Volume 1 Sudden Encounters and First Acquaintances Chapter 23 Thoughts
Fan Hua's construction is efficient, but in three days, the damaged walls and floors have been repaired, along with the tables and chairs, Lu Fan stood at the door of the classroom in 201, if it wasn't for his personal experience, who would have thought that three days ago, what happened here.
From this semester, there are still the last ten days, after the summer vacation, there is only the last school year left in high school, life, and therefore to the key sprint point, so the summer vacation training project has also been put on the bright side, because of the education policy, for the motherland flowers can get enough rest, there is no cram plus class, but there is a policy, there are countermeasures, in the name of extracurricular hobbies, for the training of other talents and skills, still occupy the winter and summer vacations of students.
During the summer vacation, Lu Fan's special training program officially began, the specific course is only one month, divided into two steps, respectively, a twenty-day devil training and a ten-day field knockout, the training is closed, but the specific matters will be announced by the instructor himself after the holiday, if selected into the competition team, in the following month, you need to go to the national capital to participate in the final trial match.
Open the subject book, although the exam is approaching, but Lu Fan has no way to calm down and study now, the crisis of the black book has passed temporarily, but within this month, there is still one place left for the last person, he must solve this problem before the holiday, but what kind of goal should be chosen, has been bothering Lu Fan, "Who is it, the most, die!" Lufan muttered to himself.
The first person he wiped out in the harbor last time, in Lu Fan's mind, such a gangster, except for eating food and harming social security, is basically useless, very in line with the person who should disappear in his heart, that look appeared in his mind again, Huang Zhencheng, this name will gradually fade with time, but this look will always remain in Lu Fan's heart, forever branded traces, he is just an ordinary student, but fate is full of malice towards him, although in the end, he has a relieved smile on his face, but Lu Fan still feels that he is ashamed of him, he has no way, in the name of liberation, after erasing such a miserable life, can still live with peace of mind.
The third candidate? Lu Fan closed his eyes, unconsciously, he thought of Zhao Fangqiong, and his heart moved, there is no doubt that if someone has to disappear, then, Lu Fan is more willing to lean towards this person, that's right! If there is no him, is there still a possibility left between Lu Fan and Xia Xue?
As soon as the thought arrived, it began to be out of control, everything in the past came to mind again, Lu Fan's mind was full of those beautiful fragments of smiles, scene by scene stimulated the depths of his heart, trying to evoke the heart that was about to move, at this moment, Lu Fan only felt that Zhao Fangqiong's face was hateful, he existed in this world every day, he would be stuck between him and Xia Xue all the time, becoming a heart-wrenching stinger, piercing each other's hearts, reminding this long-broken emotion.
Lu Fan took out the black book, he walked out of the classroom, and went straight to the rooftop like a demon, he had never been so disgusted with a person, as if all the darkness in his heart had exploded, and he wanted a person to disappear very violently, as if a voice had been spinning in his head, "Kill him, kill him!" Something in his heart was awakened, that primitive desire, the pleasure of wanting to destroy all the people or things that hindered him.
When he opened the black book, Lu Fan hesitated, "No!" He said, Lu Fan tried his best to curb the impulse in his heart, that extremely seductive voice, like a wave, wave after wave hit his inner defense, Lu Fan threw down the black book, clenched his teeth motionlessly, he didn't dare to move a bit, because even a small movement could make him completely defeated.
After a long time, Lu Fan gradually calmed down, He looked down at the black book on the wall platform, still motionless, "Drink!" Picking up the black book, Lu Fan leaned against the wall and panted lightly.
When the class time came, Lu Fan returned to the classroom, his expression remained normal, but his lips were a little pale, but the whole day of class was still finished normally, and as soon as school ended, Lu Fan went straight out of the school gate.
Zhao Fangqiong, no matter how disgusted he is, no matter how strong the hostile conflict between them is, Lu Fan will not retaliate by this means, this is a bottom line, in order to survive, he can kill people selectively, but Lu Fan can't accept it anyway, relying on this kind of unsightly means to erase the rival in love is very boring, although in the eyes of most people, this is unreasonable, but this is him, Lu Fan.
