I used it for many years, thinking that I could change what I could atone for, that I could break cause and effect, but I just thought it was.

I have done a lot of wrong things in my life and affected too many people, and I have always wanted to make amends and redeem my life.

After I went inside, I thought about it a lot, I wanted to stop talking about feelings, be a complete bad person, live one day at a time, and indulge myself every day. So I kept falling in love and changing girlfriends, and the same was true in college, and I became a very scummy person. The world has no kindness to me at all, and there is no point in living.

I never thought that fate would play such a joke on me, and at such a time, send me the best and greatest kindness in this world. Sent me the best girl in the world.

She and I met frankly. I just sent a flirtatious picture casually out of boredom, and I never thought she would reply.

When she replied to me, I hesitated for a while, thinking to myself that isn't the girl who has a very wide circle and has a very social commentary below?

But after a while, I thought to myself, I felt that since there were girls who took the initiative, what was I afraid of, I would talk about it if I got it, so I talked for a night.

I thought it should be a good little girl, very good, very good, so I made an appointment to meet the next day.

She's really good, and there's no one in the world who can compare to her, and for me, even though our relationship broke down later.

It was a morning when I met, and I agreed to hug for three minutes each time I met, and I hugged me for three minutes when I walked out of the train station, and then she smiled sweetly, I felt that my world was lit up, that kind of light and warmth, just like that person came to see you with a sky full of stars, and my heart moved in an instant, and I met love.

She's so sweet, she's so warm, and she's really happy to take pictures and hug them together.

For the first time in my life, I feel that love is so good, and I hope that everyone will try to cherish it when they meet such a girl, and don't lose their temper with her, otherwise there will be an estrangement, and then they will hurt each other.

Steamed bait silk, at that time, I wanted to eat this breakfast to eat something and take her to eat at night, we wandering prodigal sons basically don't eat in the morning, because we sleep late, we get up to eat dinner and dinner into the restaurant, and then drink.

In the evening, her best friend came and ate beef hot pot, and she called her best friend together.

At that time, after meeting and heartbeat, I was already in love, and I wanted to take this relationship seriously.

In the evening, her best friend's friend shouted to drink, and then went, in fact, it was a little embarrassing, her best friend's friend, was a little contradictory person in my high school, but it was all a few years ago, no one will indulge in their hearts, but there is always a little unspeakable taste in my heart, of course, these have not affected my relationship with my treasure girl.

She lost the game that night and I kept blocking the wine, she was still drunk, and then we went to open the room.

It was all drunk and started to sleep and nothing happened at first, but when I fell asleep and she came and hugged me and started kissing me, I was restless, and I wanted to knock her down, so I knocked her down, and then we had sex.

I drank a little dizzy, I didn't realize that my treasure girl was the first time, the game was rude, and the next morning I asked someone to come again, and then she said it, a puddle of blood on the sheets, a little shocked.

It's not that I don't believe in my treasure girl, it's just that in this society, it's hard for girls to keep the first time.

At that time, I was very moved, the feeling of winning the world's treasure, and secretly swore in my heart that she would not marry.

My treasure girl, she later heard from her friend about me and knew that I used to be a scumbag, and always thought that I loved her because she gave me the first time.

Actually, no, it's the feeling of meeting, hugging and laughing, the starry sky lighting up my world.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have stopped drinking, I didn't have that feeling, in fact, the first time I felt at most that I couldn't go, it wouldn't be this kind of love, which was getting deeper and deeper.

After that time, we started to fall in love, and she came to me and told her family that she would come up to learn to drive and then she didn't actually go to practice driving, so she got tired of being with me every day and stuck to me.

At that time, there was no official announcement, I unilaterally made an official announcement, she may not like to do this, and built a private photo album to hang on me.

My experience is somewhat complicated, the experience of a troubled teenager is not simple, I am an extremely insecure person.

On the last day of learning to drive, take the test for your driver's license. She was very sad to fail the course, her little sister was waiting for her, she was waiting for her little sister, and I especially wanted her to come back early and hug and comfort her.

When she was on the phone, she ignored me when she talked to others, and I knew that she was in contact with a boy who was in a test room to get a driver's license.

The boy was beaten by us digging into our friend's wall in high school, and I especially didn't like that guy.

