Chapter 14: Leaving You
Hearing Qingtian's words, the white crane was silent. In fact, he had thought about this question before, but he vetoed it in his heart.
Qingtian is the same age as himself, and the age difference between him and the second girl is eleven years old.
Eleven years old is a big age difference.
Even if Qingtian understands now, his feelings for the girl in the egret are no longer the kind of brother and sister love, but what about the girl?
What is the attitude of his second girl? The second girl has been close to Qingtian since she was a child, and even closer to Qingtian than to him, who is a big brother.
But this closeness, this like, is it the relationship between brothers and sisters, or the relationship between men and women?
The second girl is only fifteen years old, she is still young, these two feelings, can she be so young girl?
"Ah Tian, are you sure? Are you sure that the girl is the kind of relationship between men and women? Hakutsuru asked seriously.
Hearing Bai He's question, Qingtian thought about it and didn't answer.
Be? Or is it not? Qingtian himself is uncertain in his own heart.
"You're not sure, are you? I just feel different about girls and other women? Hakutsuru continued.
"Well, yes, the moment she was almost hit by a car tonight, I felt like my heart was not beating, I was afraid of losing her, I was very afraid." Qingtian recalled.
"Pulled her back in time, the feeling of holding her tightly...... I really don't want to let go. Qingtian continued.
"That doesn't mean anything, if it were me I would be like that." Bai Tsuru analyzed.
"But it's really, I feel that the feeling for the girl is different from before, maybe the girl has grown up!" Qingtian said slowly, but the car was driving fast.
"You know, the girl is only fifteen years old, you are twenty-six years old, Ah Tian, do you know what that means?" Bai He took a deep breath of his cigarette, spit out a smoke ring, and asked slowly.
"I'm eleven years older than her." Qingtian replied.
"You're going to die sooner than her...... Are you dead, leaving her alone and widowed? Shiratsuru asked, this is a problem.
"Eleven years old, it's a big age difference, and now there is a generation gap of three years, not to mention that you are eleven years apart, have you considered everything you will face in the future?" Hakutsuru continued to ask.
"I ...... Try to live as long as you can, hopefully, die behind her, isn't it okay? Qingtian replied.
If he really marries that little girl in the future, he must pamper her, even if he is old, he will try to walk behind her, and after taking care of her afterlife, he will leave.
He didn't want her to suffer the pain of losing her beloved, and he didn't want her to experience the loneliness of losing her partner.
"I'm at your door, will you come out or will I go in?" Qingtian extinguished the engine.
"Didn't you come to my house to see the girl? How do you look from the outside? Bai He stood on the third floor, looked at the sports car at the door of the villa, and rolled his eyes.
"I'm afraid that the girl doesn't want to see me, she's angry with me today......" Qingtian said and opened the car door, walked down, and entered the villa gate.
"Let's come to my room first!" Bai He said, and hung up the phone.
"Young Master Qing is here!" Mother Wu said respectfully.
"Mother Wu." Qingtian said hello, and then asked, "Where's the girl?" ”
"The second lady sat on the ground and cried when she came back, and she didn't know what grievances she had suffered, and the eldest young master refused to say when she asked her, and now she went back to her room." Wu Ma said.
"Oh, good." Qingtian said and walked upstairs.
"Young Master Qing, should I tell Miss that you're here?" Wu's mother asked.
Qingtian's footsteps up the stairs paused, and then returned to normal.
"No need, I'm here to talk to Hakutsuru about things." Qingtian said.
"Oh, okay." After Wu's mother finished speaking, she went to her own house.
On the second floor, Qingtian paced to the door of the egret's room.
I listened carefully, but I didn't hear any movement.
I wanted to knock on the door, but my fingers just made a movement in the air, and I didn't knock on the door.
Putting down his hand, Qingtian lowered his head, sighed slightly, turned to leave, and walked towards the third floor.
"I know you don't dare knock on the door. Coward, coward! As soon as he went up to the third floor, the voice of the white crane rang in his ears.
