An Xu didn't know that he had been followed by a gargoyle leader all the time, and it was a shame that someone had already helped him solve it, otherwise it would definitely be another hard battle.

When he got home, instead of thinking about the undead, he locked himself in the house and began to examine himself carefully.

He felt like something was wrong with him!

There were no particularly obvious signs before, but two times in a row today, An Xu noticed that he couldn't control his emotions.

The first time was in the corridor, directly attacking 'Uncle Li' disguised as a human, An Xu knew very well that it was definitely not his style, even if he wanted to shoot, he would seek a safe way, instead of killing the other party directly at all costs.

And it was precisely because of this incident that he and Ouyang Qingxue got involved in trouble.

The second time was when he met Shang Fang Qingyang, An Xu's heart surged with endless killing intent again, and just when he pressed him against the wall, An Xu almost lost his mind again.

Fortunately, with the first experience, he had some preparation in his heart, and he pressed this killing intent alive.

This kind of direct action without thinking and being happy with revenge does make people feel comfortable, but An Xu knows that it is not normal to appear on him.

What the hell is wrong with you?

I heard that some people who are eager for quick success or have cultivated evil exercises will gradually lose their personality and become bloodthirsty and murderous, but they have always relied on the badge to improve, and it stands to reason that there will be no such side effects.

Why is that?

Could it be that I have been suppressed for too long, resulting in a sudden change in personality, but looking back on my recent situation, I am on the rise, even if I can't say that I am proud of life, at least there will be no such thing as depression!

An Xu seriously recalled the situation when he made the shot, and only remembered that his mind was filled with a bloody light at that time, and a feeling rose in his heart - the person in front of him was a threat to him, and if he was killed, the world would be clean.

Not only that, but An Xu also had a ridiculous illusion at that time, that is, he felt that he was very strong, incomparably strong, no matter what kind of opponent he was, he was just a ghost under his sword.

This kind of empty-sighted thought appeared on An Xu, which was simply out of common sense.

Blood-red light, cold killing intent!

An Xu savored this key clue, and suddenly felt shocked, he remembered the eyes that Hongluan looked at him when he left the red collar, isn't this exactly the case?

No way?

An Xu himself was also taken aback by this idea, the reason why he became like this is because of Hongluan's relationship?

After carefully extrapolating it, he had experienced her memories from Hongluan's perspective, and it was reasonable to be somewhat affected, but An Xu didn't expect that the so-called impact would be so great.

This can no longer be regarded as an influence, it is like splitting out a personality, a personality copied from Hongluan.

It was only a short period of memory invasion that caused such a consequence, and if it were experienced a few more times, I am afraid it would be an unimaginable disaster.

And so on –

An Xu suddenly understood why Hongluan was full of murderous intent towards herself!

I have become like this, empathy, think about it in turn, is Hongluan also affected by his own memory?

Hongluan's life is the path of killing, she is like a straight sword, all the obstacles in life are cut by her sword, from the information she has gotten, she has been a top master at a very early age, and most of what she left behind is the memory of killing.

And An Xu's life is completely different!

has lived a hard life since he was a child, even if he is burdened with huge hatred, An Xu can only choose to forbear, struggling silently, the only thing that can bring him warmth is that precious family and friendship.

Even if the revenge is avenged and the hatred in his heart is relieved, it is only recently happened, compared with Hongluan's life, An Xu's memory is more like an ordinary person, an ordinary person who lives an ordinary life and follows the rules.

An Xu believes that when she reaches the realm of Hongluan, she must have her own way, and her way is the way of killing!

The reason why Hongluan is so strong is because her way of killing has long been integrated into herself, and once it is mixed into the state of mind of an ordinary person, the impact caused by An Xu is unimaginable.

Give it a try!

An Xu sat cross-legged on the bed, since he got the Star Badge, he hadn't relied on his own cultivation like a normal person for a long time.

In order to prove his thoughts, he began to work hard to calm his mind and operate the combat energy in his body according to the combat energy cultivation method.

