282. Desire! Bondage! Extrication!

"From the perspective of modern medicine, human emotions are completely controlled by hormones in the body, and any hormone controls any kind of emotion......"

However, this is just a normal person.

Without the sense of touch, pain, smell, or taste, the whole person can only distinguish everything in the world from seeing and hearing, and the whole body seems to be covered with a thick layer of human flesh armor.

There is no emotion, I don't know how to cry and laugh, I can only forcibly order myself to think about how to cry and how to laugh.

I can only keep thinking about what kind of action to perform, what kind of mood to simulate, rather than spontaneous expression from the heart...

I'm so tired, I want to get out of this armor...

I want to smell my surroundings, I want to taste delicious food, I want to feel the touch and hardness of objects...

I want to be happy and laugh, I want to be naturally exposed to my inner self...

Even the feeling of injury and pain is okay......

However, it is no longer possible......

Even the omnipotent "Lord God" can only repair the damaged gene, and this gene has no damage.

It's just that it's been mutated from the very beginning, and there's no way to fix it......

So, I'm so tired...

I don't want to think about what to use at any given time.

It would be nice if you could be completely quiet, not thinking, not simulating, just sleeping quietly......

[Reality and memories are intertwined......]

Chu Xuan kept raising his gun and blasted at the miserable white women who made a strange gurgling sound in front of him.

His twin guns were so powerful that each shot knocked off a piece the size of a bowl on the white woman's body.

Ten or so shots are enough to smash a miserable white woman to slag.

However, there were at least twenty miserable white women crawling towards him in front of him.

With just two pistols in hand, you can't shoot them up anyway.

Chu Xuan's hands shook, and at the same time that the empty pistol magazine hit the ground, the other two magazines had already been reloaded.

He suddenly rushed towards the wall next to him, and when the miserable white women were still a few meters away from him, he suddenly stepped towards the wall.

Then with a kick under his feet, before the miserable white women could touch him, he volleyed past the miserable white women who were encircling.

The two pistols fired one after another, blasting the remaining miserable white women to pieces as they retreated!

"The fourth wave! End ......"

The constant sound of bullet casings landing finally stopped.

There was also a little cyan smoke rising from the two thick pistols.

Chu Xuan looked around silently, there was nothing.

After unlocking the genetic lock, his premonition of danger has reached a very sensitive point.

But for some reason, he didn't feel any danger at the moment.

Don't...... Curse, just this extent?

"Nope! No bonus points, no hints, and will continue to ......"

Chu Xuan was silently on guard, and suddenly the light in front of him lit up.

Above the roof, a row of Japanese-style paper doors appeared, which looked like the entrance of a very ordinary house.

The paper door slowly opened, and behind the paper door was an ordinary house room, in which a man and a woman were arguing about something.

After the argument, the annoyed man angrily picked up a knife and killed the woman.

Blood flowed, and the woman's eyes widened and she fell to the ground, dead and dead.

The man did not stop the violence, but began to brutally dismember the woman who had just died.

This is the beginning of the grudge, and the scenes in the movie begin to be recreated in real life......

Chu Xuan silently watched everything in front of him, and the thick pistol in his hand was once again replaced with a new magazine.

After the man finished dismembering the woman, he turned his head sharply and looked at Chu Xuan outside the door, his eyes fierce and cruel.

Chu Xuan raised his gun and shot at the man, but, I don't know why?

This time, the spirit bullet did not shatter the man, but pierced directly through the man's body.

"Hallucinations? Or ......"

Chu Xuan stopped pulling the pistol, and his premonition of danger told him that there was nothing in front of him......

There were no objects approaching, no dwellings, not even the slightest danger......

Therefore, he could only watch coldly as the man slowly approached him.

Then, the man swung the kitchen knife in his hand and slashed at him.

"Danger! It's ...... feeling."

It wasn't until the kitchen knife was about to come that Chu Xuan sensed the danger.

Chu Xuan kicked under his feet and jumped backwards violently.

However, a large piece of the clothes on his chest was still cut off from the belt.

No, it wasn't cut off, but his flesh and skin were gone......

He just suddenly felt a sinking in his stomach, and from there came a strange feeling of swelling in his stomach.

"The part of the attack disappeared and went directly into my stomach?"

"How? It's not physical or a mental hallucination......"

"It's a goblin attack that can't be explained scientifically, right? It's so annoying! ”

Chu Xuan raised his gun and blasted at the man again.

But, as before, the bullet was as useless as a phantom after striking the man.

And his feeling once again told him that there was calm around him, and that there was no danger.

"It can't be non-existent, if that's right, normal attacks don't work, and you can only fight back the moment you attack......"

Chu Xuan calmly stretched out an arm towards the man, allowing the bloodstained man to slowly approach step by step.

Then, the man picked up the kitchen knife and slashed at his arm.

At the same time, Chu Xuan's pistol in his other hand kept firing continuously.

At the same time that his arm touched the kitchen knife and disappeared, it also smashed the man's whole body to pieces.

Eventually, the male ghost vanished completely, like the rest of the ghosts.

