This time I went back and felt no longer depressed, but utterly hopeless.

Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, if you can't do it in one aspect, you can't do it, and you have to see yourself clearly.

People have their own strengths, but most of the time...... Maybe...... People can also grow nothing.

When I got back to the house, Sydney and Nozomi weren't there, so maybe they went out to play.

It's okay if I'm not there, I can't see my embarrassing appearance, let me be quiet alone.

If you think about it, I don't seem to have anything particularly outstanding since I was a child.,Learning is not very good.,But it's not very bad.,I'm always in the middle of the teacher's attention.,I'm a person.,I'm not too introverted.,But it's not particularly sunny.,There's no karma.,I don't usually go out of my way to be friends with him.,It's not that I'm not good at socializing.,It's just that it's not necessary.。

My previous hobby was fantasizing about being in my own house, fantasizing about going to many, many places on TV, where I drew them all.

I'd love to travel, not to say I'm tired of where I was born and raised, but just to see something different.

I used to want to go on an adventure, I was curious about the whole world, and with Lu Haoran, we walked through all the places in our hometown.

At that time, I thought that I was very talented in drawing, but in fact, after participating in the competition, I already recognized myself, and my talent can only be regarded as average.

But even so, I still chose to come out, and I chose to come out far away. I went to university in another place, and fortunately, Lu Haoran was also admitted to a university in the same city.

Although my roommates are also very nice, there are differences in culture and customs, but as a foreigner, I don't feel lonely here at all, because there are people like me in this city.

I don't know why I think of Lu Haoran again, it seems that I haven't seen him for a long time, but if I think about it carefully, it's not very long.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my heart, emerging from the deepest part of my heart, this sadness could not be suppressed, I could only watch it spread in my mind.

I don't know why, maybe it's because of the sadness, I feel that my body has no strength, and I don't bother to go out to finish eating.

I decided to make it myself tonight, and this time I'm going to make the dark dish that I gave to Xiaoxi last night, and I don't believe it, I don't even have the ability to make the dish unpalatable?

I don't procrastinate at all.

In fact, I have always had a question in my heart, because the last time I was at the young lady's house, I also mixed a dark drink indiscriminately, but the young lady unexpectedly said that it was very delicious.

Am I actually very talented in dark cooking?

I added all the ingredients and drinks that I could see in the room "casually", although I didn't pay special attention to it, but in my subconscious, there were some things added to the pot in the order that died.

Of course, I only noticed this slightly, after all, every time I do something, I do it to my body by my temperament, and I can't see the rules at all.

After about half an hour of busy work, I made a pot of dark dishes with an extremely ugly appearance.

I sniffed it a little with my nose and it smelled good!

Don't know how it tastes?

I used chopsticks to pick up a small piece of it, and if the pot was poisonous, I only ate a little bit and I thought I would be able to salvage it.

I cautiously, uneasily, undulatingly, and with extreme caution I put a little bit into my mouth.

It tasted pretty good!

Wrong! It's delicious!

Am I a genius?

At this time, there was a sudden rush of footsteps outside the house, and at the same time, Xiaoxi's voice came,

"Big brother, big brother has an accident, it's really happened again!"

Xiaoxi pushed the door in and ran towards me with her phone.

Suddenly I found a pot of things I made on a chair.

"Big brother is so good, and he cooks something for Xiaoxi to eat."

Xiao Xi didn't even say what he was about to say to me just now, so he took a pair of chopsticks and ate it.

Later, Sydney also came in, and saw that Xiaoxi was not telling me what they had discovered, but eating a pot of "things" on a chair that she couldn't look at.

"Xiaoxi-chan, don't think about it! What are you doing? You can't eat everything when you're hungry. ”

After saying that, Sydney stepped forward and wanted to pull Xiaoxi away, but Xiaoxi's body was too big, and Sydney couldn't pull her at all.

Hurriedly swallowed the contents of his mouth, Xiaoxi turned around and pulled Sydney to get excited,

"Sydney, you can eat it too, this is made by the big brother, it's delicious, but it's ugly, but it's really delicious."

Sydney glanced at the contents of the basin on the chair, shook her head very reluctantly, and looked at me again, and I nodded to Sydney that she could eat it.

Sydney was still very suspicious, and she didn't dare to put down her chopsticks, she looked at the contents of the basin as if she was looking at a pot of poison.

I smiled in my heart, looking at the appearance of the dishes made randomly, generally 99% of them will not eat with chopsticks, and the remaining 1% will definitely be big fools with no IQ.

It is normal for Sydney to have such a reaction, and I continued to eat with the chopsticks in my hand, and the more I ate, the more flavorful it became, and gradually my speed increased.

The number of potted vegetables is limited, gradually decreasing, Sydney looked at the exaggerated expressions and movements of the two of us, and finally, driven by curiosity, took a small piece and put it in her mouth, just like the situation when I tasted this potted vegetable at the beginning, Sydney must be thinking at the moment that even if the dish is poisonous, such a small amount can be saved.

But after the first bite, the expression on Sydney's face changed. It's exactly the same as my previous expression.

The second chopstick, the third chopstick......

Sydney also put aside her image a little and joined us in the battle for it.

Two minutes later, after the last bit of soup was drunk by Xiao Xi, the battle was completely over.

"I didn't expect this dish to look unpalatable, but it actually tastes very good, and it is similar to stinky tofu in form."

We said this, but Xiao Xi had to entangle and say that stinky tofu smells stinky and tastes fragrant, and my dish looks stinky and tastes fragrant, which is different.

We didn't bother to explain to Xiaoxi.

"By the way, Xiaoxi, you just rushed in the door and said that something was wrong, what happened?"

Every time we transform, something comes out, but this time the time between them is really long, is it actually that things have already come out when we transform, but we only know now.

"Big brother, big brother, look," Xiao Xi opened the phone and handed it to me,

"There are new perverts again, these three perverts are so hateful, they even went into the girls' locker room without clothes to steal clothes!"

Wait, Xiaoxi, you make it clear, naked perverted clothes thief, or three?