12. Cognition

Su Ran woke up, looking at Zhou Yang's message, she was in a trance. She has always been very independent in life and independent personality since she was a child. She never thought about living with a man, how to live with a man. Shao Yajun sent her a message saying that she went to Qinghai, and the child's mother-in-law took her at home, and the altitude sickness at first made her very uncomfortable, and then she slowly got used to it, and the Tibetans there were very simple, but there was a lack of water, and they took a bath and ran far away.

Su Ran suddenly remembered that today was Sunday, why did Zhou Yang return to the unit. She regretted a little that she let Zhou Yang know about her after drinking yesterday, it was a dead end in her heart, but she opened it and gave it to Zhou Yang.

She went back to her lodgings, and she didn't want to go anywhere, so she lay down in her bed. At noon, Zhou Yang sent a text message: Have you eaten, you don't have to go to work today, but a friend has an appointment, and he only has time this morning. So went to the unit. She looked at it, but didn't reply. Zhou Yang's phone immediately called, and the call was connected. Zhou Yang said: "How is today, did you sleep well last night, has the strength of the wine passed?" Su Ran said: "It's much better, I just want to lie down." Zhou Yang said, "Can I go to your place to see you?" Su Ran replied, "I want to stay by myself for a while." Zhou Yang paused on the other end of the phone, and then said, "Then you rest for a while, I'll pick you up for dinner in the evening," Su Ran said, "Okay." After hanging up the phone, Su Ran lay down for a while and fell asleep again, she found that once she had a change in mood, she liked to sleep. Sleep in the dark.

By the time she was woken up by the phone, it was already night. Zhou Yang was waiting for her downstairs. She found a comfortable outfit, a coat over it, and a pair of slip-on shoes. Plain face to the sky, hair scattered casually. She went downstairs and Zhou Yang stared at her, and her heart was furious when she saw it. She smiled and said, "Zhou Yang, don't stare at me like this, I don't know the bottom of my heart." Zhou Yang stared at her and said, "I have been following the devil all day with you in my mind." Saying that, he walked over and hugged her affectionately. Su Ran was unconsciously hugged by him, and his expression was a little blank. She understands that the development between men and women to this extent is that the next step is to enter the substantive stage, Zhou Yang is a gentleman, if she changes last night, she may already have a skin-to-skin relationship after she gets drunk. But Zhou Yang still didn't take advantage of her when she was drunk, and his character was still good. She has always had a scrutinizing attitude towards men, but the transition from the spiritual level to the physical level with Zhou Yang still made her very afraid.

Zhou Yang and her found a Western restaurant. The setting is elegant, with light music playing blues. Zhou Yang looked at her for a moment, smiled and said: "Su Ran, why did I suddenly feel that you are unfamiliar with me, don't worry, don't have any pressure, you have to relax, whether it's a couple or a friend, the relaxed atmosphere together is the rarest, I won't disrupt any of your lifestyle." Su Ran's eyebrows widened, and he said with a smile: "Zhou Yang, I need time." Zhou Yang's white fingers touched her hands and said, "Su Ran, it's okay." ”

Su Ran was taking the client to see the house, Li Li called, she answered the phone and said, "Li Li, I'm busy, I'll call you in a while." When she was done, she went back to Li Li and asked: Li Li, what's the matter? Li Li said: Su Ran, I'm getting married, and I'm going to hold a banquet in Shanghai. Go back to his house again, and then go back to the town again. Su Ran smiled: You are really not afraid of trouble. Li Li said: When the time comes, you and Zhou Yang will come together. Let's go back to the town together, you haven't been back for a long time. Su Ran said: Okay, I just want to go back to see my parents.

Li Li found a hotel in Shanghai, and invited colleagues and friends. Su Ran and Zhou Yang came to the hotel together, and the flow of people was surging, pushing the cup and changing the lamp. Zhou Yang said in Su Ran's ear: You drink less. He blocked almost all of Su Ran's wine, Su Ran smiled, and said softly: I want to drink some wine, but you still block it. Li Li looked at Zhou Yang protecting Su Ran so much, and also gave a thumbs up to Su Ran with a smile. Su Ran said to Zhou Yang: You drank alcohol, how do you drive? Zhou Yang whispered in a low voice: Find a substitute driver. By the time it was over, it was already late. After arriving home, Su Ran helped the drunk Zhou Yang upstairs. I helped him wipe his hands and face with a towel, and took off his shoes and socks for him. He changed into pajamas and put a glass of water on his bedside. Zhou Yangjue's heart was very warm, he took her hand and said, it's too late, you just wash up and sleep, don't go back. Su Ran settled him down and said: I have to go back to sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow, I can't sleep well here. Zhou Yang said: Okay, go back if you want to, pay attention to safety. Su Ran kissed him on the forehead, said goodnight and left.

Li Li informed Su Ran of the time to go back to the town for the wedding, and Su Ran bought a ticket and asked the company for leave. When I had dinner with Zhou Yang in the evening, I said: I want to go back to the small city, and Li Li will go back to the wedding. Just went back to see my parents. Zhou Yang looked at her expectantly, he wanted to go back with her. Su Ran understood his eyes, and said with a smile: I only bought one ticket, tomorrow night. It's not appropriate to go back to the town with you right now. Zhou Yang's face was a little disappointed, but he still nodded and said: Say hello to my uncle and aunt on my behalf.

