Everyone wants to live a picturesque life, and she has been sober up since Zhou Yang. No more blurring, no more wandering. But there is a little evil in her, and she herself calls herself a destructive personality.

Whenever life starts to get better, she is on the verge of danger again.

For a while, she felt that although her work was smooth, she was very lonely, and in the dead of night, she was surrounded by loneliness, and there was no difference between her relatives and those who did not. She is a good man, but there are not many men who really stay by her side. She doesn't have many friends, and she doesn't have a good relationship with women. Although he and Su Ran occasionally sent a WeChat message and had a meal together. But seeing her so happy, with her daughter by her side and Momo by her side, she was jealous. Her smile was so confident and warm. Later, she didn't go to Su Ran much,

She began to look for prey again, or perhaps be used as prey by others. Whatever it is, life is short, and it is time to be happy. Her house was full of all kinds of brand-name bags and shoes given to her by customers, and she suddenly felt that it was very troublesome to take a taxi every day. She contacted Brother Li again, Brother Li had been procrastinating with her for so many years, and he still had feelings for her, and bought her a car, the only requirement was that he was not allowed to associate with other men.

Zhuoer thought, I don't care!

She drove to the bar every night after work, drank alcohol, she wore exquisite makeup, her eyes were deep like a trap full of desire, and her lips were small red. With short hair, she is still a surprise in the eyes of others, and there are always strange men who come to talk, she has long been accustomed to it.

She said, "Thank you, I just want to drink by myself, I don't need you to invite me." ”

When Brother Li didn't come in the evening, or when she didn't have an appointment at night, she came to this 'Time Light Year' bar alone to drink, and when she was slightly drunk, she called a substitute driver to send her back.

One night she suddenly saw the DJ on stage looking at her all the time, and she looked up at him as well. He was very handsome, like some singing star. He stared at her all night, and she stared at her. After a while, he stepped down to her and got a bottle of champagne. said, "Hello, my name is Xiao Han." I've always seen you drinking alone here for about a month. ”

Zhuo Er smiled and said, "Zhuo Er", and stretched out his slender hand to shake him.

After that, she and Xiao Han have dating, and every night she comes to the bar to watch Xiao Han shouting and singing under the stage, he sings very well, and she is fascinated by it.

She sometimes goes to live with Xiao Han at night, the two are almost crazy to have sex together, and finally sweat profusely and hug each other, Xiao Han seems to have endless energy, Xiao Han's skin is as smooth as satin, and his figure is that kind of golden ratio. She likes to put her arms around him and caress the skin off his body. Xiao Han also likes a fairy-like woman like her, and he says that she is the sexiest woman he has ever seen.

After two months of dating, Drow severed his relationship with his former boyfriends. and Brother Li said: "I have a boyfriend, and I may not be on call like before in the future." He's a DJ and I love him. ”

Brother Li said: "Zhuoer, you frequently fall into it, and you frequently fall into it, you wait, I'm ready to divorce." You give me time, I really love you. ”

Drow said, "Wait until you're divorced and then tell me this!" ”

The passionate time between Zall and Xiao Han lasted for three months, and one day she pushed open the bathroom door and found that Xiao Han was taking drugs, and she suddenly felt her brain explode. She questioned him, "How can you touch this thing, this one can kill you!" ”

Xiao Han said: "At first, I wanted to be a singer when I played music, but I participated in some auditions or was brushed down, and now I can only sing and shout microphones in bars. ”

Drow took his bag and left.

She went back thinking about him, his kisses, his skin, his caresses. She also became addicted to him. Xiao Han called and begged her to come back with tears in her eyes, but for just a week, she was restless and lived like a year. She went back, and when they entered the house, both of them hugged uncontrollably, kissed, and lingered. Afterwards, Drow said, "Are you okay with quitting?" will ruin you. ”

Xiao Han said: "Okay, I'll listen to you." I'm going crazy if you're not here, I can't live without you, my drow, you're mine. Don't leave me in the future. He hugged her affectionately in his arms.

Zhuoer was lost again, lost in the collision of ears and temples with Xiao Han, and the passionate collision of water and milk.

Xiao Han quit drugs, relapsed, and repeatedly.

The money earned by Zhuoer is for Xiao Han, and sometimes she wants to leave him when she looks terrible and hideous when Xiao Han quits drugs, but she thinks that he will be abolished if she leaves him. Later, he couldn't go on stage without sucking, and his health deteriorated. She watched a handsome man who had been burned by drugs and was losing weight day by day.

When she went to work during the day, Brother Li was waiting for her at the door of her company.

Brother Li said: "Zhuoer, why have you lost so much weight recently, what's wrong with you?" ”

Drow said: "Let's talk when I get off work, I'm very depressed. ”

After getting off work, Brother Li was waiting for her at the café at the entrance of her company, and she walked over with a sad face.

