017 At the moment of life and death, anger erupted

Liang Qian's ugly state of losing his soul made Song Di smile coldly, it is good to die on the battlefield as an animal. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Fu Shouyuan didn't have time to hate anyone, he looked at the two long-range enemy soldiers attacking Liang Qian from a distance and calculated, judging from the distance, their next target was him, which made him feel uneasy...... Let's talk and help stabilize your mind.

"Dafang County, Bicheng City, is famous in the hometown of luxury fragrance, but I'm afraid I don't have the blessing to enjoy it. If you have time, you might as well come and visit the Red Holy Land with our drunken beauty. ”

Song Di was startled when he heard this, and then came to his senses.

"Let's change positions and take our turns."

Pointing to the left, Fu Shouyuan shook his head.

"Don't say stupid things, the buddy on the left won't last long, it's useless to change positions, maybe it will even affect you."

Chen Feng in the front row took over: "Song Di, stay quiet, with his personality, it is impossible to accept that you fight for his life with his life." ”

Without waiting for Song Di to speak, Fu Shouyuan took the conversation back.

"Actually, it's also your fault that the kid isn't a bastard, so I might be despicable and try to pull you to block the gun. According to the system, my fear of death and the idea of wanting to live are ridiculously strong, and I am prone to paranoia or something...... Several times I thought about what I might do to deviate from my beliefs, and I was afraid for a while...... So thank you for being a good person and allowing me to accept death with relative peace. ”

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Regardless of whether the meaning of what Fu Shouyuan said can be firmly implemented in another situation, these words still greatly refresh people's impression of Fu Shouyuan, he is not just a stupid and good person who is so soft-hearted and easy to be used before.

While talking and laughing, Liang Qian's death made everyone's hearts sink, and Song Di didn't have time to reply, so he hurriedly looked into the distance.

I saw that the attack from the two long-range enemy soldiers who attacked Liang Qian was definitely coming towards Fu Shouyuan!

Withstand the attacks of three enemies at the same time, one near and two away, and Fu Shouyuan's life is in danger!

Turning his gaze to the Fu Shou Yuan, who was trying his best to maintain his composure and no longer had the heart to take care of the other blessings, many thoughts flashed in Song Di's heart, but he didn't know what to say for a while......

Chen Feng couldn't help but sigh, and then silently used the cooled skill Flesh-Bullet Land Attack to repel the enemy soldiers and suspend the attack, but that was just a drop in the bucket, and it couldn't change the cruel fate of Fu Shouyuan at the moment.

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As time passed, Fu Shouyuan became more and more difficult to control his state of mind, and the desire to live mixed with the resistance to death continued to surge, and soon broke through the upper limit of the general standard of psychological tolerance, and if there was no accident, his mental collapse was only in an instant.

Suddenly, Fu Shouyuan took a step back in a trance, and then ushered in a cold warning from the system's super-fast speed.

"Soldier 4444, you can't continue to retreat, otherwise you will be considered a deserter."

The relentless threat awakened Fu Shouyuan.

Becoming a deserter will take over his sanity, which is really an unknown death, so Fu Shouyuan hardened his heart and took three steps forward, in order to try to avoid retreating and falling into a fool like he did just now when he couldn't control his mind.

But he won't last long.

The deeper the obsession, the more intense the related emotional evolution, and the corresponding need for stronger psychological control to maintain stability, otherwise excessive emotional changes will cause discomfort in the human body and cause asthma and syncope, the most typical is the common saying dizziness.

However, emotional changes can be infinitely improved in a very short period of time, but mental control needs to be slowly polished for a long time, and occasional epiphany progress is also based on the previous accumulation of mental nature, which cannot burst out continuously, and the difference between the two is too large.

Even though Fu Shouyuan has paid attention to self-cultivation since he was a child, and now with the help of Bing Xinjue, he is much stronger than ordinary people in terms of mental control, but his helpless and excited emotions are snowballing more and more and repeatedly crushing his self-control, and it is only a matter of time before his body and mind lose control.