On the train, Su Ran called Song Hao, she hadn't spoken to Song Hao on the phone for a year, and she usually occasionally sent a text message to ask if the other party was okay and say hello. After the phone was dialed, Su Ran said: Song Hao, I am Su Ran, and now on the train, there is a child who gets married, go back. How are you doing now? Song Hao was a little surprised to receive her call, and said with a smile on the other end of the phone: You are still willing to come back, and you still think that you will never return. I'm also married, I didn't tell you at the time, maybe I still can't get out of my own heart, I will touch the scene when I look at you at the wedding. Su Ran smiled and said: It's okay, it's all a false courtesy, you just have a good life. We'll talk more when we get back.

After getting off the train, Song Hao picked her up at the station. The moment he saw Su Ran, his heart still stabbed. Su Ran had loose hair, wore an over-the-knee skirt, and wore a long coffee-colored windbreaker on the outside, with a pair of four or five centimeter high heels. Thin grease powder, particularly conspicuous in the crowd. Song Hao lost his mind for a moment, is this still the girl he once liked for several years like a female man, it has only been more than a year, she has lost her hair and put on a skirt. It's like another person. He was stunned in place, but Su Ran walked over generously and gave him a friendly hug. Said softly: Song Hao, long time no see. Song Hao took her suitcase and took her to where she parked. Song Hao said while helping her pull the car door: "Let's go to the 'leisure station' to chat for a while, and then I'll send you home." Su Ran said, "Okay, you changed the car." Song Hao said: "Yes, I changed it when I got married." ”

After the two sat down, the two chatted about the things of this year, Song Hao said: After you left, I often had a hangover for a while, men and women deal with things differently, and men like to relieve their worries. At that time, the business of the arcade was also not as good as before, and a guy asked for leave, and a friend of mine asked his sister to help. Her name is Su Hua. She is very sunny and diligent. I always drank too much and lay down in the game hall, making a mess, so she silently cleaned me up and put a glass of sugar water on the table when I was done. For a month in a row, I was with her. You are wine to me, it makes me want to stop, but it hurts my stomach. She was sugar water for me, sweet, and made me heal my stomach. She was very well-behaved, obedient, and looked up to me. I didn't love her at first, it was just a good time, she appeared in my life, I was not small, and when I waited for you to no avail, I met her and married her, and life always carries some regrets. After he finished speaking, Su Ran refilled his tea. smiled and said: "I still failed you, but I am relieved to hear that you are doing well now, and it will be more suitable for you for her to be with you." My personality is too cold for you. Song Hao smiled and said, "How are you now, are you still alone, are you still in touch with Shao Yajun?" Su Ran said: "Send a text message to greet me occasionally." She didn't know if there was any need to mention Zhou Yang, and finally diverted the topic with other words.

Song Hao sent her to the door of the house, saw her back when she got out of the car, remembered the picture of him forcibly kissing her downstairs a few years ago, he touched his lips, and touched the place where Su Ran had bitten. At this time, Su Hua called, and she said sweetly on the phone: "Husband, when will you come back, come back and buy me some fruit and yogurt." Song Hao said: "Okay, you wait, I'll go back in a while." After hanging up the phone, he thought that Su Hua was pregnant now, so he drove home.

After Su Ran arrived home, her parents were overjoyed, and she hugged her mother when she entered the door. smiled and said: Mom, I'm back. The mother looked left and right at her daughter. said to Su Ran's father: "Xiao Ran has lost a little weight after a year, and her hair looks so long when she falls out, oops, big girl, you haven't been looking for a partner, it's your mother's heart disease, you're twenty-eight years old!" Father Su also nodded and said, "It's good that the child is back, don't nag her." During the meal, Su Ran said: "Mom, I want to buy a house in a small city, this time Li Li comes back to get married, on the one hand, I will attend her wedding, on the other hand, I will see you, and secondly, I want to buy a suite in the city." It is best to have a small yard, you can plant some flowers and plants in the yard, and you can lie there in the summer to drink tea and tease the cat, how good. I didn't want a house, and it happened to be cheaper in the second and third tiers, so I decided to buy a house in a small town. The mother did not speak, but looked at the father. My father said, "I support you to buy a house, but I think it should be when you get married, but if you want to buy it now, we also support you, just as you are a daughter, whatever happens." Mother nodded. Su Ran smiled and said: "Thank you parents, Li Li also said that I, there is no room for promotion in the house in the second and third tier cities, it is better to keep the money to invest in others, I don't expect to invest, it is my feelings to buy a small courtyard in a small town." ”

After attending Li Li's wedding, she began to look for a house, and now the urban planning is all high-rise buildings. The small courtyard is basically second-hand, Song Hao ran with her for several days, and she finally bought a second-hand small courtyard. The house is not expensive, she took out her savings for several years, bought it in full, and used part of it from her parents. After completing the transfer, she returned to Shanghai.

When she went back, Zhou Yang picked her up at the station. Zhou Yang took her box and gave her a hug. Then walk side by side with her. She said: "I bought a small courtyard in my hometown, although it is second-hand, but the environment is very good, and the location is also good. Zhou Yang smiled and said, "It's good if you're happy." I told my parents about us. ”