Chapter 418: Guilt
"Not bad. Yu Shunkang, who answered her words, was much older than she had in her impression, but his mouth was still the one that Yan An hated the most. He said, "You are richer than ever." How's it going? Are you okay with dry milk? Chao Zhen is okay?"
Yan An closed his eyes and hid the anger and hatred that instantly surged into his heart. What position did he use to inquire about her dry milk? She had worked hard all her life, and the only time she had an easier life was after she met her mother and lived with her for a short time. However, this short happy day was also shattered by the person in front of her, so that she lived trembling and hating for the rest of her life.
If the accidental death of her dry milk is called a tragedy, then the cause of this tragedy is the person in front of her!
How dare he ask like this!
"I passed away not long ago. ”
As soon as Yan An's words came out, I didn't know who to listen to and let out a sneer. She looked over in time, but couldn't catch the person making the sound. She just listened to Yu Shunkang say in a very brazen tone: "Then there are only a few of us who are still alive in this world." In fact, that old woman has no blood relationship with you, we are your blood family. ”
Yan An couldn't wait to look up to the sky and laugh three times. But she looked frightened and said, "I don't know what you're talking about." I don't have any family in this world, and I can't be a few of you. ”
"You!" Yu Shunkang took a deep breath, pointed to his eyes, and said, "Look at my eyes and my legs, if it weren't for you, how could you be like this? ”
The next-door neighbor probably started to stir-fry, and the smell of oil smoke wafted over, and suddenly, Yan An's feeling of nausea and nausea came up again. She suddenly didn't understand what the point of her coming here today was, and now she really didn't want to stay for a second longer.
She said to Jiang Chaodui: "This place makes me sick, let's go." ”
When she got up, she heard Yu Ke say, "You're not with Chao Zhen now, are you?" I see that there are still a lot of scandals about him in gossip. Or is it that the supremacy of true love, which you have always flaunted, has gradually succumbed to worldly money?
"Whatever you want. Yan An shook his wrist and said, "It's not that the surgery was done in some regular hospital, and I'm worried that one day the prosthesis will rot in the skin and there will be no money to take it out." Okay, I'm relieved to come over today to see that you're doing well, you guys are alive and well, and we'll have a date later?"
Yan An vomited when she came out of that house and went downstairs, and Jiang Chaodui patted her on the back and said that she was going to the hospital.
Seeing Yan An squatting down on her knees, Jiang Chaowan originally thought she was resting, but suddenly heard her suppressed cry. Jiang Chaodui panicked and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"My mother died, and so did my dry milk. Why is this why their family is still together?"
Jiang Chaodui smoothed her back and said, "Good people don't live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years." ”
Yan An squatted quietly for a while, suppressed her tears and got up and said to her: "I'm sorry, I've had a lot of emotional ups and downs recently, and I don't want to be like this." ”
"When I go back, I will hand over the information that Yu Shunkang owed to loan sharks in the past, and the house they live in here will be repossessed immediately, and they will have no fixed place to live. You must not be angry, there are many ways to make this kind of person have a bad life, you must not be angry yourself. ”
Jiang Chaodui helped Yan An into the car, she asked the driver to get out of the car, and said to her: "Don't hold back, just say something in your heart." ”
"I used to wonder who was responsible for my dry milk death. ”
Jiang Chaodui hugged her when he heard this, and said, "Baby, this is a misunderstanding and an accident, no one wants to do this, but when things happen, they happen, and there is such a thing as birth, old age, sickness and death, you can't avoid it." ”
"When my mother died, she hated Yu Shunkang, so I was able to convince myself to let go of the pain in my heart for a while. But who can I blame when my dry milk dies? I can't blame Chao Zhen, and he is innocent in this matter. I can't blame myself, I'm going to live tomorrow. So I can only blame Yu Shunkang, my mother, my dry milk, including all the tragedies on me, all because of him!"
"Yes!" Jiang Chaowan patted her head lightly and said, "It's all his fault, you don't care about these things in the future, I'll help you deal with it." K City is a good place, they don't deserve to stay here, I will definitely let them get away, this life will not appear in front of you, don't be angry. ”
Seeing Yan An raise his eyes to look at her, Jiang Chaodui asked softly, "Baby, what do you think of your recent abnormal state?"
Yan An felt her back straighten in an instant, and she asked, "What do you think?"
"Are you...... I didn't think it was because you had a cold or weren't used to the environment...... But as you just said, you've had a lot of emotional ups and downs lately...... You've always been a very good person to control your emotions, and in light of your recent anomalies, I guess you're ......."
"Yes and no, I know in my own mind. Yan An interrupted her stiffly and said, "These are all your guesses. A guess in my heart is just a guess, and if I say it, it will become a rumor. I don't want to hear rumors about myself in the mouths of others, especially Chao Zhen. ”
"You're not going to tell him?" Jiang Chaowan said in shock.
"What do you want to say now?" Yan An asked, "Because of this incident, everything that happened before was erased as if nothing happened?" Then how can I be sure that I am with him for what reason?
"You're thinking too much, maybe he'll remember everything tomorrow. ”
"What about what happened during this time? I can convince myself that the death of my dry milk has nothing to do with him, what about other things? You also heard Yu Ke say just now, no matter what his purpose, those scandals published in the gossip media are cold knives used by others to stab my scars. I'd rather he don't think about anything now, if one day ......" Yan An's tears fell from her cheeks, and she asked: "He remembers everything, how will he face everything that has happened during this time? How will he accept these scars that he has inflicted on me with his own hands? ”
Yan An bent down in pain, covered his eyes, and said, "I'd rather he never think about it." ”