25, extra chapter (Song Hao)
Song Hao always felt regretful in his heart, the woman he had loved for so many years chose someone else, and every thought of it in his heart was like a fish in his throat. Su Hua is a good woman, he never loves Su Hua in the face of him, even if Su Hua gave birth to a son to him, Su Hua always obeys him. Between the two of them, he also felt bored, he was a wild horse in his bones, difficult to tame, so that when his son was three years old and went to kindergarten, he was still not home.
The game hall business was not good, he closed the game hall, opened a bar in the city, he bought a couple of very expensive Yamaha motorcycles, and had a group of riders. Every day, they will ride across several county towns as soon as the group makes an appointment, and the group will pick up remote sheep intestine trails.
His father was engaged in engineering, and he also cultivated him, and felt that he owed him too much, so he worked with his father in engineering except for the bar, until he finally stood alone.
He plays with the computer at home and has nothing to do in the afternoon. He fights the landlord in the computer, his upper family looks like a woman, called 'a wisp of lonely soul' The avatar is a curly-haired woman, they (they) cooperate very well, he played all afternoon, added her QQ number.
Since then, the two have chatted and video every day. Her name is Chu An'an, and she owns a boutique in the city. Business is not good or bad, Chu Anan is a divorced woman who rents a house in the city. Song Hao also truthfully told Chu An'an about himself.
After chatting for two months, the two made an appointment to meet.
It was just autumn, Chu An'an was hot with big waves, wearing a black sweater with cutouts, a pair of black elastic pants on the lower body, and a pair of small shoes, which set off the convex and concave figure. A smile and a smile were all amorous, and he drove one or two black German cars parked next to her, and he poked his head out of the window and said, "Get in the car, Chu An'an." ”
Chu Anan said: "How can you see me at a glance, you didn't make a phone call to the appointed place and called me directly, aren't you afraid of calling the wrong one?" ”
Song Hao said with a smile: "You are the most recognizable on the street, and you can still recognize mistakes." ”
Chu Anwan got into the car with a smile and said, "You yourself look better than on the camera, but it's a little dark." ”
Song Hao said with a smile: "Every day I either run to the construction site, or I ride a motorcycle to run out, can it not be dark?" What do you want to eat? ”
Chu Anan said: "Food stalls, skewers, drinking beer"
Song Hao said: "You can't drink while driving, and if you don't drink, you feel bored, so you give up your life to accompany the girl."
Chu Anan said: "Don't dare, the drunk driver is repaid, and the price is found after eating and drinking."
When they arrived at the food stall, the two of them pushed the cup and changed the lamp, Song Hao found that Chu Anan was really able to drink, and Chu An'an, who had drunk wine, was a little more coquettish, he looked at her, and his eyes reflected Su Ran's outline in a trance.
Chu Anan saw him staring at himself, and asked with a smile: "Song Hao, you see that I am so focused, it is difficult for me to have rice grains on my face." After saying that, he laughed. She took out a pack of women's cigarettes and handed it to Song Hao, asking: Do you smoke?
Song Hao said: "I didn't expect you to smoke, smoke, drink!" I can't smoke a lady's cigarette, but I don't hate a lady's cigarette either. ”
Chu Anan said: "I have been smoking for several years, and I have been smoking since I got divorced. ”
Song Hao said: "Why is it okay to get divorced, if you don't want to talk about it?" ”
Chu Anan took a sip of wine, thought for a while, and said, "Don't talk about him!" ”
The two chatted about Song Hao's bar, Song Hao's children, and the operation of Chu An'an's boutique.
After drinking, there was a park nearby, Song Hao and Chu Anan went to the park for a walk together,
I don't know when, the hands of the two people shook together, and Chu An'an's palms were a little wet. Chu Anan sat on the bench leaning on Song Hao's shoulder, and Song Hao told her the story of Su Ran, from the first acquaintance to the end.
He said: I poured too much love and expectation, I thought I could impress her, she could choose me when Shao Yajun left, my conditions are not bad, she can live a stable life without being wandering outside, but she chose to go away. In the end, she married a dentist who was willing to accept me, I couldn't figure it out, after so many years I still couldn't let go, I could accept everything about her, her sexual misalignment, I didn't mind. As long as she is by my side, she is a dream of mine.
He lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.
Chu Anan said: "In the relationship, most of the time we are drinking to quench our thirst, we are dissatisfied, and we are always pursuing what we can't get, maybe we are too emotional, and we are too strong in our feelings, and we are really with her, and your dream is awake." ”
Chu Anan also lit a cigarette, she said: "My ex-husband is very good-looking, when I first saw him, I thought how could there be such a good-looking man, I chased him, he had a girlfriend at that time, but I thought that I could fight for it if I didn't get married, and finally we got married." I found that he had no ability to survive, he speculated in stocks at home every day, played online games, and lost a lot of money, I have been working as an executive in a shopping mall, and all my earnings have been smashed in. At that time, I was still stubborn, working hard by myself to support my husband, and let him go out to find a job, but he couldn't endure the hardship. The stock is lost, he just plays online games every day, and he has to buy equipment, and I have to cook for him every day after work, my body is seriously overdrawn, in this case, I am pregnant, I told him that I am pregnant, he is very surprised, he is still like a child, he can't bear the responsibility of a father, he said, you can't go to work if you're pregnant. I can't do anything, and then slow down, I was cold to the bottom, I really spoiled him myself, and made him irresponsible. After the abortion, at home. He really only cares about playing games, he can't even make food, and he uses the money from my wallet to order takeout every day, and he doesn't feel sorry for me at all. Later, when I filed for divorce, he kept crying until his voice was hoarse. At the time of the divorce, the house was bought by the elderly of both parties with a loan, and there was a consensus on the question of who wanted the house and who wanted the money, he asked for the money, and I asked for the house. After the divorce, I rented out the house. I lost ten pounds at that time, you don't understand how much I love him, he is all my dreams. ”
After Chu Anan finished speaking, he smoked another cigarette and leaned his head on Song Hao's shoulder. Song Hao sat on the bench with her, like two fluttering souls looking for a little comfort in each other.