After she sat down, Brother Li looked at her with a concerned expression. She said: "Brother Li, what should I do, Xiao Han is addicted to drugs and quit smoking repeatedly." I don't know what to do with him. ”

Brother Li was surprised and said: "It's terrible for him to touch this, you are still with him, you didn't touch it." ”

Drow said, "No, I'm not so confused that I don't touch it. I thought about leaving him, you don't know when I first met him, he was so sunny and handsome, and he took off his image in just one year. If I don't leave him alone, he'll be finished. I love him. ”

Brother Li said: "Zhuoer, you can fall madly in love with anyone you are with, and then, get hurt, leave." Repeat the mistakes of the past, your first love is like this, Zhou Yang is like this, Xiao Han is like this, you are twenty-eight years old this year, why can't you have a mature relationship, it's all love like playing with fire. ”

Drow said, "Then what are you?" ”

Brother Li said: "You don't love me after all, that's why you are calm." I come and go, for you to deal with it, you can control yourself. But when you fall madly in love with you, you completely lose yourself and lose your way, and I can't bear to see you sink so much. I've known you since you were a teenager, if you hadn't listened to me and studied design, you wouldn't have your current job, I can't imagine how you came over in the past few years, you're almost thirty, Zrow, you should wake up, what you should want, what you shouldn't want, love shouldn't be just passion. ”

Zhuoer listened quietly to Brother Li's words and pondered for a while. Say, "So what should I do now?" ”

Brother Li said: "If you really want him to get better, send him to a drug rehabilitation center for compulsory drug rehabilitation, and then you leave Shanghai and leave this environment, what he can't quit is drugs, and what you can't quit is him." ”

Zhuoer drove back, Xiao Han was in the house with tears and snot, hugged her leg and said, give me some money to buy drugs, I can't stand it. Zhuoer said: "You let go of your hand, Xiao Han, you can't go on like this anymore, you must quit." ”

Xiao Han trembled and said: "You let me smoke one last time, I beg you, and then I will quit, I must quit, Zhuoer, Zhuoer." Please. ”

"I called the drug rehab center, and they came over in a moment and sucked you to death," Drow said. ”

Xiao Han was angry and said, "Zhuoer, why are you so ruthless, give me money quickly." ”

He grabbed Zhuo'er's bag like crazy as he spoke, Zhuoer didn't give it, he pinched Zhuoer's neck with his hand, Zhuoer's face turned pale after a while, and he said in a subtle voice: "Xiao Han, please, don't pinch me, I can't stand it." Bag you take. ”

Xiao Han let go of his hand, and Zhuoer quickly ran into the bedroom and locked the door.

Xiao Han couldn't take care of her anymore, took out all the money in her bag, and called the drug seller. After a while, there was a knock on the door, and it was the staff of the compulsory drug rehabilitation center who entered. Xiao Han shouted at the bedroom: Zhuoer, I can't spare you, you slut, don't miss a little affection.

Zhuoer watched with tears streaming down her eyes as the people in the drug rehabilitation center took Xiao Han away, Xiao Han's scolding echoed in her ears, how terrible, the drugs tortured him beyond recognition, and his heart was completely lost. The boy who used to chase his dreams, the man who sang a good song in the bar was gone, just now he almost killed her for drug money, she thought about it for a while, she cried out of her voice, hoarse, and pushed herself into the abyss again and again, she cried enough, tidied up her things, and looked in the mirror that her neck was still red.

She went back to her residence, simply packed up her things, and went to the company to resign. made a phone call to Brother Li and said, "I sent him to the drug rehabilitation center, and my things are packed." ”

Brother Li said, "You wait, I'll go over." ”

After meeting, Brother Li gasped when he saw the mark on her neck. Brother Li said: "We have a branch in Hong Kong, you go there, a new environment is good for you, I hope you can go your own way in the future." As for me, I'll go see you when I have time, I'm not going to get a divorce, I'm so much older than you, I can't afford to toss. My daughter-in-law's health is not very good, and her uterus has been removed, so I want to accompany him more in the future, and you can take care of yourself. ”

Drow cried again and said, "I thank you, Brother Li, every time my life is at its worst, it is you who rescue me." I will never meet again, you are a guiding person in my life. ”

Brother Li said: "It's up to you in the future." ”

Zall returned the car to Brother Li and bought a ticket to Hong Kong. On the plane, she flipped through a magazine, on which there was a paragraph of Zhang Ailing's words: Before the age of thirty, turn back in time, correct, take off the childish coat, take away the wisdom, and then, to be a qualified person, start to burden, and begin to love life and the world tenaciously.