"You knocked on her door when you knew the girl was angry with you?" Qingtian fought back unceremoniously.
"Uh...... Can't. Bai He said truthfully.
"Well, coward." Qingtian raised an eyebrow.
"Go to your study!" Qingtian said, and the two of them walked towards Bai He's study.
"Tell me what you think." Hakutsuru asked directly.
"I don't know, I just think it's messy, I'm not sure, although I'm twenty-six years old, but you and I both understand that both of us are idiots in terms of feelings." Qingtian said directly.
"Say you, what are you talking about?" Shiratsuru pursed his lips.
They have been single dogs for twenty-six years. The parents and elders of the two families are in a hurry, but these two people look like I don't want to find a girlfriend, what can you do with me, there is a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water.
"Otherwise, I'll go out and be quiet, and I'll come back when I really understand what my feelings for the girl are." Qingtian lit a cigarette and said slowly.
"Go out and be quiet?" The white crane raised his eyebrows, puzzled, where to go out?
"Well, just two days ago, the dean said that the academy was going to send a representative to the United States for a four-year academic exchange, and asked me if I would like to go, but I directly refused at that time." Qingtian said.
"Four years! So long communication? I don't understand that you people who are engaged in science, you will have academic exchanges and further studies at every turn, and you will only be there for four years, if you, him, and your mother go, won't you all be thirty years old when you come back? The white crane pouted.
"When I came back in four years, I was directly mentioned as the vice president of the Academy of Sciences. How long do you think it will take for a researcher to sit in the position of Vice-Dean? I didn't know if I could sit down for forty years. Qingtian took a deep breath of cigarette and said.
He didn't think about it at the time, so he directly rejected the dean, and the dean's surprised expression seemed to look like a fool. After all, no one will refuse such a good opportunity!
The dean asked why, and Qingtian replied at the time: "For personal reasons, I'm really sorry to live up to the dean's cultivation." ”
At that time, Qingtian was thinking, he left for four years at once, what should he do with his little girl?
The dean said that he still hoped that Qingtian would think about it and give Qingtian a week's time, if he really decided not to go, then he had to choose someone else.
The deadline for a week has not yet arrived.
"You want to go now? The vice president is nothing in your eyes, right? Hakutsuru asked.
"It's not for the vice president, but to leave the girl, give me time, think about this matter, come back in four years, the girl is also nineteen years old, and she is an adult." Qingtian thought about it and said with a smile, I really can't wait to see the nineteen-year-old girl! I don't know what it looks like.
"Okay, that's fine. I support you in whatever you decide, but one thing, take care of yourself. Hakutsuru said.
"Got it, brother." Qingtian smiled and slapped Bai He's body.
"You don't tell anyone else about my exchange abroad, the most important thing is that you can't tell the girl." Qingtian instructed.
"I understand."
"Alright, I'll go back." Snuffing out the cigarette that had not yet been smoked, Qingtian said slowly.
"I'll send you." The white crane stood up.
Qingtian wanted to refuse, but thinking that this might be the last time their brothers would see each other at the moment, he nodded.
Descending to the second floor, Qingtian looked towards the white heron's room.
"Aren't you going to see the second girl?" Bai He asked, he naturally saw the reluctance in Qingtian's eyes.
"No, maybe they're all asleep." Qingtian thought about it, but still shook his head, raised his feet, and went down the stairs.
It's not that I don't want to see it, it's just ...... I'm afraid that I will see it, so I am reluctant to leave.
After all, the weight of that girl in his heart is not ordinary.
Step out of the villa door and start the engine.
"Gone." Qingtian said.
"Go ahead, slow down on the road and stay safe." The white crane waved his hand.
The red sports car is gone.
"Hello? Dean, I'm Qingtian. Academic exchange in the United States, I decided to go. Yes, I've made some adjustments, and I'm ready to go. When to go. Can it be tomorrow? Okay, then I'll leave tomorrow. Sorry to bother you so late, okay, bye-bye. ”
Hanging up the phone, Qingtian let out a long sigh.
Goodbye, my little girl.