"Vomit...... I still like to eat food with beautiful colors......"

Chu Xuan muttered to himself.

At this time, Chu Xuan had been in a state of unlocking the gene lock, and after a few strands of blood spurted out from his arm, he slowly stopped, using his muscles to temporarily suppress the blood vessels.

The remaining hand shook slightly, and the magazine of the thick pistol was replaced again.

"Fifth wave...... Finish! ”

Chu Xuan was silent in place for a few seconds.

Suddenly, his premonition became stronger.

It was as if the ghost was already very close to him.

But when he looked up, there was not a single ghost around.

Gradually, this premonition has become strong to the limit.

"Is it invisible? Or rather...... Is it in my body? ”

Chu Xuan suddenly felt that his internal organs kept spasming, and blood began to spurt from his mouth and nose.

Then, with a whoosh, he spat out a large mouthful of black blood, which contained countless fragments of internal organs.

"Is this the sixth wave? Attacking the internal organs from the inside ......"

Chu Xuan suddenly laughed faintly, he didn't think about it, he reversed the muzzle of the gun and pointed it at his stomach, and then pressed the trigger violently......

[It's still a memory......]

"See? He was thinking about the four math problems again, and he really didn't know what other desires he had besides his desire to learn......"

"Shhh, be quiet, he is now the deputy leader of the research group, and after Team Leader Chu leaves, he will definitely be the team leader...... Aren't you afraid that he will come to you in trouble? ”

"Hey, you don't know, do you? Will such a zombie man still make trouble for someone? I'm afraid he doesn't even have the idea of making trouble for someone......"

The young man silently looked at the notebook in his hand, and with his ears, he could naturally hear the whispers of the people around him.

But so what?

Those noises are meaningless compared to the math puzzles at hand.

He didn't even have the idea of looking up, he just wanted to sit quietly and count the numbers......

The gray-haired old man was dying at the moment.

The old man was lying on the hospital bed, silently looking at Chu Xuan sitting beside him,

The boy stared at him with a blank face, as if the two of them were just strangers passing by on the street.

But they have been together for many years, and the old man has always raised the boy as a son.

The old man's hands were full of drips, and he tried to open his mouth and said, "Chu Xuan, do you still hate me?" ”

"Why hate?" The young man said lightly: "Why do I hate you? ”

The old man smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, why do you want to hate me, you can't hate me...... If you really hate me, maybe I'll leave in peace. ”

The young man opened his mouth, and finally he said indifferently: "They said you were going to die, it's already ...... Is there no way to save it? ”

The old man shook his head lightly and said, "With the current technology, it's a blessing that I can still talk to you... ”

"Chu Xuan, don't be like us, trying to use technology to change human nature...

"The wisdom of mortals, O man, is only full of resentment against a life full of regrets."

"But who knows? Our shortcomings, our desires, our various shortcomings, in fact, this is the treasure left to us by God......"

"Chu Xuan, I'm sorry, if I can do it again, I hope to give you a real childhood, an ordinary life, I'm sorry......"

The young man's eyes darkened slightly, "Really? You're dying...... When to die? ”

The old man suddenly propped himself up and said loudly, "You want to die too, don't you?" No, you've wanted to die for a long time, haven't you? ”

The young man looked at the old man quietly, without any emotion.

The old man smiled bitterly and said to the young man, "Is it because I have bound your relationship?" ”

"Because I have restrained you, that's why you live so painfully......"

"You want to kill yourself when I die, do you? Or is it looking for a way for someone else to kill you? ”

"No...... Chu Xuan, I still have a lot of technology that has not been developed. ”

"Yes, there are many, many technological blueprints that have not yet been realized."

"For example, stabilized hydrogen polymerization reactors, such as Gauss ultra-long-range cannons, such as high-efficiency battery ......"

"Chu Xuan, you can study all these things for me!"

"Promise me, you won't die until you get these technologies! Promise me! ”

The young man looked at the old man silently for a long time, until the old man's breathing had gradually become short, and he nodded lightly.

At this time, the old man grabbed his hand and began to slide slowly down......

“…… Son, since you don't have the desire to live, let's live with my desire! ”

"One last time, let me tie you down one last time, and live no matter what......"

[Reality ......]

Chu Xuan lay on the ground and looked at the starry sky quietly, the beauty of this starry sky was really indescribable.

Only by looking at this boundless starry sky can he stop the countless thoughts in his mind, and only at this moment can he really be quiet.

"That's not a bondage, Daddy...... It's because I'm really tired, so let me be quiet, be quiet......"

Not far from Chu Xuan, a miserable white woman ten meters tall slowly stood up from the dark shadow of the building.

This woman is the heroine of the curse, and the main body of the curse is the coconut.

Before the huge ghost crawled closer, Chu Xuan had slowly closed his eyes.

And a relaxed smile appeared on his face, quiet and peaceful......

"Zheng Zha, this is my last hint...... Thank you ......."

After that scientific and technological information was sent out, he had no reason to support the desire to live on this shell.

Now, it is just to repay Zheng Zhe's kindness before he dies.

Finally, I was able to let go of everything and be quiet.