I probably can't resist a man like Song Hao, who has a successful career and looks handsome. I opened a bar, engaged in engineering, and had fun with Yamaha. This kind of man wears a halo, but her relationship with him is only in the level of affection and courtesy. Song Hao talked to her about Su Hua, who was a kind woman and a woman who looked up to him. Now Su Hua is pregnant with her second child. She gave Song Hao all the freedom, Song Hao could play casually with the takeaway noodles, and her only instruction was not to drink and drive. Chu Anan is a woman who has been hurt by love, and she is also a woman with self-control. She thinks it's good to be a confidant with Song Hao, once a woman and a man break through that layer of defense, in the end, friends can't do it. She didn't want that.
Chu An'an closed the shop at night, and when she came out, Song Hao was waiting for her at the entrance of the market, and Song Hao straddled the party race. Hand her the helmet.
She said: "The first time I rode this motorcycle, I was still a little apprehensive!"
Song Hao smiled and said: "Don't be afraid, life is so exciting, it makes people's hearts beat and they can't stop!" ”
Song Hao drove her at a gallop speed, and when she arrived at the exit of the toll booth, there were still a few of his riders waiting for him.
In the end, they rode all the way to a farmhouse in a county town, and when they got out of the car, Chu An'an was shocked, the car was too fast, and he only heard the whirring wind in his ears. She straightened her hair from the helmet's crush.
Song Hao asked: How is it, exciting!
Chu Anan said: "My heart is about to jump out." ”
There were about ten people, and only Chu An'an was a woman. Song Hao's riders were very polite to Chu An'an, and the dishes gradually came up, domestic rabbits, firewood chickens, native eggs, acacia flowers, and toons. It is full of original ecological, green and pollution-free food. asked for some beer during the banquet, Song Hao said: "Forget the wine, it's not good to ride a car if you drink too much,"
One of them said, "It's okay, come a little less, let your friends have a drink." ”
Song Hao looked at Chu An'an, and Chu An'an said, "I don't care, I can drink it or not." ”
Song Hao's riders are also very gentlemanly, they didn't drink Chu An'an, they all drank a little at random, except for Song Hao.
The group pushed the glass and changed the lamp, and went to a KTV in the city after being full of wine and food. Among the riders, there is a rider nicknamed 'Mustang' who is a good friend with Song Hao, and he is also an engineer on Song Hao's construction site, he is always close to Chu An, taking advantage of Song Hao's empty crotch to order songs, he sat next to her and asked: Are you and Song Hao boyfriend and girlfriend?
Chu Anan said: "It's just an ordinary friend." ”
'Wild Horse' said: "My name is Fan Zhe, I remember that you said that your name is Chu An'an during the dinner just now, a very nice name. ”
Chu An'an smiled politely.
Song Hao ordered a song 'Cinderella', his singing voice was low and magnetic, he sang and remembered Su Ran in the distance, remembered those lost youth, his eyes were a little moist, and he sang the whole song with emotion, comparable to the original song. After singing, everyone applauded him, and Chu Anan sang a few songs by Xu Meijing, with a graceful and emotional voice.
When others sang, Song Hao sat next to her. Question: Was Fan Zhe teasing you just now?
Chu Anan smiled and said: Do you mind if others tease me?
Song Hao smiled and took a sip of his drink.
When I came out of the song hall, it was late at night, and there was some coolness. Everyone said goodbye and rode away, leaving only Song Hao, Chu An'an, Fan Zhe, and Fan Zhe by car. Fan Zhe said to Song Hao: "Why don't I send Chu An'an back?" It's getting different now, and it's still a little cold. ”
Song Hao asked, "Do you want to go back by motorcycle or car?" ”
Because of the wine, as soon as the cold wind blew, Chu An'an had a big tongue when he spoke. Say, "I'll take a motorcycle." She thought to herself that after all, she was not familiar with Fan Zhe, and it was not suitable to take someone else's car.
Fan Zhe took out a thick coat of his own from the car and handed it to Chu An'an, asked Chu An'an's phone number, and said that he would go and get the clothes when the time came.
Song Hao was a little unhappy in his heart, after all, Chu Anan was the woman he brought, no matter whether there was a substantive relationship or not, buddies could not dig into the wall so blatantly.
Because of the cold, Chu Anan hugged Song Hao tightly, and the wind was so strong that Song Hao rode a lot slower. Song Hao felt that he liked Chu An'an a little bit, her style was empathetic, and the two could chat freely. He sent her to where she lived, Su Hua was wearing Fan Zhe's wide leather jacket, just like a child wearing adult clothes, he couldn't help but hug her, and the thin Chu An'an was wrapped in Song Hao's wide arms. At this moment, Chu An'an was a little tempted.