The endless blood light reappeared, filled with An Xu's consciousness, and a strong killing intent instantly surged in his heart, which was not aimed at a certain target, but like a kind of protective umbrella for himself.

All obstacles in the field of vision should be removed, as long as you rely on your own strength to go all the way!

However, in this bloody light, there is another picture, that is the years An Xu and his relatives and friends together!

Although the days are hard, there are sour and sweet, frustration, and hope, no matter what kind of difficulties he encounters, he is not alone, and he will always be full of hope!

This is the Tao of an ordinary person, and it belongs to An Xu's own Tao! Although it is still in the embryonic stage, it has taken root in the bottom of my heart and is indelible.

One is the way of killing, the other is the way of ordinary, and the two opposite states of mind don't seem to be in harmony, and they start to fight each other.

Immediately afterward, there was a huge sense of blockage in An Xu's running combat energy, his cultivation was forcibly interrupted, and his own consciousness also fell out of the meditative state.

"Poof-" An Xu's throat was sweet, and he couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood, and this time he had already suffered a lot of internal injuries.

You must not continue to cultivate, otherwise you will go 100% mad!

An Xu immediately understood his situation, there was a big problem with his cultivation path, and after integrating into Hongluan's killing path, his ordinary way was no longer so firm.

Unstable state of mind is a taboo in cultivation, and if one is not handled well, the light one will suffer from internal injuries, and the heavy one will lose himself and be completely lost in chaos.

Fortunately in the misfortune, An Xu doesn't need to rely on his own cultivation at all, as long as he has the Star Badge, he can always break through smoothly without any problems.

But what about Hongluan?

A person who has embarked on the path of killing, An Xu knows very well that she will never stop her cultivation, and now in such a situation, what will Hongluan do?

An Xu's realm is still very low, and the backlash is so heavy, a cultivation like Hongluan, once it is backlashed, the problems that may arise are even more terrifying.

An Xu suddenly began to worry about Hongluan, and she didn't make a move on herself in the end that day, perhaps because she understood that killing An Xu wouldn't solve the problem.

What happened to Hongluan now?

This night, An Xu had insomnia, and it wasn't until the next morning that he got up from bed with exhaustion!

After coming downstairs and practicing the Phantom Light Sword Technique for a while, breathing in the fresh air of the morning, An Xu finally suppressed the boredom in his heart.

Although he doesn't know how to deal with his situation, according to his own experience, he must remain ordinary at this time and do less things with big mood swings.

Maybe over time, you can remove the influence in your heart.

"Brother, are you up so early?" An Xin walked down the stairs, dressed in fluffy pajamas, with fluffy hair and one hand still rubbing her eyes.

"Go get dressed, I'll catch a cold in a while!" An Xu said with a straight face.

"Hee-hee, I want to sleep a little longer after breakfast." An Xin pulled An Xu's clothes and began to be coquettish, on such a cold day, it is best to hide in the bed all day.

"You don't have to go to school during this time, I think you're about to become a little lazy pig!" An Xu twisted it with one hand, put An Xin on her shoulder, and then went upstairs and 'tolew' her back to her room.

"Hurry up, don't eat breakfast without changing clothes!"

"Humph! Brother, you're so annoying! An Xin poked her head out, grimaced at An Xu, and then closed the door and changed her clothes honestly.

A smile appeared on An Xu's face, he found that after playing with An Xin for a while, his heart was actually a lot calmer, and it seemed that he would be with his family and friends more in the future, which would be very beneficial for him to recover his mood.

"An Xu, someone downstairs is looking for you!" Lin Yicheng shouted in the courtyard.

"Got it, it's down!" An Xu answered, and walked down the stairs quickly, many of the members of the team were An Xu's friends, and they called An Xu more casually, like Lin Yicheng and Doudou, they often called An Xu's name.

And Lin Qingqing and Xu Wei will seriously call him the captain, Fanny is more casual, often raising her chin with an 'um', which means that she has already said hello.

An Xu prefers this, his definition of the team is a relaxed family, there is no need to be so grand, of course, the necessary rules and systems must be followed.

It's just that who will come to him early in the morning?