After a brief period of sobriety, Fu Shouyuan was only able to move forward and glanced back at Tian Sanjin to confirm his safety, and then he was once again caught in more chaotic thoughts by the distractions of the riot.

Thanks to Fu Shouyuan, he tried his best to maintain a trace of battle intent in his extremely confused thoughts, and still attacked the enemy, otherwise he would not have to wait for him to become a deserter, and he would first be judged by the system to lose the will to fight and take over his mind.

And the majority of the chaotic thoughts are the regret of not being able to continue a good life, the reluctance and blessing of the people who are concerned, and the stubbornness that is still unwilling to give up!

"Dad, Mom, I can't hear the nagging, don't be too sad."

"Yiyun, take care and don't read it, fortunately, it hasn't officially started yet."

"Shikong, are you okay down there? I'll be with you right away. ”

"Is there really only one way to die?"

"Sister, Sanjin, monk, madman, Xiao Zhizhi, Lian Fat, lovely relatives and friends, enjoy life for me."

"What else? What is this strong emotion rising from the bottom of my heart so strange and familiar? This feeling had been felt before when the soldiers returned, but it inexplicably dissipated. Was there a longer time ago? Have you ever been, what is it? ”

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"It's anger!"

"It doesn't matter if you live or die, throw it aside, but in the end you will be angry! It's angry! The enemy wants me to die, the earth chooses me to die, and this war will kill me! Why do you want me to die! How could I die! I can't die! ”

People's thoughts are born and die very quickly, Fu Shouyuan thought too much, but the reality only passed a few tenths of a second, and at this time, the system prompt that was injured again completely detonated his anger!

"If you want me to die, you should die first!"

All distracting thoughts were emptied in an instant, and at this moment, the intensity of Fu Shouyuan's anger was far beyond the limit of his physical and mental endurance, he should have fainted immediately, but he felt that he was more and more awake abnormally!

Concentrate on it, Fu Shouyuan realized that the extremely strong anger seemed to awaken a strange and familiar terrifying existence in the heart, and the formless and qualitative anger was actually being absorbed by it, and there was a trace of heat there that was strengthening and transforming his body and mind.

At the same time, something in his brain woke up together, stirring the whole brain harder and harder! When the movement was so loud that he noticed it, he subconsciously held his head in his hands...... But the strange thing is that it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all! On the contrary, it is very cool, very cool!

This? Could it be that I'm already dying of pain? That's why I don't feel pain? But even if you become a ghost, shouldn't you feel very cool?

The next moment, Fu Shouyuan, who was full of doubts, clearly heard the sound of the ice being broken and melted and the cardboard shell being torn apart from his heart and in his head, and his heart was stagnant!

…… Really dead?

That's not right...... It's not going to work!!

I said I wanted to live!! I'm going to live!!

"Knock !!"

After completing the final commissioning, the body and mind are ready to welcome the return of the Xeon Force, and the prelude is an incomparably powerful heartbeat! Then a hot and surging substance of anger rushed towards Fu Shouyuan's whole body!

After a pause and a pause, Fu Shouyuan finally understood what was happening to him, and at the same time, he sensed that his situation attracted the attention of two strong wills.

But Fu Shouyuan didn't have time to think about it, because a strong anger quickly appeared and returned to his heart, and he was filled with anger and occupied his heart, which was almost equivalent to losing his mind, and the only thing he would think about and do at the moment was to vent his anger.

"Angry!!"

The beastly howl resounded across the battlefield! Fu Shouyuan's body burned with a raging flame! The flames extended to the broadsword, melting and reshaping it into a strange blood-red lotus, and with a single swing, the enemy with 120 health points was slashed in one blow!

The people around widened their eyes and looked at the outbreak of Fu Shouyuan in amazement, and Song Di, who was originally mourning, was immediately ready to say hello with joy, but as soon as the words came out, they turned into exclamations.

It was only because Fu Shouyuan actually turned around and rushed forward after killing the enemy in front of him, although he was quickly blocked by the oncoming enemy, but this abnormal risky move still cast a shadow on Song Di's heart, and he hurriedly used probe when he felt that something was wrong.