"Such a Man"

Text/Jing Yidao [@在下敬一刀]

There is such a person, you wait quietly, the wonderful years have gradually faded,

It's for the smile she looks back at before she disappears in front of your eyes!

There is such a person, every time you go online it is to see if she is not there,

If she's there, you'll be ecstatic, and if she's not, you'll be lost,

You'll be quietly incognito, not wanting to chat with anyone or receive messages from anyone.

There is such a person, when you talk to her, you will be very careful to talk to her,

Be careful with your words, you will care about every word she says to you, every QQ emoji she makes,

You will even stupidly read the chat history with her over and over again, and you will giggle from time to time.

There's such a person, when you can't see her online,

You'll always take your phone and want to call her and ask her what she's doing.

But you never beat her, because you were afraid to disturb her, for fear that she would be upset.

There is such a person, you think about her every day, but you never expect her to miss you.

There is such a person, you want her to be happy, but you don't want her to fall in love.

There is such a person, as long as you can talk to her, you feel that you are the happiest person in the world,

Even if you talk late, no matter how sleepy you are, you are willing to accompany her,

Be happy to be her most loyal listener until she says "good night, bye-bye" to you before she goes to bed

There is such a person, you want to confess to her, and you want to tell her loudly: "I like you",

But you never dared to speak. It's not that you're afraid that she will reject you, it's just that you're afraid that you're not worthy of her.

There is such a person, you are lying on the bed watching a TV series with QQ,

But as long as you hear the "Didi" sound of QQ, you will not hesitate to get up and take a look, because you will think that it may be her.

There is such a person, you often dream of her, dream that you are in love, holding hands, and happy.

But every time you wake up, you want to go back to your dreams,

Even if you never wake up again, you want to have such dreams forever.

There is such a person, you ignore all the people around you who have been paying attention to you,

Just to think about her, you don't want anything to come into your heart.

There is such a person, you only have her in your heart, and you can't tolerate anyone, except her, it's still her.

There is such a person, you often secretly run to her space,

Look at how she's been doing lately, and then quietly delete the "access log".

There is such a person, you pay attention to her signature every day,

Her "mood" changes, and your mood changes with it.

There is such a person, how much do you wish she could understand your mind,

But you can't guess what she wants.

There is such a person, she may not be very beautiful, but she is a goddess in your heart, an angel, such perfection, such dignity.

There is such a person, she may still have a little temper, but you don't care, you will naively think that it is her cuteness.

There is such a person, she may not be as strong as you on the outside, but you just want to protect her, take care of her, and be her patron saint.

There is such a person, she is often sick, and you want to blame her in distress: "Why don't you take care of your body so much!" ”

How much you want to accompany her to the hospital. But you can't, because you don't have any relationship.

There is such a person, she may not have much education, but you just think that she is knowledgeable, she is empathetic, she is kind......

There is such a person, whenever you see a couple arguing on the street, the woman is very fierce, you will think: she will not be like this!

For such a person, you began to become very entangled, no longer as free and easy as before, but you are still so persistent.

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