My insecurities exploded.

But I didn't lose my temper, just a little upset.

I later messaged her to ask if she was coming back, and she replied to me, waiting for them to be on the bus together yesterday.

I broke out, I thought she was in a bad mood so she went shopping with other boys, took the bus, came back slowly, didn't want to take a taxi back early, came to my arms, comforted.

Actually, I didn't have a complete outburst.

She came back, I went to pull her and knocked on the door without noticing.

Actually, I was trying to pull her into my arms.

She thought I was doing it on purpose, and then she got angry and left with a cold face, not pulling into her arms.

I almost broke out, I endured, I went to lie in bed without talking, with a cold face, and then I wanted her to coax me, and then I immediately complained to her about those grievances, hugged her and said I loved her.

As a result, she didn't come to coax me, but fiddled with this and that, occasionally posting one, swiping Tik Tok, and almost me off.

It's more than ten minutes or so, I can't bear it.

Insert a sentence, I'm very iron, it's a brother who can cut people together and go to prison and be cut, it's a bit of a violent society, anyway, it's the kind that is about to die, he once said a sentence when introducing me, he said that I am a person with a bad temper, especially difficult, but especially capable of handling, my temper is simply to the point of pathology.

The first stroke was missing, and I found it in the drawer of my table, and it wasn't him who took it, who was playing a prank, and I broke out.

I didn't listen to his explanation, I just took an iron garbage shovel and hit him in the head, and not all the boys in our class came up and pulled it, my table mate was already dead, and I was thirteen or fourteen years old to kill someone.

The brothers who used to be together couldn't do things well, so they slapped their mouths lightly, and the focus was directly on vomiting blood.

My temper is really fatal, and when I'm angry, others are just looking for death, and I also got in because of this.

For my treasure girl, I had this temper, and I really put up with her at the time.

But it's still my problem, it's my bad temper, it's not to blame her for saying this, it's just that even if I'm a neurotic, this kind of I really try to give in, to the disease in my bones, how can I be gentle and amiable and good-tempered for a while because I have known someone for less than a month, or about half a month, even if I love again, it is impossible to immediately change some innate things, even if those things are garbage and are bad.

I was so angry that I asked her, what are you going to do.

In fact, it was the prelude to my outburst.

She said coldly, not much.

I blew up, saying you don't tease Lao Tzuzi, and then I started scolding and arguing.

I thought she was leaving, I was reluctant to do it, and then pulled her back on the bed.

She thought I was going to do it, but in fact, she was reluctant to do it, and no matter how sick her temper was, she couldn't bear it at that time.

I just scolded and couldn't do it, so she cried aggrieved, then explained, and then hugged each other. QQ information is the same as typing his wrong word.,I misunderstood.,There's no boy.,Only girls.。

I misunderstood, I thought too much about my insecurity, in fact, she didn't care about these official announcements in the space at the beginning, so I was uneasy, and then I connected with these slow and gradual thoughts, and broke out.

I apologized afterwards, my treasure girl is also a treasure, understand and forgive me, I said that she is really the last girl in the world.

Thank her for her love and forgiveness for the first time.

She's so treasured, so good.

Saying this is not to prove anything, but just to say that these things have not been said at the time, so that you know what you think, you are not in a hurry to read this part, you are in a hurry to predict the future, and you will understand after reading it all, Ah Qing, my treasure girl.

I never blame you, I love you.

If you can say it well, everything must be different, time will not come back, I know that it is too late to cherish your original goodness, I regret it, time can't come back, and there is no regret medicine, I can only blame myself, I didn't cherish the beginning, the most precious you in the world. After she forgave me, we continued our happy love, it was so sweet at the beginning, I wrote that I wanted to laugh happily, I was really sick.

She went home.

We had an argument during this time.

Why the quarrel?

I've always been the kind of existence equivalent to a big brother, and wherever I go, it's all about what I say, and no one who declares it will doubt it.

From the most childish and funniest to the most intense on the phone!

I went to the high school education bureau to go to the relationship, anyway, I also went to the relationship and political struggles, so I originally wanted her not to have too much pressure, as long as she studied hard, any good job is not a problem, I want her student life to be easy and happy, not for the future pressure.

