, but the topic was picked up by my father, "That's right, I'm very impressed." The first time was when I suddenly received an anonymous letter that said, "Your son has been kidnapped by us, and he came immediately with 2,000 yuan." At that time, I wondered why the kidnappers only needed 2,000 yuan for so little, but I didn't dare to call the police and was afraid that if it was true, I had to take the money to the designated place to ransom people. There, we only saw Xiaochan. She said it was you who made a not-so-good friend, who made a bad joke. She'd scolded those people back. ”

"Huh?" How I didn't know about it.

Dad continued: "Just because of your unfilial thing, we two old people were frightened and ran away in vain. At that time, we knew that you had a girlfriend, and we were relieved because she seemed to be honest and cared about you. "The second time, we received an even worse anonymous letter, and she was waiting for us. I remember we were very angry. The third time was bizarre, your girlfriend was hit by a car in the middle of the night and followed us until we got to the door, and we were shocked when we found out. Although she was left to come in and rub the medicine, she soon "escaped". I really want to ask you two now, why did Xiaochan follow us that night, and besides, it wasn't a car crash but a fight injury, right? What kind of friends have you made? ”

Forehead.

How the hell do I know?

"We were a little worried about you, even if you were a bastard son, but you were also your own, so after a while we went to visit you and saw Xiaochan for the fourth time. She was a little ...... Haggard. Anyway she said you have her taking care of everything and it's okay, let's not come recently. We came all the way but were "persuaded" by her to leave, and to be honest, we were really angry, so I didn't even want to pay attention to you on the phone for a long time. Until yesterday. ”

Hearing this, I put down my chopsticks and couldn't eat a mouthful of food.

Although I don't know what happened these four times, it should be Zhuge Junchan who has been sacrificing herself from the hands of other players to protect me. I don't know why my parents were targeted, but maybe I've become a drag on her side. She was very strong at the time, so taking a detour from reality became a despicable tactic for some desperate players who were desperate to survive.

"I'm full." I stood up and pulled Zhuqing to the outside of the house, "She's full too." ”

We walked out of the hotel and didn't say a word on the way until we reached the corner where no one was visited.

She grabbed her arm, looked down and muttered, "...... I know what you're trying to say......"

No, you don't know.

A, "Zhuge Junchan, I will definitely let you come back to me!" What about grace, what about love, what about amnesia, what about rebirth, some people and things will never change! Wait for me! Soon! Together, you are the whole you. ”

B, "You and her are the same person, and I will see you again today." In order to let me sleep a little longer, the back of the strict father and mother like a hen guarding the cubs overlapped closely with her. Whether it's Zhuge or Zhuqing, whether it's a past life or a reincarnation, I know you're the same person! ”

C, "Yes, I'm grateful, but it's love!" No one has ever treated me like you, whether it is your sacrifice, your ruffian, your stupidity, your sophistication, everything is worthy of my love, and this protection you have given me, I will pay for it with a lifetime - a life longer than yours. ”

D, "Zhuqing, I love you!" I did want to get you back to memory, but I changed my mind. Those good things are precious, but more often than not, they are painful, hardship and sorrow. There are too many unfortunate girls around me, and it certainly won't be smooth sailing after your reincarnation. It will never make you suffer any more pain, especially from the unwarranted past. It's like you said when you were rejuvenated: this is a new life, a new beginning. ”

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