On second thought, I couldn't figure out what went wrong in what I was experiencing today. I have no clue why I am the way I am now.

I was so desperate that I didn't know what to do. I remember that in the spoof video I watched before, I asked passers-by what you would do if you became a girl one day, and one of them said "let the brothers be cool first".

At this moment, I just want to say, let's exchange that buddy, I'm going to live a normal life, you go and make your brothers happy.

That's right, brother. Although I won't let my brothers "cool up", they should give me some effective proposals. I'm in a mess right now, and I can't even think normally, isn't this a good time for my brothers to shine.

But who should I ask, this person had better believe me very much, and not be suspicious of the absurdity I am going to tell him. In addition, I need to be cool-headed and able to accurately help me analyze the causes and consequences of the whole incident. It's better to understand some physiological problems, so that I don't have to be so uncomfortable for the time being.

I immediately had a candidate in my mind, grabbed my phone and dialed him: "Hey, hey, hey? Haoran, are you busy? ”

On the other end of the phone was my best friend Lu Haoran, who was obviously busy now, and I could hear the crackling sound of typing on the keyboard: "If you have coronary heart disease, I won't be busy." ”

Coronary heart disease is a nickname given to me by Lu Haoran, and since I was a child, he has often used this nickname that is homophonic to my name to ridicule me. But at this moment, if I don't think of a way to solve the dilemma in front of me, I guess I am not far from having a heart attack.

"Haoran, how long have we known each other?" I didn't know how to speak.

The keypad tapping sound on the other end of the phone disappeared, and Lu Haoran's voice became a little low: "You were born seventeen days later than me, and we have grown up in a delivery room since the day you were born, so we can say how old you are, how long have we known each other." What's the matter, suddenly asking this is to confess to me? I'll tell you in advance, I'm normal. ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to his jokes, and wondered how to explain the current situation to him: "Then you say, do you think I'm a boy or a girl?" ”

"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?" Lu Haoran was obviously suspicious.

I'm also suspicious, if a guy who usually gets along with me suddenly asks me if he thinks he's a boy or a girl, I'm sure I'll wonder if this guy wants to have sex with me.

"You don't care so much, I don't mean anything else, I just want to know what kind of image I am in the eyes of others." I tried to perfunctory him, but I guess it didn't work.

Fortunately, Lu Haoran didn't continue to ask: "I want to think about it." As for you, because of professional reasons, you can also do a good job of converting true and false sounds to blur the difference between male and female voices. Especially with your thick androgynous face, I don't think anyone would suspect you if you were a tomboy to someone who didn't know you. But from my point of view, you are indeed a boy, at least genetically speaking. ”

What do you mean genetically, does this mean that I am actually hermaphroditic in addition to my essence? Forget it, I'll deal with him about these things later, and the most important thing now is to determine whether I exist in this world as a boy.

Although I have never doubted my own gender in the past 20 years, I can't help but be shaken by the self in front of me, what if I have only lived in an illusion for the past 20 years?

"So you're sure I'm a man?" I asked him tentatively.

Lu Haoran let out a long sigh: "Although I don't want to admit it, but that's the case." Besides, haven't you lived in a boys' dormitory for the past two years? If you're not a man, something would have happened. No, wait a minute, with your face, it's very possible to have an accident as a boy. ”

I didn't bother with him, or I was happy to hear him joke now, because I could confirm that I was born a boy, and that I had lived as a boy for at least an hour.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm my tone: "Well, Haoran, I'll tell you something. ”

"You say." Lu Haoran did not hesitate.

"I feel like I've become a woman."

"We only met two days ago, and you came back from an operation in Thailand so soon?" Lu Haoran laughed wildly over there.

I know how fantastical what I'm going to say to Lu Haoran next sounds, not to mention him, even myself, I'm not so sure of what happened. But for now, the only person I can turn to without worrying about any bad effects is him.

"Haoran, don't interrupt me yet, and don't express any opinions, wait until I finish speaking." I tried my best to tell Lu Haoran the whole thing calmly as I usually did.

During this period, Lu Haoran did not speak, and it was not until long after I finished speaking that he spoke: "April Fool's Day?" ”

"It's my birthday today, how can it be April Fool's Day." I actually wish it was April Fool's Day, it was just a joke.

"What you say is true?" Lu Haoran was obviously suspicious.

"I wish it wasn't real." That's right, that's what my heart wants at this moment.

Lu Haoran was silent for a while, and then spoke: "Otherwise, you can take a photo and show me, there is no basis for such a statement." ”

In fact, I also had a frank meeting with Lu Haoran before, and as soon as we had a long vacation, we would go to play ball together. After sweating a lot, we went to take a bath together, and then took a nap in the bath, and I didn't feel anything at all.

But now it's a different situation.,Although it's true that this body is still my body.,But this is a girl's form after all.。 It's okay to take a picture of him, I don't want to go in for some kind of bad information.

"Forget it, don't show it to you like this now, I can't bear to look at it myself. You just believe me once, we have been friends for so many years, when did I lie to you? "I try to play the emotional card.

"A lot. Elementary school spring outing, I forgot the meeting time, obviously you set off at seven o'clock but you told me that it was nine o'clock in the morning, but when I went, I didn't even see the tires of the car. In the junior high school English test, everyone passed the cheat sheet, and you changed the answers to each multiple-choice question before giving it to me, which caused me to fail. When I was in high school, I asked you to help me hand over love letters to your class flowers, but after evening self-study, I waited for 'Ruhua' on the boulevard. And say you didn't lie to me? "Lu Haoran is settling old scores with me.

I was slightly embarrassed: "This, it's all a trivial matter." Did I lie to you on a major matter? And if you think about it, those things are all about your vital interests, and what I'm telling you now is about my interests. ”

"There's some truth to that. Okay, I'll trust you for once. You tell me what happened again, in as much detail as possible. I'll see what's wrong. Lu Haoran became serious.