Chapter 419: Let Everything Go On, Time Is Like Yesterday
I always felt like something was going to happen.
Just after that.
It wasn't long before that.
What is it?
The bad thing?
I reacted suddenly, but that first-order enhanced obsidian was not taken by Qin Ziyuan, so Qin Yulin should be safe now.
But what is this intense sense of uneasiness in my heart right now?
I always felt something, something was coming, and I couldn't stop it.
It's a feeling that you're standing under a dam that bursts, and you can't stop the flood from coming.
In some things, you will find that you are always weak and powerless.
He is just a person, a weak person who can't be weaker anymore.
"Could it be that you will ...... Rainforest tonight" I didn't understand, I couldn't figure it out, and I said what I was worried about.
"Shh~~" Qin Yulin stretched out his finger and pointed it at my mouth again, not letting me speak again,
"Don't spoil the night."
I don't understand, why?
How can it be?
I don't believe it! How could he be related to Qin Ziyuan? There's no connection at all, huh?
But looking at Qin Yulin's appearance, it is clearly related, so ......
It's ...... Tonight......
Could this be the last night for me and Qin Yulin?
As soon as I thought of this, deep inside me, from the deepest part of my heart, the most primitive place, it began to sting.
Then the pain flowed through my bloodstream, everywhere in my body.
I was in pain, but I couldn't get out, I was powerless and sad.
This parting, I don't know, maybe forever.
I couldn't control myself, stood up, and suddenly broke Qin Yulin over and threw myself into his arms.
I started sobbing quietly, and then I noticed that I was getting more and more out of control and my voice was starting to get louder.
This small space can no longer contain my crying, and the reluctance and nostalgia that move out, with the breeze, I don't know where to go.
And Qin Yulin also hugged me tightly, patting my back gently, with an indifferent attitude, as if the protagonist of this matter was not himself, but an unrelated person he didn't know.
I'm thinking, why am I transforming, why is that?
Transformation?
Transform!
By the way, I remembered, I heard Kun Shanshan say that everyone will transform into the person they want to be. Thinking of this, I suddenly became happy.
The meaning of this sentence is that as long as I am still the same as I am, then the person I want to be has not changed, then...... This is like a transformation, in fact, Qin Yulin is just returning to her original state, as long as she finds the next obsidian for her to sign, then she will get the ability to transform, and she will still transform back.
Will Qin Yulin still be there?
Right! Qin Yulin will still be there!
No wonder Qin Yulin is very calm, really, I'm afraid of being like this. Abominable Qin Yulin! Does it look good when I'm crying?
I pouted angrily, quickly wiped the tears from my eyes, and slapped Qin Yulin with my other hand.
"Isn't it true that even if you disappear, as long as you get another obsidian, you'll still appear, right?"
Qin Yulin's appearance was very strange, and he was baffled by my sudden attitude, and then after listening to my words, his brows were gently condensed together,
"Yes, there will be another ......"
Really! I'll just say it. How could I be wrong, it must have happened again!
"But the person who appears is neither me nor me."
It's all reappeared, what else?
What is called dozens of Qin rainforests and not Qin rainforests? Qin Yulin: Are you playing with words?
I'm not a philosopher, I don't understand what you're talking about?
I looked puzzled, and I was made unhappy by Qin Yulin's words, what is this?
Qin Yulin, explain it to me clearly!
"Fool~" Qin Yulin gently touched my head,
"Then do you say you're still the same person you were before that day?"
What the? I......
Of course I am not the person I was before, and it can even be said that I am not the same person at all, I am an independent me, and he is an independent him.
Can......
But such a ...... My heart trembled.
Don't...... Maybe...... Probably......
No! Even if it may be different, I'm still me, Qin Yulin is still ......
"I don't care! I don't believe it! "I'm not going to believe it, even if it's true. And even so, I believe that Qin Yulin will still become the same you when the time comes.
"Then you will understand, just like you are not him all the time, even if you have the same eyes and the same sound as him, you are still you, not anyone else......"
This......
What does this mean?
Am I different from him? How am I different from him?
I......
All of a sudden, I understood, everything understood, it was a real realization.
That's what it all looks like!
All of this is just wishful thinking on my part.
I am not him in her eyes.
I've always been me, I'm ......
I started crying again, it's so sad, why would I have this kind of thing?
She followed his shadow, but I wasn't him.
I couldn't control myself anymore, I felt like my heart was about to collapse, and an irrepressible torrent was about to gush out.
But at this time, all of a sudden, I was hugged and held tightly in my arms, and then I heard a murmuring voice,
"But, I'm not her, I've always been with you, she likes him, but what I like is you."
Yes?
Is that really the case?
My heart, which was about to fall to the point of the abyss, was suddenly grabbed by the hand that broke through the dark clouds, and was pulled back above the clouds at once.
I kept asking myself, is this the case? And then I kept telling myself, yes, that's right.
Suddenly, I had a decision, I didn't regret my decision, I decided to move forward, I wasn't going to go back.
I decided to dedicate myself to Qin Yulin.
Excitedly, I kissed Qin Yulin on the mouth all of a sudden, and my hand reached behind his back and hugged him tightly.
We began to kiss fiercely, letting go of everything and forgetting everything.
When I felt about the same, I set my hands to take off my clothes, and right here, this place, let the moonlight and the white lake bear witness for me.
But at this time, Qin Yulin suddenly grabbed my hand, pulled back the clothes I had taken off halfway to, and then put me on his lap.
"That's ......"
I don't know why I agreed with him, I pillowed on his knees and watched the moonlight with him.
Gradually, before I knew it, I fell asleep. In the dream, I was still with Qin Yulin, but at that time, the two of us were no longer ephemeral people because of the transformation.
We are all individuals, we are us, and no one else is anymore, we run on the grass hand in hand, not caring about annoying events, indulging and light.
Then in the sunset, I kissed again, and kissed again.
Let it all go on, and the time will be like yesterday.
……
Something was tickling my face, I heard a sweet voice, and I began to slowly open my eyes.
Slowly......
vaguely ......
I saw a blurred but affectionate profile of a beautiful girl.
——End of the book——