We, not me, this issue is something I've talked about with a lot of people, as a boy, you make your woman suffer all kinds of pressure, it's really incompetent and embarrassing, and you don't deserve this love.

So I've always wanted to make her relaxed, happy, stress-free, and have fun by my side.

When we first started together, because she loved me too much, the self-reliant and independent strong woman didn't show it, and this was the first time that her strong woman side was shown.

After I told her about the future, she talked to her relatives on the phone about how she would find a job in the future, and then I was a little unhappy.

Obviously don't trust me, twenty years, I poured out my heart and lungs to anyone, who didn't trust me and finally the woman I loved the most didn't believe me, what the hell got angry and started arguing, the tone was not good.

She is a strong woman, I don't want her to be bitter, I want her to be a little woman, I hope I don't have pressure, I take care of my own, she doesn't have to be responsible for her, the two of us are happy together.

But she has to express herself so strongly, not so feminine, the kind of little woman. The IQ of the boy in love really fell to the ground, and I was completely stumped on her distrust of me, so angry, I had a big fight, and I felt that each other was so unreasonable at the time.

Now that I think about it, I am so stupid, I regret it.

I'm sorry my treasure girl, I love you, it's a pity you can't express it, I'm more brainless.

If you can say it well at the beginning, it is not a problem to have the same three views, because we all love each other, and we are all for love.

I'm sorry, but that's not the reason why I had a bad relationship with my best treasure girl in the world.

During the time when my treasure girl was at home, there was a kind of quarrel, and why?

Busy, she helps at home, so busy that she can't do that, in fact, I can't understand it, so I don't feel comfortable in seconds, you don't feel uncomfortable in seconds, I was a little stupid at the time, and later, not now is the relationship on the verge of collapse, I miss her before me, I want to be so blind when I want to be so blind, she is still busy and I make QQ calls, it's really good to me.

I just missed it at the beginning.

I missed it, not by mistake, but by the past, and there was no longer this shop in this village.

There was another quarrel because every time she promised me to come to me, she would change her hexagram.

I'm a bit of a problem, that is, I hope he can do what others promise me, and what can't he do what he promised me?

Actually, this problem is a bit brain-dead, everyone has the helplessness of life to understand each other, some people don't mean it, she will always compensate you in another way.

My treasure girl is like that.

At that time, I was very angry, thinking that you promised to look for me for three days, but it only turned out that I had been here for one or two days, and I couldn't be together every day, so I could cherish it.

Later, I realized that every time she couldn't come to me on time, she tried to spend more time with me.

She was very good to me at that time.

It's just that love really needs to communicate and constantly understand each other, and then there can be fewer misunderstandings and good things to say.

I was wrong, I'm sorry for her, and I'm going to bear the mistakes I made.

My treasure girl, I will never forget those givings. During the time when my treasure girl was at home, there was a kind of quarrel, and why?

Busy, she helps at home, so busy that she can't do that, in fact, I can't understand it, so I don't feel comfortable in seconds, you don't feel uncomfortable in seconds, I was a little stupid at the time, and later, not now is the relationship on the verge of collapse, I miss her before me, I want to be so blind when I want to be so blind, she is still busy and I make QQ calls, it's really good to me.

I just missed it at the beginning.

I missed it, not by mistake, but by the past, and there was no longer this shop in this village.

There was another quarrel because every time she promised me to come to me, she would change her hexagram.

I'm a bit of a problem, that is, I hope he can do what others promise me, and what can't he do what he promised me?

Actually, this problem is a bit brain-dead, everyone has the helplessness of life to understand each other, some people don't mean it, she will always compensate you in another way.

My treasure girl is like that.

At that time, I was very angry, thinking that you promised to look for me for three days, but it only turned out that I had been here for one or two days, and I couldn't be together every day, so I could cherish it.

Later, I realized that every time she couldn't come to me on time, she tried to spend more time with me.

She was very good to me at that time.

It's just that love really needs to communicate and constantly understand each other, and then there can be fewer misunderstandings and good things to say.

I was wrong, I'm sorry for her, and I'm going to bear the mistakes I made.

My treasure girl, I will never forget those givings. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "The Invincible Little Prince's Claw Book House" for free for the first time.