Although Su Bingning didn't know what Liang Chen meant by the "finale", she obediently dressed and let him pull her out of the room, and when she arrived at Liang Chen's room, she saw that he took out all the stacks of notebooks in the bedside table, and said strangely: "What are you going to do?" ”

Liang Chen rummaged through the cabinet and found a lighter, held the stack of notes written down word by word in the three years of high school in his arms, motioned for Su Bingning to go out, and said with a smile: "Do you remember the ending of the three Bao Dai Chai in the Red Mansion?" ”

Su Bingning said: "Of course I remember, Baoyu married Baochai, and Daiyu burned the manuscript to break the infatuation......" Before he finished speaking, Huo Ran's eyes widened, and he grabbed his arm in surprise: "You want to ......"

Liang Chen turned around and lowered his voice and said "shhh", Su Bingning also hurriedly lowered his voice, and said in a low voice: "You want to burn it?" ”

Liang Chen pulled her lightly downstairs and came to the courtyard, but when she saw the moonlight in the air like practice, sprinkled on the snow all over the courtyard, bright as day, she came to the east wall and squatted down, and said with a smile: "It's useless to keep these things, but if you see you and cry once you see them in the future, my mother won't scold me to death?" Burned clean. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Who cried once they saw it?" Su Bingning thought of the deep meaning of his sentence just now, "You will cry once in the future", and couldn't help but be a little shy, seeing that he went to a copy casually, hesitated for a moment, then lit the lighter, couldn't help but reach out and grab it and hold it in his arms, and said urgently: "Are you really burning?" ”

Liang Chen smiled: "I remember when I was at the class reunion, I told you, and I will tell you when I think about it?" Now I think about it. ”

Su Bingning let out a "hmm", squatting there and grabbing the snatched notebook with both hands, he couldn't help but be a little nervous, looking at the snow under his feet, he only heard Liang Chen say slowly: "Do you remember what Xiao Feng said last time?" Nobel was addicted to explosives research, and his father and brother were killed; Van Gogh argued with others about art, and was so excited that he cut off his own ear; Michelangelo indulged in art and did not bathe; Xiao Feng is addicted to the game and attaches too much importance to winning and losing, so it is easy to ignore many things. ”

"Heaven is fair to everyone, many geniuses are amazing in one field, and when they focus on one area, they will inevitably lose something in other places, just like the examples just mentioned."

"Both of us brothers have been very smart since childhood, and in this regard, Liang Fei's IQ is even better than mine, but he doesn't have the terrifying memory and mental arithmetic ability like me, so Liang Fei is just a smart normal person, and I, like Xiao Feng, is a flawed genius."

Su Bingning couldn't help but look up at Liang Chen in surprise, the latter smiled faintly, re-lit the lighter, lit a notebook, and whispered in the faint firelight: "I didn't think about these problems before, and I didn't feel that I had any flaws in comparison with ordinary people, until I came back from Beijing last year and vowed to forget Bing'er, I found that everything about her seemed to have penetrated deep into my bone marrow, with my blood flowing and existing in my body, with my every breath and in my mind, It's like a shadow, and you can't get rid of it at all. ”

Liang Chen smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "I can never forget, probably because I can easily put all my attention on one thing, which is undoubtedly a good thing for doing things, but when it comes to feelings, being too deeply involved will only harm others and myself." Just like a few years ago, I only had Bing'er in my eyes, and I fell deeper and deeper, and even forgot about my parents, otherwise I wouldn't have wasted everything in order to write lyrics and novels. ”

Liang Chen tore off the pages of the notes he had written word by word and threw them into the fire, a little helpless, a little bitter and said: "People with sound personalities have the ability to heal emotionally, and this is reflected in people with higher emotional intelligence, the more obvious it is, I don't think I'm a person with very low emotional intelligence, but I don't have any emotional self-healing ability." After separating from Bing'er, I was like a terminally ill patient with drug addiction, as time went by, the addiction became bigger and bigger, knowing that it was wrong, but I couldn't extricate myself, I didn't want to think of her, but I always thought of her uncontrollably, knowing that it was to drink to quench my thirst, but I still couldn't help but listen to her songs all the time. ”

After a long statement, a stack of notes was almost burned, Liang Chen also took the book of "Jin Lan" in Su Bingning's arms, tore off a page and threw it into his arms, and said apologetically: "I am just an ordinary person, and I can even be said to be a little selfish, so I am less upright in dealing with you." Because of your appearance, I saw some hope in the darkness, so I haven't told you these words, just because I am afraid that after you learn this, you will withdraw and take away the only ray of light in my whole world, which is actually very unfair to you. ”

Liang Chen said as he spoke, gently throwing the last few pages of notes in his hand into the fire, feeling the warm heat wave of the paper burning, and said softly: "There is no choice in origin, I was afraid and cried when I was a child, but I really didn't complain, blamed, whether it was to my father or my mother, they all gave everything they had and wanted to give us the best." ”