Flipping through the black book, Lu Fan looked down from the windowsill, a little far away, Lu Fan struggled to observe a thug squatting on the street smoking, he had a tattoo on his shoulder, only a small part, the rest was covered by a blue vest, he blew out a puff of smoke, spit viciously on the ground, and then scolded and threw away the cigarette butt, got up and walked into an Internet café.
What is depicted in the black book is exactly what this thug looks like, but Lu Fan didn't make any moves, he waited patiently, for two and a half hours, from the blue sky until the street lights were on, Lu Fan saw the thugs come out of the Internet café, Lu Fan silently went downstairs, he followed from a distance, and didn't stop until a place, "I'm sorry." Lu Fan closed the black book and thought silently in his heart.
The dark light leaked from the cracks in the pages, Lu Fan kicked the black book tightly, and the gangsters in the distance disappeared silently in the corner, what kind of person is he, Lu Fan doesn't know, he chose him, just because of his appearance, the tolerable result in his heart, in order to calm the guilt in his heart, Lu Fan can only use these three words to hide the paleness of his heart, in this kind of corner where no one passes, the death of the gangster is like a feather, silent, the armpit is a little abnormal, Lu Fan turned around, but still walked unhurriedly, he found a quiet place, and opened the black book, the body of the book did not have any traces of burning, it was still very new。
After the third person was wiped out, there was a change in the black book, Lu Fan opened the first page of the black book, only to see the only blank place, a black skull appeared, Returning to the Spirit! The font of the contract I. Returning to the spirit suddenly changed, floating gold, and there were more strange patterns around it, "This!" The black book was in his hand, and suddenly turned into a ray of light and drilled into Lu Fan's palm, "It's gone!" Lu Fan was shocked, he repeatedly studied his palm, but he didn't find anything abnormal.
"Where's the Black Book?" Lu Fan's heart moved, suddenly, this black book appeared in the palm of his hand, Lu Fan pondered for a moment, his heart moved, and the black book in his hand turned into a ray of light into the palm of his hand, thinking about it repeatedly, the black book appeared again, in the face of this situation, Lu Fan instead figured out some keys, he finally understood the meaning of the first sentence, the so-called return to the spirit, probably refers to the completion of the requirements of the black book, it will be with it, so as to produce the current effect, the soul is one, his soul and it, maybe from now on bound together, to achieve the return to the spirit。
The voice that has been influencing Lu Fan today is basically inseparable from the black book, it can affect his mind uninterruptedly, it is like a conscious living body, it has been hidden in the body, Lu Fan is very worried, one day, he will be controlled by this book, and become a monster who doesn't even know himself, and his six relatives don't recognize him.
What does it mean to turn the second page, gathering the souls and making clothes, and guarding the soul against one's own body, is it bound to sink into humanity? There is no new content on the second page, but these few sentences give Lu Fan the meaning of in-depth study, if it is the same as the first page, and a certain requirement of it is completed, there will be a special phenomenon, and this phenomenon is likely to be related to the meaning of this sentence.
Put away the black book, Lu Fan returned to school, experienced what had just happened, he was still a little uneasy in his heart, there is no doubt that the power of the black book is very powerful, but Lu Fan, the person who uses it, is far from enough, just like a child holding a gun, if this child has been hiding, maybe he is temporarily safe, but one day he is exposed to everyone's sight, then this gun will be his own disaster.
In the final analysis, I still don't have enough strength, "I'm too weak." Lu Fan gently tortured himself, it is precisely because he is too weak and has formed an extremely unbalanced relationship with the Black Book that there will be all kinds of anxious emotions born today, he has no way to control it, the Black Book, even including his own life, a person's life, at this age there will always be times when he is confused, confused about his future, and questioning the road under his feet, but Lu Fan's confusion is more complicated and obscure.
No one's difficulties will be easily solved, in the face of confusion, under the night, Lu Fan revealed a firm gaze, "I, to become stronger!", simple four words, with unparalleled tenacity, no matter what is in front of you, only by strengthening your own beliefs can you step out of the sky.