He finally raised his face to look at Su Bingning, looking at her clear and pure eyes like a clear spring, his tone that had been unhurried and unhurried finally fluctuated, and he said softly: "I can't forget her, so I can't give you any guarantees." Tonight's 'Burning Manuscript and Breaking Love' is the ending I wrote for my first love, and it is also the only promise I can give you: I will work hard to quit my drug addiction, whether it is a need to change blood or be reborn. ”

Liang Chen looked at Su Bingning, who seemed to be about to cry out with mist in his eyes, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "I know that this is very unfair to you, and it is quite shameless, but I still want to ask you, are you willing to wait a little longer until I quit my drug addiction?" ”

The tears in Su Bingning's eyes finally burst out of her eyes, and she couldn't stop nodding.

Liang Chen couldn't help but show a smile on his face, gently wiped her tears, and said with a smile: "Good, don't cry, I've been crying all night, I really don't plan to see anyone tomorrow morning?" ”

Su Bingning nodded, shook her head hurriedly, and then blinked blankly, as if thinking about whether to nod or shake her head, Liang Chen looked at her cute appearance, and couldn't help but want to hold her in his arms, his arm moved, but he immediately put it down, got up and pulled Su Bingning up, and said with a smile: "Squatting here for a long time, my legs are numb, let's go upstairs first." ”

This time, Miss Su knew that it was time to nod, and smiled sweetly: "Hmm." ”

Liang Chen pulled her back downstairs lightly, and when she went up the stairs, she suddenly noticed that Su Bingning stopped moving, looked back strangely, and saw that under the corridor light, Su Bingning, who was obedient and obedient just now, stared at him with a look of grievance, and said with a strange smile: "What's wrong?" ”

Su Bingning snorted: "Liar! ”

Both parents were sleeping downstairs, and Liang Chen was afraid of waking them up, so his voice was very low, and he said in a low voice: "Why did you become a liar?" ”

Su Bingning twisted her face to the side, not daring to look at him, but her pale face was already slightly red, and she muttered like a mosquito: "I just talked about it for a long time, and I cried in vain, and I didn't say a word of liking......

Liang Chen was dumbfounded, pulled Su Bingning upstairs, and returned to her room, originally wanted to say that they didn't like each other, so that there was no binding force, so that if Su Bingning regretted it in the future, there would be no burden in his heart, but looking at her clear and beautiful eyes, remembering that he was impulsive just now, he still asked if she was willing to wait for herself, and then these words seemed a little self-deceptive and shameless, so he pinched her nose and smiled: "Like it or not, love it or not, it's not about it, it's about doing it...... Belch. ”

Seeing Su Bing's pretty face crimson, lonely men and widows in the same room, Liang Chen, who had just revealed his heart, couldn't help but feel a little uneasy, but he quickly suppressed the thoughts in his heart and changed the topic: "You've been here for some days, haven't your parents found out yet?" ”

Su Bingning shook his head and said, "No, they still think I'm there with my cousin." ”

Liang Chen said: "Then I should have been urging you to go home, anyway, I'm coming, let's go home in two days, don't let your parents worry." ”

After speaking, seeing Su Bingning puffing out his cheeks, he couldn't help but smile: "Don't think about it, I don't mean to drive you away, but if you really want to stay at my house for the New Year, aren't you afraid of forcing your parents to be anxious and kill them?" ”

Su Bingning also knew that her parents were really anxious, and she couldn't really fly over directly, so she pouted and didn't speak.

Liang Chen said with a smile: "Accompany me to grandma's house tomorrow, at least you have to meet her old man first, otherwise you will have to nag me again when you go back, and then I will send you home, don't worry, we will meet again in a few days." ”

Su Bingning said aggrievedly: "It's going to be a long time before school starts." ”

Liang Chen pulled her to the edge of the bed and sat down, stroked her soft hair a little fondly, and said with a smile: "Don't wait until school starts, I'll go to Shanghai to find you." ”

"Huh?" Su Bingning's eyes widened suddenly, and she said in surprise: "Really? ”

turned red, and the volume that had just been raised because of the surprise flew down like three thousand feet, and he said, "Are you going to see my parents?" That...... Then I'll tell my parents first when I go home, so that they can be mentally prepared. ”

Liang Chen said with a smile: "It's not to see your parents, it's to try out." ”

Su Bing was stunned: "Trial? What trials? ”

Liang Chen said: "Have you forgotten that a professional team invited me to go to a trial to join?" ”

Su Bingning was surprised: "Are you willing to play professionally?" ”

Liang Chen nodded, and said softly: "I used to want to get ahead with poetry and novels, and now it seems that it is really a bit whimsical, but fortunately, I still have a little talent for playing games, and since your father has invested in Jinlong TV, he must be more optimistic about the development prospects of the e-sports industry, if there is really a day when he comes to the door in the future, I don't want to repeat the experience of going north." ”